this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

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wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

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maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PlabvfgyEJA

internetBoi - Different! (Prod. shinjin)

On my own, you don’t want the smoke
I ain’t trust no one, everyone switching up
I was buried deep, now I’m walking dead
None this shit I see, making any sense ya ya

Constant heartache, in my chest 
I got way too many problems, everything’s on fire
Made me cut the wire, heart torn apart
Always seeing faces when I’m in the dark 

On my own, you don’t want the smoke
I ain’t trust no one, everyone switching up
I was buried deep, now I’m walking dead
None this shit I see, making any sense ya ya

walking dead (prod. metlast x thislandis)

lightshow w/ ybcmiley (noah808)

Aptitude

you should stop talking to me (jam with joshrefe)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

vocals - https://soundcloud.com/poppytears
produced -https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

☆ lyrics ☆

You were waiting there 
Calling out to me 
I don't pick up the phone 
And I'm your remedy 

The time we spend apart 
The apartments empty 
You've been filling up my heart 
Just to go and leave 

It's like I drip into this state of mind 
I run and still I fall behind 
Would you close every single blind 
Then come right over and shut my eyes 

You say your forever with me 
And I been blacked out in a back seat 
You say I forget all I see 
Baby I'm getting clean 

I been tasteless, wasted, I might need a facelift 
I might need something to get me out of these cravings 
Alien, stay in, memory erase it
It was all secret, k-pin, deep in 

You were waiting there 
Calling out to me 
I don't pick up the phone 
And I'm your remedy 

You were waiting there 
Calling out to me 
I don't pick up the phone 
And I'm your remedy 

The time we spend apart 
The apartments empty 
You've been filling up my heart 
Just to go and leave

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remedy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

Credit to https://soundcloud.com/riphampi

hampi - the things id do for you (prod. ten50)

Controls my High

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Controls my High (feat. Wstdyth) [Prod. Nate2timez]

i can't help it (prod.recycleBin)

I Just Want You Over At My House (feat. David Shawty) (prod. Happy Thoughts)

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you should stop talking to me (jam with joshrefe)

King Christian

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