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Don’t Cry, No Worries

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

love me like how i love you (prod. slashy) *lyrics in the comments*

limitless affection (prod. slashy) *on all platforms*

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

[LYRICS]
how can i call you
if i can't remember just my fucking name
i wanna hold you
i wanna let you feel my pain
she said i'm selfish
what the fucks your problem, i'm just trying to help
bitch i'm a no name
im not planning nothing i'm just tripping again 

and it's always the same
i've been screaming for help

Feel My Pain (prod.thersx)

memories w/slashy (prod.lucisphere)

tough love (autrioly)

loser + liar x popularreject (everestdidthis)

Forget it all
Can't keep up, not new enough
No one knew, its not your fault
Cannot sleep, I'm staying up
No energy to live at all

Forget it all
Can't keep up, not new enough
No one knew, its not your fault
Cannot sleep, I'm staying up
No energy to live at all

Can't stop failing
So fucked, waiting
For my dreams to come true
For the noose to cut loose
Can't I think

I can make it?
Exposed, im naked
You all know about me,
But I dont know about you
I guess thats my fate.

I'm emjaay, im 22
I've been living my life with you
You know more secrets than I do
Cause I've been writing for you.

Whats my sound now? Grown
Slowly getting outta lows
Knockin four crows 
Off the shoulders, left a note
It aint wrong
Falling up, never listen, never not told
I come off cold, I come off low
And its all in my head
But I still struggle to get out of bed
Find peace in silence, I'd rather be dead
Please piece it together, inside my head

Forget it all
Can't keep up, not new enough
No one knew, its not your fault
Cannot sleep, I'm staying up
No energy to live at all

Forget it all
Can't keep up, not new enough
No one knew, its not your fault
Cannot sleep, I'm staying up
No energy to live at all

cannot sleep, im staying up [prod. HXRXKILLER]

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
.
(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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Rehab (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

i made this song not bc i found love or anything, but bc i love each and every1 of my fans that take a listen :)<3

s/o nova garden for hopping on this track w me
and to losemygrip and taurusmoon for mixing and mastering 
+ a lil extra for dealing w our bullshit lol

[LYRICS]

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined 

i told u this all before
on the phone from 8pm to 4

looking so cute like u doing them poses
on my tl u be talking and boasting 
bout all the dates we be having together 
6hr call, there is nothing better 

best way to spend my time
is u inside my arms
would hate to see u cry
let’s slow dance in the dark

u telling me this and that
i do it despite the fact
i know u want it bad
so let’s do it till we pass out

I got a lil’, got a lil’ crush on you
And I was wonderin’ if maybe you could help my wish come true
Cause I believe in love and I believe in fairies too!
So maybe we could marry cause I think you’re pretty cool

Like oh-
I’ve got so much more left to say
If only I’d get out my way-
These butterflies are clogging up inside my throat, 
So baby please wait-
There’s so many things left to say
Let’s not let our heart’s fall astray
Just hold my hand, let’s fall in love today

So baby unfold
Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like a river- it ebbs and it flows
My Honest Apollo
I’m sorry my thoughts are so scattered
My mind is so shattered, so I’ll 
Let my true colors show!

Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like papier-mâché marigolds
I’ll swallow all of them whole
So that way when we feel the embers you’ll scarcely remember the coals
When your heart beat had froze

My heart skipped two beats and it never went back to normal
Like Owl City, if my heart was a house you’d be home

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined

i guess ur my other half (feat. nova garden) (prod. mixtape seoul)

stream it on spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/41yPFyPiuuRPwSn43Tc4xj?si=k0mCkirERvaCD-bu8nk4Zw

Spotify 💚

Rnla - goodnight ( feat. DNAKM )

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/62xcmMgSy9RudCScaVASWI
Apple: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/bonnie-clyde/1492374299
YouTube: https://youtu.be/sQv-aP5gpJ4

[Intro]
You can ask me anything
I'll be the one to listen (I'll listen)
Going fast but don't rush the things
I know that you've been missing (been missing)

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

[Verse]
Stressed out
Don't lie
Let's ride
Just you and me

Doing 90 on the highway, you breathe out
I can take you back to my place, "It's not right"
You wanna live tonight, let's do it right
I can show you so much more

All that I'm asking for is a door to be open
Loving me like I'm the chosen
I've fallen in love
My heart's been stolen

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

[Bridge] x2
Baby I’m here
For you
I love you more than anything
I love you more than summer, winter, fall and spring

[Chorus]
Baby jump in let’s go for a ride
We could be like Bonnie and Clyde
If love was a crime we would hide from the 5-0
We’d ride ‘til we die
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar
Underneath the night sky in a nice car
Speeding through the city night life like it’s Nascar

Bonnie & Clyde

Lovely

Lyrics:
you could, drop dead, thats what, she said
im out, my head, only, feel dread
get out, my bed, stay out, instead
break up, you fled, ive seen, ahead

know we're done, but i really hope you do well
you're the one, so i cast another love spell
no more sun, feel like prison in my own hell
had to run, went away i never could tell

she said that im a drop dead romantic
i know that life is way too scary hold my hand if you panic
i know that you been feelin too manic
i got the sedative we miss the party now its too tragic

she said that im a drop dead romantic
i got a potion for the heartache and she say she like magic
im missing something i never had it
i feel the void inside my heart dont even know how i manage

you could drop dead
you could drop dead, she said, she said, she said