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i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
you run and you hid, now you're sounding your sirens

i cant tell if im just in over my head
or i just really wanna see you dead
i know you fucking hate me from the things that you said
it happened again, the blasphomy, catastrophes 
and everything i do i know is bad for me 

but i keep laughing it off, i slowly drown and i cough
i know its wrong for me to think but i like when you fuck up
i like us better off drugs
i like you more when you're on fire
like you more as a liar, i like it when you burn

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
but i had a feeling that id be one for the silence

i know that it's unusualy but, i cant quit using you up
i hope its mutual but, we both keep fucking things up
you know its bigger then us, you know we're both filled with lust and
the way we alwasy cope always just seems to be the drugs and

you're self destructive to say the least, i watched you die in front of me
i watched you burn so slowly, and then you break down into pieces
the devil has you on a leash, thats why you disappear for weeks
i know it breaks you down so deep, giving all of you, for a piece of me

i watched you burn and i liked it, i never knew
id be one for the violence
i found my new coping mechanism is hiding
but i had a feeling, that i would hate all the silence

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
but i had a feeling that id be one for the silence

Spotify

boys like girls who light themselves on fire

wither away w/ shy high (prod. re6ce + shy high)

@re6ce
prod. grayskies
https://ffm.to/heartatt4ck

lyrics:
Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

I'm falling for you
Please don't let me go
You don't know me
Like you think you know

If you're obsessed now
Say it with your chest so I know
So I know
You've been running your mouth
You're testing me I hope you know
I hope you know

Talking for hours
Losing our minds over the phone
Walking in place
Like we don't know where to go
Still don't know where to go
Lay me to rest
Talk over me
Don't breathe in my sleep
Don't sleep till 3
And still wake at 4

heart attack w/ re6ce

ALL THE SAME

the original before being rebuilt.
spotify: https://spotify.link/jRGmXUfTgJb
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
Stressed out, yeah I'm feeling anguished
You turned all the lights out, darkness is a blanket
I don't wanna talk now, can you really blame me
She don't know a thing about me, don't know my language

and I
Haven't felt good in awhile
But I don't think I wanna die
But I don't wanna be around

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

Silence fills my head but it ain't peaceful
Used to feeling mislead, you're all deceitful
Constantly I bleed, it's getting lethal
The way that I'm perceived, yeah I'm not needful

Cover up my ears, don't wanna hear what they're saying
It's never been clear, but I don't wanna say it
Time's up for us my dear, I'm slowly fading
and I can't seer the things that you're portraying

and I
Haven't felt good in awhile
But I don't think I wanna die
But I don't wanna be around

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

anguish

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4vxlW9HN63QH7WS01lXpHG?si=2f389f101cb24862
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

I hate the way you say my name
The way you act drives me insane
I see the bluff right on your face
A broken heart’s the price I pay
I see it all, I see it so clear
It’s so cold having you this near
In your embrace I feel your tears
I see your face, I’m filled with fear

So stay away from me,
I think that I’ve lost my mind
If this is what it came to,
I think this should all be left behind

I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

I’ll say the things that you want me to
Won't speak my mind, I’m stuck in solitude
I don’t even know what I’d say to you
I don’t know what you wanna hear, but it’s not the truth
No, I can’t let my guard down
They all used to hate me, they steady sending hearts now
Said you would replace me but that’s a thing that I doubt
Red in the face as it all starts to go south

So stay away from me,
I think that I’ve lost my mind
If this is what it came to,
I think this should all be left behind

I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

stranded

I DONT WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6GwHgBO97dJItq7V2ynkFF?si=DOxrV-oZSpO58GmT2pHe9w
prod by: dollatega

lyrics:
how many times will we go over this?
how many times I'll have to say goodbye
won't you tell me if you're feeling it
you can't fight the feeling inside

I watched you take a pill and throw it up
and now you're saying you fell out of love
I should of known I wouldn't be enough
(I should of known I wouldn't be enough)

I watched you take a pill and throw it up
and now you're saying you fell out of love
I should of known I wouldn't be enough
(I should of known I wouldn't be enough)

I'll tell you that I've changed
but you know that I'm the same
give me peace of mind, I beg
feel the pressure in my head

I'm falling right to the floor
discarded all my feelings, told me you needed more
you don't know a thing about me, have some things to explore
but with all of that in mind, you still hate me to my core

yeah, you know I'm right
so leave it alone, yeah won't you put it to the side
you tell yourself that it'll all be alright
but you can't fight the feeling inside

I watched you take a pill and throw it up
and now you're saying you fell out of love
I should of known I wouldn't be enough
(I should of known I wouldn't be enough)

I watched you take a pill and throw it up
and now you're saying you fell out of love
I should of known I wouldn't be enough
(I should of known I wouldn't be enough)

hateme2mycore

--- lyrics ---

I can't help, but fall apart, I can't believe we've got this far
I run and run I see the stars, my true feels hidden, cause I'm scarred
I hate my mind It's in a ditch, she told me I can't get it fixed
Can't solve my problems or dismiss, I can't help but just reminisce about

All the things we did in our pass time, say you love me then you leave me behind
I wanna leave this world but I keep crying, can't help myself cause I'm stuck dying

I fall apart into my own abyss keep dying
I know better than this, but I keep digging my hole deeper and
I can't fix, all the little things the little issues
I dismiss, I can't let it go can't let it go anymore

It's getting to my brain, the dopamine drives me inside
Narcissistic personality traits, I hate you we will never talk again

You, ignore your friends when they're on your phone
Egotistical prick, because I'm taking your throne
Oh well "Got it all to myself, to myself" that's what you wanted in the first place (Took an L)
"Guess what I don't care at all" (Obviously you care enough)

Honestly I take it as an honor that you wrote that stuff (About me)
Honestly you're just obsessed, acting like you never cared but I know that you're really stressed 

I fall apart into my own abyss keep dying
I know better than this, but I keep digging my hole deeper and
I can't fix, all the little things the little issues
I dismiss, I can't let it go can't let it go anymore

dismiss

--- lyrics ---

You pushed me away, but that's fine you don't wanna talk anyway
I see the numbers getting to your brain
We gave you too many chances
Still you can't take the blame
It's just wasted potential, the person that you are
Keeping it confidential, and honestly It's sad that
You're so revengeful, to people you know care about 
"How is your mental?" (I feel so dismantled)

Honestly, It was your choice of words
You could've used them better could've made this work
It was your own choice, now you're the one feeling hurt
You're so naive now, don't realize we fell apart

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't

See the crash out, blame it all on me but you're the one that'll act out
You're the one who fired shots first, now you back down
Is it cause you care, or you'll get hurt, by the stats now
Claim we never fell out
It hurts to hear you lie on my name
Wish you would claim what you did but you never take blame
You were the one that started it ignited the flame
Now that you're gone I'm feeling better but it won't be the same

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't save yourself

farewell

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ALL THE SAME

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