shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

@spaceboyry @ssj5-junk
sample flip by me (´꒳`)♡



@6cainhearts
face down face down 
creased but i dnt fold
if u nvr wake up
i will nvr let go
kings blood in my cup
heilig antidote
evn as i get fucked up
im not gna show u

tie a black soul gem at my throat
tClub gettin dough but im still broke
lone star shine up above, symbol my hope
fight one-sided needa up
wht i been dosed

fright night ya ik im fried
no invite
standin outside, no sleep 2nite
lie like takin breaths
ion want none of tht
castles built on sand
crumble if i dnt act
dark knight but th dope white
k- lines in th Waymo
zoomin out, remote
got th kinekt but nvr emote
i can nvr faceIt cz id demote

@s0lemn
fcxkd up ima dope headd ,,
ya i luv a good high wen i feel dead ;
its 2 much u left unsaid--
4got everything tht we meant,,

breakin the passion i built on my own ,.
sever the ties til im cut @ my core ,_
tally my arm ima settle the score , {
ur nothin i knew from a second b4 , ,.

come on have some selflessness , ,
dont give into arrogance __

@6cainhearts
sleep w peace 2night
were gona win this fight..

face down face down 
creased but i dnt fold
if u nvr wake up
i will nvr let go
kings blood in my cup
heilig antidote
evn as i get fucked up
im not gna show u

tie a black soul gem at my throat
tClub gettin dough but im still broke
lone star shine up above, symbol my hope
fight one-sided needa up
wht i been dosed

black soul gem ⤞͢ ⟡⃔⤝⨗(×﹏×) w/ s0lemn {spaceboyry + allion + ssj5}

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev and @hvvean
Produced by @spaceboyry

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Dev]
I can't wait it
I can't say shit
I'm on the top yeah I made it
No one hating
We all loving
I won't stop yeah I'm making it
I'm on fire I feel like the one
Who cares if people hating they run
Their mouths on the internet
If they come face to face
They see the money I make
They turn into fans what a turn of events

[Verse: @hvvean]
Our texts, our calls, I read them
Yeah fuck these fake friends no i dont need them
I’ve matured past that point no I don’t need revenge
I wake up it’s a new day yeah I feel refreshed
Nah I’m never stressed
Nah I can’t be stressed
Cuz you know we blessed
Yeah we the best
Yeah you know that we countin all these dividends
Yeah I hope you know I always wanted you in the end
Yeah I’m so sorry what I did
I just hope we can we can be friends
I just wanna be friends

On Fire (ft. hvvean) (prod. spaceboyry)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

"the mistakes that haunt me" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo

the mistakes that haunt me

the mistakes that haunt me (counter) #NES2WO

p.s im not spanish so excuse me if the lyrics sound dumb 😭

you can fall on me when i stand tall
this summer wasted are you there fall?
its all energy its all mental
you kept me warm my candle

aku tak rasa sangat yea im getting baked
baby its july yea
bila going date
kita berdua sama 
intertwined by fate
yea let me know let me know
if its not too late

you kept me warm through the winter
im thankful for that 
for all the time that you given
so can i see you this summer
please you don't need a reason
we're just two teenage hearts
who gives a fk what they're thinking

por el momento aquí
podemos a querer
eres a mi la cura
te quiero sin porqué
en tus ojos me pierdo
como el sol en el mar
si esto es un sueño
no quiero despertar

i don't think i've ever felt like this before
can you tell me what it is that im feeling now
im a little confused but i don't wanna let go
if this was forever then you can take my soul

if its not too late id like to know
how are you doing
i hope you're fine today
and for the reasons that i'll keep to myself
im wishing you the best and all take care of yourself

stand tall (me)

birthday drop 

@dinosaurslover

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold u real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

ur not a bad person, ur as lost as I am 
I feel like I burden every one of my close friends 
it's really concerning, how long I've been closed in 
the world kept turning, time kept going 
and I swear I'll grow out of it, won't be scared of this life I live 
gotta take care cuz it's all I get, only I have my back when I go slip

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

I'ma hit the road, see u real soon 
hold you real close, I don't wanna move 
cuz when I let u go, I see the hard truth
a truth so cold, a truth I knew

a truth I've known 

ignored all the signs cuz I want it to be u 
for most of my life i just felt like I'm see through
we're on different pages, all so unequal
I shouldn't have waited, it don't make u evil 

