cover / prod / mixed / mastered by me + @takuxo wit the mix a bit 
sorry its pitched up 
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1/3

stars

@tillamookbay
@chinapoet
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nevr heard me out on nthin u dnt know
think u better than me rlly it dont show
there are places in this world u dont go
down the rabbit hole i could never float

had to cut him off in an instant
man down need a medic need assistance
u was wondering why i was so distant
dont u put the blame on me u did this

u dont even remember what u said
i remember it so vividly
u tried everything u could js to belittle me
obsessed with control 
god you're fucking sickening

well im done
guess the key to life is in this blunt
tryna front
gain this sentience its time to hunt

after all the smoke clears fucking beautiful
sometimes i wonder what life would be like as a new soul

u never hear me out on nothin u dont know
u dont listennnnn 
need to think about the right things but
my goals are unrealistic
wake up every day n then i start to go ballistic
i think i js wanna get out of here

im trapped feeling stuck i need to figure out how
things have fucked me up 
i stopped getting involved in that crowd
im to scared to be in my own house the voices loud
so i use these coping mechanisms js to keep it down
act tough but u run when theres a shootout
find him dead like cod
no one playing shoothouse
unconscious at the function heh
nun to do now
past demons wont leave me alone
get the fuck out

(epic freestyling xdddd)

GTFO 2 @michimani @chinapoet

This track truly was a breakthrough for me. Shoutout to Lau, jian and Chris,  We spent over 40+ hours plus on this, i hope you enjoy it. more music next month!

out on all plats too!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0gwPLe1zJkzEFjnUu1WrzP?si=a812afdacfbf4dbf

apple music: https://music.apple.com/nl/album/fruit-of-life-feat-yves-aoi-jian-chris-wallace/1803810079?i=1803810410

#FoLmusic

@yvesaoi 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1qrlW47pK8RfzWYQ7PG8Fg?si=L_wWBL1YRZGrTuIzeZNKzg

@jianmsic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3O1XBymOyrvPw7JKc8ySiw?si=BVZn6YptQQOd0uLRO1PSYg

@user-784312027 (Chris Wallace)
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4uvONBnmpTsvWRG0eEh87r?si=5IiWcV8URYG4NJLLasoY7Q


cover credit: @yves_aoi

Fruit of Life

Fruit of Life (feat. Chris Wallace)

Track 3 - "Learning to Love Myself"
aka; A moment of reflection, let it be my last

Produced by Serena Liars
Vocals by JAYOVSN
Started March 23rd, 2025 - Finished April 2nd, 2025
140bpm Fmaj

Lyrics:

Crystal markings on my chest
Hold my hands as I repent
Lift my arms while I grow again
When I die, please let me rest

Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

are x10000000000000000000

Hard to let go
Looking at the x's, o's,
No longer at home

Thinking 'bout past mistakes and
I wonder the most
If all of the wrongs been lingered

Feeling the pain in my sides
I guess this is my part of my life
Looking at the skies above
Now I'm just wondering why? (Ooh, but I don't wanna)

Go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

(Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-)

also listen to bevels song that dropped today 
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l/youll-see-exactly-what-i-mean/s-fQ2zbLri6XI?si=f57ba0252d7a481ea569802c4989b841&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Learning to Love Myself (with JAYOVSN)

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

i thought i heard your voice again
i turned around, where are you at now?
the same illusion once again

but you were gone before i even spoke
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

i can’t hold on, you slip away
leave me stuck, i’m still stuck in yesterday

stuck in...Yesterday_3

all i shiiiittttt::

now, baby you're gone, and i don't feel like i belong
and i don't wanna watch you walk, but i feel it's all i got.

darling i watched you glow, didn't think that'd you go so low, oh no no...

now, baby you're gone, and i don't feel like i belong, and i don't wanna watch you walk, but i feel its all i got.

all i got

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/half-protruding-figure

prod me

letting pop tabs be your guide
you can follow me all night
and we'll shop through all the clothes left out to dry
i'll go hide behind the leaves im feeling shy
i can't tell you why

but would you stay and take a picture of my half-protruding figure
all the limbs that you might mix up
thinking how i'll make an income
while we slip between the brambles
flip between the channels
on cue

getting beat up every time
i try to leave my eyes behind
like when you leave the jigsaw out on the floor
we'll stay up whispering
nobody's listening
nobody's listening

but would you stay and take a picture of my half-protruding figure
all the limbs that you might mix up
thinking how it makes a difference
while you're slipping in my sandals
burning through my candles
on cue
we're screwed

we're screwed
we're doomed

half-protruding figure

Broller - Slowed

oneshot melody samples (free)

The first single from jp's forthcoming album, 'we're here all the time', out October 24th on Theory Therapy. 

https://theorytherapy.bandcamp.com/album/were-here-all-the-time

Vinyl is available on One Eye Witness: https://www.one-eye-witness.com/release/1757422963/jp-we're-here-all-the-time

@whatdotjp
@oneyewitness

jp - lite blue light (feat neal m)

17
three dimensional 2025
1/3 of: @van_point

stars

cus3d