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Drowning

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lyrics:
i know that u don't like me like that
i know it's hard and it's so sad
that i rly want u bad
and i just fell apart like that

fell apart like that
i just want u back
can't cope with my hallow chest
lay my bones to rest

pickin up the pieces that u broke
i can't see the brightside i feel so alone
won't even get a txt so i never check my phone
u threw me in the trash like someone u've never known

i haven't been happy in a while
i'm getting too tired to smile
i'm trying my best so don't waste my time
u never rly cared so i guess it's fine
i guess it's fine

i've hallowed (dosteyboi)

Prod by @Sorrowbringer
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

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Art by Raven
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// Lyrics ( Will Update Soon)

Was It All My Fault Ft. Days To Waste (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

these towers fall in the end
and she changed by switching friends
but im tired of all of this fighting that you always cause for me
now the suns always shining cause i know that your still a part of me

cause i wish now oh i wish now
that you would find someone that is better than me
cause i know now yeah i know now
that your always getting the better of me

the better of me

cause my defense is falling i cant seem to feel it
im searching for hell but im finding a reason
cause she talks to much i cant even hear it
im ready to jump so i think that im going to fall
to fall
i know i know i know
to fall
i know i know i know

oh i know
yeah i know

to fall. (pekarot)

hope yall enjoy
shoutout @seejayxo
prod. @splashgang

goner w/ seejayxo (splashgvng)

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

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DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And I know that I'm selfish, I'll tell you I'm sorry
But then I fuck it up again
I know you're trying to help but when you call
I know we can't be more than friends
If I'm not enough for you right now
Go ahead and leave
Cuz It's not getting any better
You can blame me if you want

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And she said don't go
The nights get so cold
But I still ran away, I hate LA
Can't eat, my bones show
And I know that you're hurting
For that, I'm sorry
But I won't let you take it out on me
I won't let go of my hopes
Don't say it's just a dream

I think I should call it a night
I've been staring too long at this screen
If you wanna leave, you can go
It makes it easy for me

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

sometimes, i pretend like i don't see it

i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 

w/ @heylog

prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
master: https://soundcloud.com/ezraspandora 

looking back baby,
i already was hollow
toss it back 
way too fast 
till i get through the bottle
i don't wanna leave this club
i just wanna drink 
until i throw it all up
(lock me up)
want you to squeeze until i'm leaking out blood
i wanna see just how it feels to go numb
i wanna feel it on the tip of my tongue
let's fuck it up until we're going out bad 
let's break it all apart until there's nothing fucking left
cause i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 
and i want you to tell me i'm a waste of fucking breath
oh i'm terrible 
i'm the reason you're falling 
unbearable 
i'm the bones in your closet
i still just wanna see you get out 
there's nothing left for me to be now

damn it all 
pray for what 
there's nobody there
(i'm too far gone)
tell me why 
i wanted you then 
i want you now

heylog:
i'm chillin at a party, why'd i decide to go out
wish i just stayed home but i been stuck inside my house
i don't even care, i'd much rather be sober
she hung around the bottles and i could tell it broke her
i'm glad i can't relate cause i've never had that problem
you told me i'm rude for that but hey, i'm being honest
i would never lie to you, just want you to stop it
i could up and go, i've got plenty of options
quit talking, ur just holding me back
it's safe to say, tonight ur getting trashed
take a second to breathe, ik ur sad
you don't have to drink it away, could you relax
she phones her girls for a ride at 3am
can't even walk to her room, she needs a hand
throwing up all the time, she's used to it
friday night rolls around and repeat it

tip of my tongue (w/ heylog) (prod. eric godlow)

idk where to go now...

