prod deadat18 + yukio

feel the melody 
i feel the beat
feel ur heartbeat, wanna keep it close 2 me
i keep it on repeat .. dont retreat
tell me tht u wanna stay w me

feel the melody 
i feel defeat
feel u everywhere i go
keep it on repeat .. dont retreat
need u next 2 me

heartbeat💕 (Dead*at*18 + Yukio)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

prod @8clockwork @decago
mix/master @yyuskee

Whenever you let go
The cover is teared
Cut into pieces
And never be seen
Woah

Ahhh
Didn't know how confusing these things could be
Didn't realize the topics these others carry
Still findin' a way to bridge our thinkings

Falling to pieces, while assembling
Steps back and forth, unsure present
Fourier serial feel digest

Illuminated Emmanuel
Incomprehensible in formal
Finally free, surpass the limitings

Breaking through from the false assumptions
Experience new forms of self-expression
Learn something new, increment generation

A new way of living 
Decipher the message 
I walk in the path that does not have a clear direction 
Oh, where do I go?
Just look inside then open the doors 
I take a leap of faith 
Spread my wings and soar 
I take off the armor I wore

Ahhh
Didn't know how confusing these things could be
(I don't wanna say that I'm still growin)
Didn't realize the topics these others carry
(Frustrated from all the bumpy roadin' )
Still findin' a way to bridge our thinkings
(Sabotage myself, haha)

I never envisioned 
When I was stuck in my prison 
Until I opened up my eyes 
My own perception was built from lies 
Until I let my old self die 

All that I see now, now that I see you
All that I see now, now that I see you

soar ft. yuske prod. clockwork + decago

produced by @assperrr
featuring @counterxo

lyrics:
(claude)
i'm lost
u became the garden, i turned into moss
while ur life is full of wins i get a loss
u leaving me here to rot
down on my knees and i plead
that u'll be here for me

don't u lie to me and tell me that u'll take away the pain
yeah u can say whatever it won't make it go away
i can't recognize myself its like i'm always rearranged
and u said that u'd help me but u couldn't even stay

(counter)
It could be fate or it could be too late
You know I’d still be waiting I don’t care how long it takes
The life we could create
I can’t lie I’m amazed
captive from those eyes, so I’m always wide awake
Still remember what you told me 
even if hurts, it’s ok cause you can hold me 
Seen me at my worst, and even then you don’t leave
We’re nothing like we were, there’s baggage that we won’t keep 
Only a matter of time
Nothing’s a matter in fine
Got the disaster in mind for when things get out of line
I know you’ll still be mine
If I leave this all behind

(claude)

don't u lie to me and tell me that u'll take away the pain
yeah u can say whatever it won't make it go away
i can't recognize myself its like i'm always rearranged
and u said that u'd help me but u couldn't even stay

moss ༄˖°..ೃ࿔ ft. counter (asperr)

Combo Flip

featuring @7akkiro
produced by me ++ @bound2return

clueless ft akkiro

i dont fuck with fakes yeah i dont fuck with lames
gonna make her bustdown, finna get her cray
if he fucks with my opps, then he gon get sprayed
pulling out my choppa, im gonna make it rain
i dont fuck with fakes yeah i dont fuck with lames
gonna make her bustdown, finna get her cray
if he fucks with my opps, then he gon get sprayed
pulling out my choppa, im gonna make it rain

get outta my lane, you're a bitch boy
stop tryna fuck wit me here's a diss boy
stop talm all that shit, where's your getback?
fuckin wit u was my biggest setback
stop talm bout no guap u aint running that
house is still unfinished cause he bought some crack
we dont fuck wit you we gon catch your ass
look into my hands, these r hunnid racks

yeah, 
they fuck wit me
they fuck wit me
bustdown

i dont fuck with fakes yeah i dont fuck with lames
gonna make her bustdown, finna get her cray
if he fucks with my opps, then he gon get sprayed
pulling out my choppa, im gonna make it rain
i dont fuck with fakes yeah i dont fuck with lames
gonna make her bustdown, finna get her cray
if he fucks with my opps, then he gon get sprayed
pulling out my choppa, im gonna make it rain


BUSTDOWN 2! (tomiijjeans)

s0lemn + bloodcryY - see into u [ssj5]

@hollons @cld @rewind214 @afterstoryx

i have so much im so excited to share

##############

@hollons

been like this my whole life
ask me how im doin im gon say im alright
im like what u wna do? she wna hit the mall right
got me brand new prada shoes
prada cups in all white
alright
she wna go like all night
racks all on me she wna live the good life
30 w a beam U wna talk its on sight
ya im wit the team gettin high we take flight
blood up on the seats bitch im inna beamerrrr
racks all on me u can see the jeans stuffed
ya we poppin beans put it inna lean cup
ur bitch all on me ion wna link up

@lifegiverr

scratch on my body girl tatt me XO
we dont have to fight cuz i know how things goo

blood on my arms dont know how we stand yuhhh
dont know who i am hope u understand yuhh
we can take a trip kickin white sand uppp
take a take a pic hope you show your fans uppp

dont know who to trust but
i know that youve got me
when i start to freak out
will u come and stop me

dont know how to act when 
i see that you call me
you bring me to pieces
i speak like a zombie

and when i go up wanna bring you
you know its all love hope you see through
your skin is so rough wanna heal you
cant cant nobody tell us what we been through

mess (og)

#tragedyClub
prod @ssj5-junk & @star607 (idk his soundcloud)

@s0lemn
look @ my Face im Let down , :-[[
fck It all Up ima crash Outt, , ,
binging Tha Dope but I luvv itt ,))
cryin4Nothin ,, js Leave me Sumthn ...

ima Take 4 Bluezz ima Try n Die 2nite ..
Bitch im Ina bad Mood ion Evr feel Ritee==
im Rly fkn Sad dude ,.. 
no I didnt wna CryY but i had2 , ..

dont Say it ,, i Can see it In ur Eyez how u All h8n .
u Can put on A disguise But it Wont change it ///.
dope Chasin ,, Im lacin .
pillz In my Bedroom like I wont make it ,..

off A molly Rock .
I got Dope in my Socks So i wont rly talk a lot : p
am Wat i am ,, but I feel like im Not enuff .. 
slammed From da Xan ion Evr feel like Wakin upp .

Dont b Scared if U wna come backk ,, 
I miss u2 we Can leave it at tht .. ..
nah i Didnt wna cryY 2nite ,,-
sry if Im not Ur type,,

im on Ur side ,, i Couldnt b Here w/ uU 2nite . ,
blood on Tha floor--
xanInMyCup , ,
Dyin4More.

s0lemn - wont make it (ssj5 + star607) [hosted by cxris]

wawa #tryinguntilidie
discord cxris
https://www.instagram.com/zcxris/