old songs that i forgot about until now

prod. xtasane + axry

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

u can take my life like its urs
treat me like ur doll
u can treat me like a whore
i cant take this anymore

leave me crying on the floor
wanna bleed for u some more
im so fucking stupid
all it does make me love u more

all it does is make me love u more dont u know that
waiting for the day that i’ll give up and i’ll fall flat
u dont know i love u and i’ll never let u know
but this shit just hurts i can never let u go

all alone in the dark my light wont turn on now
i must escape from ur grasp fuck that idk how
shit is getting loud but its louder in my head
and theres times throughout my day that i think im better dead

all it does is make me love u more dont u know that
waiting for the day that i’ll give up and i’ll fall flat
u dont know i love u and i’ll never let u know
but this shit just hurts i can never let u go

all alone in the dark my light wont turn on now
i must escape from ur grasp fuck that idk how
shit is getting loud but its louder in my head
and theres times throughout my day that i think im better dead

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

neutralize (xtasane + axry)

all that i get [prod. chrismarek]

Vails x Vito x Silent Storm•_• 
“Let down”
Cover art by @safehaven
Hope you guys enjoy <3
Big thanks to everyone involved

#metal #screamo #rock #alternative #music #vails #vito #silentstorm #hardcore 
#soundcloud

Letdown. (feat. VITO & Silent Storm)

This song deals with the heavy burden of anxiety and depression. It's about the 'shadows' that relentlessly catch up to you, leaving you feeling trapped inside your own body.

Shadows- MauSsZzi feat. BUBZ

Stream i wrote you a lovesong:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6aPzHUoOrPRyrPSsXWo1kJ?si=5iVoCzpdQF6JQ3-LHRd4ow
YouTube: https://youtu.be/3xMdzII0lhg?si=AymUHgoQQ6VmBNCW
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-wrote-you-a-lovesong-feat-yung-kell/1854809589?i=1854810022

Lyrics: 

Support Yung Kell:
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SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/denverkell

Support yunny goldz:
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Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics:

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

i wrote you a lovesong (Feat. Yung Kell)(Prod. yunnygoldz)

lyrics ⬇️

im not one to stop and look both ways
no chance ill be out there when the road way
blocked
stop and stare until urhead shakes 
wont wake up unless i turn all the lights off
what a way to live my life i wanna stand tall
i need the rays from the sunshine but the rain falls
i cant explain the way i change when both my fists are folded
all the anger up in me starts to hone in

know this every time you spot me ill be hoping
closest memories you hold to me are broken 
potent every single line and every notion

wake me up when its over
ill be there when ur sober
only
i dont like it when you slur your words
cheap liquor only makes it worse

i know you know it that i dont like these emotions much
when you throw it ima hold it til you make me budge
yea thats all that i know
everything goes wrong 
but anything that works

i knew it what was up before its over
i shoulda spoke up but i was scared id be a loner
i think its a bright idea if i dont poke the ogre 

something in my noggin said that it’d hurt like an ulcer
so i didnt choose it by myself
it was all up in my brain got no feeling that you felt
u been ignoring all my phone calls made my own lil personal hell

and you a poser you aint worried bout my health
youd rather watch me in my cell
i hate the steel bars that you put across my face but say oh well

not a thing id rather see more but i wish that you could tell
how i mean to sound i dont wanna scream i swear i hate to yell
but you give me no choice you folded over the second you felt ur frail

disassociating ever time im worried ima fall
its been tauntng me when someome walk by with a simialr smell
i think it’s obvious im worried til im sick and ima spill

you been rockin out at parties without me im feelin ill
if you saw me id say sorry seconds later i would dip
i been so sloppy i wish that you understood and it made sense
it been awful since you lead me on and made me feel like this
 like its coffee you were hot u til ur cold before I flinched 

i been lonely but in your eyes you think I deserve it
not a trophy but at one point you made me feel amazing
whh dint u show me what you really meam liek really say it
ill be here until it’s right and u aint rlly playin

senseless (under the maple tree)

widescreen (prod. Eric Godlow)

shoutout my family my twins my favorite people in the world love u @bedroom_noise @99knights

it's funny, in trying to write a song about isolation i reached out to others to get help in finishing it

thanks for listening

the lonesome east coast blues [prod chxse bank]

@wraithwilldie

Heaven knows I’m in too deep
I barely sleep
And that’s quite alright with me
There’s something incomplete
That eats at me
You promised that you’d be here

12 months and I’m still numb
Fucked up pouring big cups
Whole team doing big stuff
Told me kick dirt, 
Fuck it maybe I’ma kick dust
Whole scene looking real tuff
Think I see the vision
thinkin maybe it’s a come up
Baby maybe it’s the come up talking
Stomach of shrooms I got more in my pocket
team blasting like we with rocket
I’ve got a lot on my conscience
Heavier now that I’m conscious wait
All that I’ve tossed away
Every moment wasted
Rewind the clock today
All lost to hesitation
Maybe it’s all okay
Tell me it’s all okay
I feel like I’m unhappy
With every choice I’ve made
Baby that’s easy to say
Easy to fuck up your head but it’s harder to save it
Harder to say it’s, easy to double the bet when you don’t ever pay in
Putting the days in
Tryna keep all of the wheels on the pavement
I wanna chase the sun
But when the day is done
I hope that you’re the one

@irlswamp
Oh please 
I’ve got my foot in the gas 
Cut every string that was holding me back 
On this victory lap 
How I place every time and still feel like a drag 


Yuh
Don’t mind me ima face this blunt 
Cause I push my weight way better with a buzz 
Ima hopeless case but you can’t keep up 
If I hit my worst then you know we’re fucked 
Baby you know If im empty enough 
Ill devour your energy look what I’ve done 
Like 
Why don’t we Bring it all back to the mud 
Where the problem begin an we first got stuck 
As you go pale and start yelling no please 
Like I’m gonna care baby my only worry is when and where ima break down and inhale these trees 
Shit tails said it best we gone fall outta love like the leaves 
Till you open your eyes and the cycle repeats
Then fall to your knees 
As I tell you I love you like one of the gs

Biting my nails up all night pacein 
Hold on tight my heart beats racin
My cartieers see through the ghosts in this basement 
They’re weaker than me but they’re equally anxious 
Funny how we’re all just creatures anguish 
Uh
But I chose to go where it’s safest 
I’m  on a victory lap getting faded 
Neck deep in the deadwood’s getting wasted

victory lap (secre x wraithontheporch)

wasted {prod. smokerose}

Lyrics
(cxltmoon)
I'm not the same that I was
I'm not the same that I once was
I'm so hard to love
Don't give me your love now

(Jaded)
Waiting for something 
Wasting my time
Wasting my breath man
I’m faded tonight 
I say that I’m okay  
Know it’s a lie 
I’m lonely and jaded 
But who cares I’m high 

(cxltmoon)
About time
Crushing
Don't wanna feel it
Crushing
My mind is fuckin
Crushing
My lows and highs
Cru- Cru- Cru- Cru-
When you see me I'll be on my way
I don't follow whatever you say
Reflections
It's not me
Reflections
You want me
Reflections
To change
Reflections
I'm bending away from the false perceptions that I once made true
I'll carry my truth

(Jaded)
Waiting for something 
Wasting my time
Wasting my breath man
I’m faded tonight 
I say that I’m okay  
Know it’s a lie 
I’m lonely and jaded 
But who cares I’m high