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1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

lapse w/ alain

acme

hysteria

7 reasons why you hate yourself

a little gift i guess. i love yall. all of these songs r either unreleased or just unfinished ideas i will probably never finish.

INNO (kimj zac greer dwork)

loop by gavin hadley

lyrics:

yeah you said

down the line maybe we could reconnect

but my guess is

you got tied up with things

i heard you're killing out west

gotta run soon, trust me

i know how it goes

and you're gone by the morning

where you'll wind up

baby i don't know

on the run 11.29.22 10:01 pm

produced by evan sasha

lyrics:

boy i'm golden

stripes on my face like i don't notice

darling i cry

darling i cry

tell me do you yearn for me when i'm away

you could slow down i can run your pace

turn a blind eye to the mess we made

turn a blind eye to the mess we made

MARLBORO_RED 7.31.22 6:41 PM (PST)

produced by me

u think i'm important, i can show u i aint

i try to avoid it, too much time in my day

u know i try to do better

i wear my heart on my sweater

that girl she shoot like beretta

i know you know

i never try much

i never find much i

dont gotta look boy

you know i'm good for it i,

where the time go

baby i can't tell why

i ever tried with u

oh it's the things u do


brand new money on me

i don't even know how to count it

i dropped out of school

im not good with numbers

that's why i got me an accountant

i redrew the line

i count up my hundreds

it's one at a time

i'm out in the sticks

i'm too hard to find

need sum advice, remember it's

one at a time

i told u i'm fine

i don't gotta beg for it

cus i know ur mine

but tell me am i wrong for wanting more from u

ONE @ A TIME 4.20.23 11:56 AM

florida is a place that exists

slide w/ vaeo (joeboi ria cybertrash)

self prod 
mastered by @anem0s
instrument mixing help from @gasmaskatl
@a1isynn pulled me out the vocal mixing gutter

track 2/2
april 5 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/hr-3 

say something else why dontcha
said what's your problem?
cause if you got one, please dont try to say it to me
i can't say it doesnt bother me
but in all honesty i'm handing out apologies, i'm not even sorry
you say it's all my fault and that you wont back down
say something else why dontcha
but look who's talking like they know so much
as if it doesn't make a difference at all
but if we stayed in touch
we'd have run into a wall
so is that enough for you

to reconsider at all 
if it's just to tell you that I'm sorry I'm not
cause if I hadn't have lost then I
wouldn't find out how much I'm really worth
but I can't say I'm not tired of always feeling hurt
you could say a million words
but it still won't get to me
lacking the empathy you need to feel a little more important dontcha
but there's no need for me to panic cause
I feel it more clearly than you

(4cf)
so why I gotta find a way to get over just saying you're right
got you for closure growing older and freeing my mind
there's something heavy on your chest wanna put me in line
just cause i knew you watch your best i might give it the time
aw but it's alright baby you needed t hat
last shot when you was hurt you know it's a part of the fact
if i had just a little more time I might have something to speak for myself
and no I cant be no one else


https://twitter.com/oldcollin/status/1771246823102972362

MARLBORO_RED 7.31.22 6:41 PM (PST)

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