cover / prod / mixed / mastered by me + @takuxo wit the mix a bit 
sorry its pitched up 
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1/3

stars

prod @zeromandia30414 + @idks3lfish

lyrics:
@me
u know i dont fw ur team 
got louis vuitton and margelia on me 
the silence is swallowing me 
its getting too loud i dont want it to be 
u told me that u had to leave 
its getting annoying ur playing w me 
n its getting harder to breathe 
cant tell left from right cuz i cant even see
i been going down u cant leave me hurting now
even if were falling out its way too loud in this crowd
im not going now u cant leave me falling down 
everything is burning now its way too loud in this crowd

@trustt
im the hero of a story that never happened
im a court jester in a mansion 
ima laugh when im passing
they wanna be me so bad
just tell me what u want
im hiding behind my mask
so dont take it serious
youre my drug music for fun
lifes a joke are you having fun?
youre my drug music for fun
life is a joke thats why i dont take it serious

serious ft trustt

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

prod @omgisai
soundcloud exclusive freestyle made in like 2 Seconds

walk slow through the city lights
im tryna move but im stuck in time
im w my bros creepin in the night
keep my head down keep my circle tight

tears up on my jeans tears been rolling down my sleeves
aint nobody wanna talk to me i never feel seen
used to pray up on my knees now im quiet when i grieve
aint nobody wanna talk to me u dont know what i mean
tears up on my jeans walls are falling down on me yea
i done fleed the scene came back like a different me yea
fuck all of my dreams i just wanna live in peace yea
slam my fucking head in to feel something underneath yea

grew up on a screen yea
keep my eyes peeled there was too much shit i seen yea
hate to see ur name when im scrolling on my feed yea
its not what it seems woke up crying on my dream yea

its a bloody scene
give a fuck about ur art u just do it for the streams yea

yea i been fallin through routines
u still mad about some old shit theres not fucking beef yea
my true self buried deep
i be acting like i know shit i dont know a thing yea
friends they come n leave
i dont know where their going thats a common theme yea

bandAid✚

prod isa n chinapoet

lyrics:
you dont wanna talk
you dont listen
guess I'm done thinking it was different
money up spend it on prescriptions
I'm still tryna process what I just witnessed
tell me what u want from me
tell me do you want me endlessly
tell me that you're never gonna leave
I wont ever trust my enemies
I said ok fuck em let em bleed
will you keep the other half of me
tell me do you wanna hear from me
Ive been fucked up way too long that I cant tell just what I need

rest of me prod heroine, chinapoet

april 2025

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

everything me 
@100signs

i react like the last time
it all comes crashing down
move on
don't come back
and i feel like i lost control over my body
reach in deep inside

i give up so easily
i drop my cards
i lay back
want my heart 
give u the key
i'll open up
forgot the name that i once had
the things that i lost in the fire
keep me warm right beside you baby dont let me go 
i wish all of this would end
i hate all your stupid friends
take me back to when i felt like i had something 
fuck me over i know that you wanna
i could lie bout it 
hide all my problems

i react like the last time
it all comes crashing down
move on
don't come back
and i feel like i lost control over my body
reach in deep inside

Don't come back

help from @young_particular and @ronensmelodie
ib: @coreylingo

Lyrics:

The first time
You said it wasn't nothing
I clinged onto hope and the trusting
And then I tried to find a way (oh no)

And now the second time I'm waiting
And then my mind is losing patience
Yeah, your heart is being dangerous
And I can't stand here to take it

So I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

And then I question myself
Asking why am I here
I take the answer and find
That it's not even clear

Leave it, doll
Leave me there
Leave it all
Leave me square
Can't run now
Can't run fair
Leave me there
Oh, leave me there

I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

stars

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