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Lyrics:
i’m awake, but asleep
idk how to eat
i’ve been trapped in my bed
i can’t get up on my feet
baby

i got nowhere to go
if it’s not with u

and i’m alive, but i’m dead
i don’t have any friends
but i’m staring at my phone
hoping i get a text
baby

i don’t have any hope
if i’m not with you

but if you’re leaving
baby please
make it easy on me
make it easy

watch the sunset
now we’re undressed
don’t leave me baby
don’t leave

i’m awake in a cloud
every day pouring out
both my heart and my head
just waiting to break down
baby
hanging onto your hand
till it falls right through

sit on the porch for a smoke
i’m praying that i choke
been running out of breath
and we don’t laugh anymore
baby
idk who i am
if i’m not with you

but if you’re leaving
baby please
make it easy on me
make it easy

watch the sunset
now we’re undressed
don’t leave me baby
don’t leave

easy

prod secre and prophecy
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:

blood drips from my eyes
i still hate our mutual ties
heart beats fast while lines of powder
find their way inside 
i decipher lies
from the look upon your eyes
and i could find my way
but i won’t make on my own
i spill
my heart out on the line
i cry 
more when i can’t decide 
and i wish
that i made up my mind
before i went and 
carved your life from out my time

well you shouldn’t
and for that
i shouldnta stood it
you brought it up
shoulda kept that shit inside
cause how the fuck
you gon wish that i had died 
like i’m not perfect 
but i got an ounce of pride
and i still hold it in my heart
the words you swore were not a lie
but it’s still hard to decipher
i gotta dislodge the knife first 
gotta dislodge the knife first
not really much of a fighter 
and i hold my tongue back
but you jump at the spark of a lighter

_brighter_mood_ (secre x prophecy)

thank u 4 listening <3

lyrics: 

and i, just wanted u to stay one night 
so can you, try to find the pieces that’s u broke
i’m all alone

like oh god ur the one 
do i wanna fix this idk
all the fuckin time that i spent 
tryna figure out this distance, yeah

but I tried, i tried so hard
but I was not enough, for u love

and i know, it gets so cold sometimes 
the snow is fallin down on your face
am i a disgrace, i just wanna leave this place 
and never look back, never look back 

like oh god ur the one 
do i wanna fix this idk
all the fuckin time that i spent 
tryna figure out this distance, yeah

distance (pekarot & splashgvng)

produced by @kingtheta

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

but i guess that wasn't true
now i don't know what to do
i was falling hard for you,
you were out with someone new
while i working away
to get you out that place
the place that you hate
you were hiding your faces
its outrageous
the way you faked this
and left me vacant

[@xobroken]
where are you?
i need to see you one last time before you go
i just need to let you know im vulnerable
because you fake all the emotions you show

but i cant do it the same
run away from the other pain that we face
be yourself, lately im too blame
is it really me or is it you that you hate?
baby what you saying?
telling me she loves me, i know that she's faking
lying to my face and i just cant take it
feeling out of place, got too many things changing

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

bestpartofme w/ xobroken [king theta]

embers w/ getbetter (pekarot)

It’s so cold will you bring me warm
And I would never do you harm
The taste of the dirt on my tongue humbles me again 
Even when I’m hurt I’ll protect you until the very end 
Looking back I’m at fault for never stepping in
And I can love you better babe you just gotta tell me when 

X2: Used to find peace
when I go to sleep
Now my nightmares haunt me like a knife and I fucking bleed 
never knew me never knew what the fucks best for me 

December is creeping along painfully slow
Ever since I fucked it all up by letting her go 
It’s funny how the loves never there when you need it most 
Throw stones at my porcelain heart and act like it’s while 
So lay me down in roses when I pass on to the other side 
And I pray you feel the same when I say there’s nothing else you could’ve tried 
I’m still in her arms I fall asleep and I dream at night 
Peace misses chaos that’s my broken mind
So stuck in silence  
Fire fills my eyelids 
All these toxins inside this alcohol leave me beaten up 
Nightmares from this poison inside this liquor cup 

Used to find peace
when I go to sleep
Now my nightmares haunt me like a knife and I fucking bleed 
never knew me never knew what the fucks best for me

