prod dull

Galaxy cluster (Type IIIE)

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

i keep making the same damn song
ride around drunk till my wheels fall off again
i see you
i wanted to be you
but u couldnt care less

see its one of the pros of the sidelines
its always wrong place at the wrong time
eyesight gone by midnight
but im bleeding out quick till sun rise

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

its one damn thing to say that i miss it, real shit
i could never stand to visit
cause i always got drunk
never check my phone cause im too fucked up

i said baby do u trust me
and she said i would rather kill myself
am i disgusting?
or is it hard to fucking heal myself

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

watch me break

SPOTIFY

watch me break (yungspoiler)

[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud Content ID system the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

https://evangeline.info

Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

End-of-life

wrath - blatt (heartsoodull & cwta) [pinkfangsexclusive]

https://soundcloud.com/fluffykitten420

wen does da pain evr end yea i wish dat it was ovr
yea i miss all my friends yea i wish dat dey were sober...
but i kno dat its hard its sum shit u cant get ovr
yea i cant get ovr u i miss da sober uuu
miss da sober u i miss da sober u i cant get ovr u i cant get ovr u
miss da sober u i miss da sober u i cant get ovr u i cant get ovr uu
i miss da older u..
i miss wen it was luv dat tookovr u
but now its drugs dat keep u in 2..
yea i had no clue dat evrythng was taken frm u
i wish it was luv dat u chose
but now its drugs an im alone
yea idk.. dk where 2 goo

sober u prod heartsodull

dripinoy - when will i

hit my cord prod heartsodull

pardon me
cut up like arteries
i just wanna know why you bother me today
like what do gotta say
for yourself this time
and im just wondering why you won’t be mines
yea they try to take me outta my shine
imma always shine bright i can’t never go that way
all the tears fall down on my face
fuck the money too she goin both ways
hadda lock in it’s time to upgrade
i can’t win it all i guess it’s only fate

guess i gotta just give it time
sittin back inna coup let the seats recline
and im wit lil noli sippin molly water like its wine
i keep telling yall im the future just give it time
you’ll see they’ll all see
remember january i was craving oxy
few months after that i just told you call me
think it’s time i geek up off the shrooms no i can’t sleep

pardon me
cut up like arteries
i just wanna know why you bother me today
like what do gotta say
for yourself this time
and im just wondering why you won’t be mines
yea they try to take me outta my shine
imma always shine bright i can’t never go that way

pardon me prod dull

art by 8485
prod @69845 @januaryyy

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