shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

prod @sincever @kuzm33
feat. @1xene
master @noahsuri

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
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@noahsuri
dreh mich um seh dich nicht mehr
du bist einfach umgekehrt
warum bin ich dir nichts wert
wenn ich koennt ich wuerd mich teilen in zwei
ich wuerd durchs feuer gehen um immer bei dir zu sein
ich steig den berg hinauf
danach fuehl ich mich erschoepft
doch ich raff mich auf, das potential wird geschoepft
wer brauch schon sich selbst, ich nicht
hab das gefuehl ich komme nicht mehr klar ohne dich
ohne dich

@1xene 
Oh, what I wanted to say
When you left this town
Is that you're all that I need
Now you're not around
And the silence, when closing my eyelids
I'm afraid of it now
I'm afraid of it now

I'm tired, I keep to myself
I'm tired, I'm letting it go
I tried to reason with hell
And now I'm losing control
And baby I can't forget
You carved your name in my chest
But you turned on me your back
You were all that I had, I had

ohne dich ft. xene (333since kuzm33)

prod @nazzz333 x @rewind214 !!

shoutout @6vesta and my hollowed twin @1xene

@haunted_sad
i knew baby tht i could never trust u 
i knew baby tht u were a liar from the start
u broke my heart bby its all the same to me
living in a fairytale call it make believe 
i might #flatline bby what do u see in me? 
stuck in second place baby think its meant4me
idling by i been wasting all my time
im always comin back to this point tht i wna die
cryin in my head cause ik im the #issue
i wna go back 2 the better times

@6vesta
i thought u were the one for me 
blood dripping off of the sink
only tell me what u mean
why im crying all the time? 
something i dont know
im holding onto these feelings but i think i should let go 
its something different now
its something i dont feel
its something i cant show u but i promise u its real

why im lying all the time
why im falling all the time
why i give up all the time
why im cutting all the time 
x2
@1xene
in the background
background
is where i stay
yea my hearts bound
hearts bound
to this place
yeah i might drown
might drown in chardonnay
so done
so done w all this pain

take away it all
erase it all
break, girl break my fall
erase it all

ialwayswastedmytime w/ xene + vesta (rewind + naz)

no need to goodbye ^ ^

@wesberk

(first time recording in fl studio)

I want to change and fight anxiety…but i cant fix it if i never face the problem itself.. <3

(lyrics)
yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

ive been locked up in a cage
inside my brain
its making me go insane
all that i wish is that i awake
im playing catch
without a bat
the pain attack
it hurts a lot
i see your light
came down in sight
unable to try
my fears tell me im alright

yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

forget the past... (wesberk)

@takuoriswagga
sum diff
hope yall fw it

asian way i kick
roll round w a stick 
choppa came w sum tits 
roll round w a nine
asian bitch so fine
shwty swear she mine

we dnt take no ls out here i bn going crzyy
she like justin bieber how she bn callin me baby
i dnt even need a hoe tht say she needing savin
spending in a week, all of tht money u been savin

ion talk a lot i got guns by my side, bitch
talk down on me only if ur rdy 2 die quick
i got da ak47 on me, i decide quick
i got a shooter he rdy to smoke out any of these sidekicks

smoke him like its gas yh
ion cap
nd my car it go fast yh
issa hellcat
223s unload the magazine, i got straps
n yo bitch i swear she mess w me
thts a fact yh

number nine on my pants yh
vivienne steppin yh
swear 2 god they envy me cuz i got it like tht yh
but ion even rlly care nah
no way im scared nah
my brother he cover me, he keepin tucked da strap

stick (takuori)

prod @neohnq

lyrics:

@trustohm
It's time with she was my life
It's time with your world for long
It's time with you in my heart
It's love with you be my life
It's time with she was my life
It's time with your world for long
It's time with you in my heart
It's love with you be my life

I'm just sorry for you
but I don't know why you go
I just wanna be with you
but you let me go

@ilyveezy
It's time, now I have to let you go
It's time, you need to know me
tell me what you want
i will always follow you
시간이 지나도 I still love you
너가 보고싶어 너무
I love you and miss u told u
by my side
Stay with me all night
Until the sun rises
떠나지 말아줘
어디 가지 말아줘 girl

it's time w/ veezy (prod. neohn)

Instrumental by my awesome friend @ritsuzuki !

That day when you called my name
Held my hand
As you kissed my face
I've never felt this way
I demand that this never change

Have you, I'm so glad I have you
Take my hand and hold it tight
I could never let you go
Tattoo, stick with me like a tattoo
Your name's etched into my mind
I cannot forget you, no

She tell me this 
She tell me that
And now we're arguing again
But I could never stay mad
At my pretty little heroine

I fell in love with her touch and her body
And I fell in love with the shape of her face
I fell in love with my pretty lil honey
I do not ever want this to change
I pray that she feels me
Exactly in the same way
Baby, you should kill me
If you want to lead me astray !

tattoo (ritsu)

#tragedyClub
prod @ssj5-junk & @star607 (idk his soundcloud)

@s0lemn
look @ my Face im Let down , :-[[
fck It all Up ima crash Outt, , ,
binging Tha Dope but I luvv itt ,))
cryin4Nothin ,, js Leave me Sumthn ...

ima Take 4 Bluezz ima Try n Die 2nite ..
Bitch im Ina bad Mood ion Evr feel Ritee==
im Rly fkn Sad dude ,.. 
no I didnt wna CryY but i had2 , ..

dont Say it ,, i Can see it In ur Eyez how u All h8n .
u Can put on A disguise But it Wont change it ///.
dope Chasin ,, Im lacin .
pillz In my Bedroom like I wont make it ,..

off A molly Rock .
I got Dope in my Socks So i wont rly talk a lot : p
am Wat i am ,, but I feel like im Not enuff .. 
slammed From da Xan ion Evr feel like Wakin upp .

Dont b Scared if U wna come backk ,, 
I miss u2 we Can leave it at tht .. ..
nah i Didnt wna cryY 2nite ,,-
sry if Im not Ur type,,

im on Ur side ,, i Couldnt b Here w/ uU 2nite . ,
blood on Tha floor--
xanInMyCup , ,
Dyin4More.

s0lemn - wont make it (ssj5 + star607) [hosted by cxris]

track 2 - #tryingtillidie

with my bro @haunted_sad

@haunted_sad  
im so hollow to the core u nvr meant it 
u ripped my heart in two i guess tht ur a liar too
its 4am bby i jus lay awake
ya ur the one tht pushed me jus far down the drain
ya each day baby ya tht jus passed me 
i dnt wanna miss u i jus wanted to kiss u
im counting days baby till im jus gone
im #tryinguntilidie till im succeeding 
but im putting my feet 4ward tryna move on
tryna move on ya baby damn without u
ya ur the one tht pushed me so far astray
cant u see baby that i trusted u?
yeah ur the one tht betrayed me.. *yeahh yeahh
cant u see im nvr alright baby?

@556renzo
u wanted me 2 lose,, girl wats up w u?
bae u were my everything,, bae i needed u
smokin allat gas tryna get away frm u
get away frm u, tryna get away frm u
i dont want u 2 come back 2 me
cause u weren't there when u're all i need
broke me into pieces, bae cant u c?
#tryingtillidie till i succeed
2 high, 2 high
smokin allat gas, imma try till i die
2 high, 2 high
smokin allat gas, till i die

#tryingtillidie w/haunted_sad (!yukik0)

better

wawa #tryinguntilidie
discord cxris
https://www.instagram.com/zcxris/

s0lemn - wont make it (ssj5 + star607) [hosted by cxris]

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