(over at ur crib for the night girl 
show me that u'll do me right girl
crash land straight into your world 
you're shy but I like it when you bite girl)

ur not evil (dinosaur)

#tragedyClub
prod @ssj5-junk & @star607 (idk his soundcloud)

@s0lemn
look @ my Face im Let down , :-[[
fck It all Up ima crash Outt, , ,
binging Tha Dope but I luvv itt ,))
cryin4Nothin ,, js Leave me Sumthn ...

ima Take 4 Bluezz ima Try n Die 2nite ..
Bitch im Ina bad Mood ion Evr feel Ritee==
im Rly fkn Sad dude ,.. 
no I didnt wna CryY but i had2 , ..

dont Say it ,, i Can see it In ur Eyez how u All h8n .
u Can put on A disguise But it Wont change it ///.
dope Chasin ,, Im lacin .
pillz In my Bedroom like I wont make it ,..

off A molly Rock .
I got Dope in my Socks So i wont rly talk a lot : p
am Wat i am ,, but I feel like im Not enuff .. 
slammed From da Xan ion Evr feel like Wakin upp .

Dont b Scared if U wna come backk ,, 
I miss u2 we Can leave it at tht .. ..
nah i Didnt wna cryY 2nite ,,-
sry if Im not Ur type,,

im on Ur side ,, i Couldnt b Here w/ uU 2nite . ,
blood on Tha floor--
xanInMyCup , ,
Dyin4More.

s0lemn - wont make it (ssj5 + star607) [hosted by cxris]

@crimsonkey777

IM BACK WITH EMOPLUGG!!! <3

picknic +Key777 (irisv)

prod @ssj5-junk @flojy
sfx @me
⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚
How could U say tht ??? ,, , 
wen i Aint hear u ., ,
bae Ima junkie - -
but I can Feel uU . .. 
Do  U understand u Dont kno me Like dat .. .?
U dont give Afff u would Take it all back : [[ '/

Im tryn 2Change ,,, u Stay the Same . . .
Carve 0ut My skin ||| Do it In Vain . .,
gun2My head like U wanted me2 __+++
u Start 2 care wen Its bettr 4 U .. .

throw It all Away we Dont even Feel tha Same .. . 
tell A Lie or 2 ,,  Maybe u Could get ur Way -_: 
I Stg ,, Im better Al0ne .. 
Ur always right . ,,  Im always Wrong . ; p

Shattered . .. Broken2Bits Like im tattered ---_
how in Tf do I matter ?? ; ;.?
tell Me the truth I get Sadder .  ;;
Takin A Xan 2feel Better .;; ;

ik U dont Even Fw me .
FUck 0ff . .. U said ur the one4 me . . ;
u Were not There .. 
never I Swear . .
dont Look back  .  ;;;_
U Do Not care  ..

u Say its The Same but its Not . ..
U cannot let me js Be wat I want : - [
i h8 Myself n I feel tht A lott . . .
im Already dead ,,,  -- so Js let me rot 
ya ,
⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚⊹⊹˚˙♱˙˚

we dont feel the same [ssj5 + flojy]

I move in shadows, soft and slow
Across the roofs where moonlight glows
A quiet creak, a lifted tile
Another attic, just my style

The pink one melts—then starts to sting

Forbidden cotton candy, sharp and sweet
A midnight snack I should not eat
I tear it gently from the beams
Then chew it slow, and taste my dreams

Their furnace hums, the house stays warm
Unaware I’ve breached the dorm
Among the ducts I start to bite
A crunch of glass, a hint of light

It cuts my throat, but I still crave

Forbidden cotton candy, soft and pink
It hurts to chew, I do not blink
It fills my chest with brittle heat
Each breath I take feels incomplete

In Moose Jaw once, I struck a vein
A roll so thick, I moaned in pain
The owners stirred but stayed in bed
I vanished through the vent instead

The taste of home, the touch of fire

Forbidden cotton candy, roof-born vice
I pay the toll, I roll the dice
It shreds my gums, but I won’t quit
Each attic bite’s a perfect fit

They blame the cold, they blame the draft
But never think to look aloft
I leave no prints, I leave no sound
Just teeth marks where the pink was found

It calls me back, again, again

Forbidden cotton candy, cursed delight
A glassy kiss in dead of night
I’ll crawl through roofs until I choke
Still smiling through the fiberglass smoke

Forbidden Cotton Candy

wawa #tryinguntilidie
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