Maybe I can just lay in this field forever 
Waiting for death to come and wash me over 
And turn all my bones into four leaf clovers 
And no I don’t wanna sleep (no more)
Turn your ashes to dirt that you leave on your front porch 
Leave my heart for the trees (go home)
Tell the people I love not to grieve when I let go 
You said to me it’s fine 
Don’t wait and change my mind 
So now I’m starting to sleep turning dust into dreams like the stars in the midnight sky 
(I don’t wanna go)

I don’t wanna bleed 
I don’t wanna sleep 
And I don’t wanna leave 
Yeah I don’t wanna leave 

(And I don’t wanna run)
But I’ve been feeling so done 
Only place I’m finding peace is inside a loaded gone 
Insomnia up for weeks just let me be let me rot 
Terrified to go to sleep I got no where I can run

I dont wanna sleep ft. Sewerperson and Days to Waste (Irby/Jolst)

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Day Wave "Gone" 
First Single From Hard To Read EP [digital] / Headcase / Hard To Read [12" & CD]
Due March 4th, 2016

Hard To Read EP:
01 Deadbeat Girl
02 Gone
03 Hard To Read
04 Stuck
05 You

Headcase / Hard to Read:
01 Nothing At All
02 Total Zombie
03 Drag
04 We Try But We Don’t Fit In
05 Headcase
06 Deadbeat Girl
07 Gone
08 Hard To Read
09 Stuck
10 You

Gone

produced / mixed and mastered by : IOF
x3
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

everyone i thought was fam wanna talk shit
they act so clean wit bones in the closet
attention whores attracted to nonsense
they throw it all away for friends in a coffin
u dont even care about the damage 
u just want anyone to think ur a savage 
well u aint nothing but a phony
i cant even see u as a homie
baby u can tell me if we're fallin apart                                            are you gonna be the one who walks outa the door  now
fuckin tell me if we're takin a break
are you gonna be the one who falls down on your face now

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

this time im jumpin off the edge
I know that this will never end
my demons walk with me instead 
of dreading every word unsaid 

now im bleeding on the carpet
shawty took my heart and tore it up because im harmless
now im dying on the floor like fuck her
never see me happy so they call me steadysuffer ya
i feel so frozen
10 degrees in my whip slow motion
ya cut thru me to the center
tape me up like a scene don't enter
swear i thought i knew it
why i never second guess
is beyond me shoulda known 
that you would turn just like the rest
a part of me was sure that you would switch up on a friend
but a bigger part of what i thought was eating at my chest ya

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

don't enter (prod. IOF)

Waste - Seeds Of Anxiety (ft. Yung Van)

this is a demo i made like 5 months ago. never fully finished it. but enjoy

end of the fucking world

yellow and green

live drums performed and written by @jordancd3

i forgot how the cold really warms my heart
still im drenched in the blood of my former love
spent my last 2 cents tryna make things right
but this bottle cant find me the route to a brighter life

everything is trife
get on ur feet and fight
one day we'll be alright
for now just bite the bullet
and hold on tight
then relax as the shoreline runs thru ur toes
watch it wash me away with our dreams and our hopes
these are caustic conditions
they call for some basic composure
which u lack, in addition u flee and u fold
dont attack, just avoid everything that u know
comatase

now take it all back
yeah take me far away
dont try and paint me black
while blood runs thru my veins
you always seem afraid
of what im gunna say
when all im tryna do
is find my way to you
and even if it hurts
its worth all of the pain
ur cryin in the dirt
im sleepin in the rain
i know i did it first
and nothing feels the same
but we made it through the worst
please dont say this was in vein

before i go
please take this as a reminder
that i love u so much
id do anything to find ya
in a world so cold
that the weather keeps u frozen
thru ur skin to ur bones
and my arms feel like home
but u know that im so broken
in a state of comatose
lay my body in the ocean
let the coast take my soul

embers w/ getbetter (pekarot)

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