i come back to this every other day bro... this is so unbelievably hard...

please make another song like this 🙏🏻

1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

7 reasons why you hate yourself

honest

loop by gavin hadley

lyrics:

yeah you said

down the line maybe we could reconnect

but my guess is

you got tied up with things

i heard you're killing out west

gotta run soon, trust me

i know how it goes

and you're gone by the morning

where you'll wind up

baby i don't know

on the run 11.29.22 10:01 pm

what is there left to do

ty for everyone who wished me a happy bday :))

AMV Lyrics Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XlMNqQqQEo

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4TZAxUh0Aq1I1rsKwf4QKS?si=BZbB6Lw_So6OHVMK1jL08A&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5hYnfqkdf4ygecFCDNQbGl

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Lyrics:
(Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart)
(Baby don't let me go)
(Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart)
(Baby don't let me go)

Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart
Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart
No you wouldn't wanna be me it'll be the death of us
Oh so tell me what's the meaning that you're tearing me apart
Cuz I know all the times that you're on my mind, you don't do enough for me
Wasting all my time I don't feel alive, can you do what you did to me?

So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along
So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along

Say the truth
Tell me how you hate it
I'll just do what you do
Just say it
Cuz all my life I've been trying and waiting
Baby I
I've been tryna say it

Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart
Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart
No you wouldn't wanna be me it'll be the death of us
Oh so tell me what's the meaning that you're tearing me apart
Cuz I know all the times that you're on my mind, you don't do enough for me
Wasting all my time I don't feel alive, can you do what you did to me?

So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along
So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along

Tearing Me Apart

Tearing Me Apart (prod. Black Rose)

big help from @scrufff on this one, go show love to his art!

i love you thank you.


When it was cold outside 
The one thing that I told her
You better love me like 
You don’t know when its over
And you better hold me tight
Its the last time I come over
And you better treat me like 
Its the first time you don’t know
He told her it would be the same 
He told her
he told her
I try to stop you from the pain girl
Im not anybody to trust
You cant be one of my mistakes
My fault girl 
Im not aanybody to call
Im just not that person you saw
And you don’t think im working at all
You don’t think im working at all
You dont think im working
Did we fall in love the same way
Im just flipping through the script.
Like wheres the main page 
And you cant look me in the face without the language
Its like you want it brought up every conversation
Im so deflated 
Wanted better but you couldn’t say it
Im so
Frustrated
Wanna look at you and say I made it 
Im so 
So jaded 
Took a second I had to explain it
Im so 
Berated 
Youre the reason that im up the latest
He told her it would be the same 
He told her
I tried to stop you from the pain girl
Im not anybody to trust
I told her it would be the same
My fault
You cant be one of my mistakes
I knew you wouldn’t feel the same


https://open.spotify.com/album/3ihoHB6qFPgqGT0HDH3Sp6?si=I7MA8ZEXRSi8nhuhn4Jb7w

cold (prod. cmb)

i swear

ty guys for the love i think ill finish and drop this

problem

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by micheal harrison
additional production by me, nerc

There's no need to cry
There's no need to worry
I'm right here my love
Tell me you can hear me
When I call your name out
There's something that fears me

There's something that fears you
What are you afraid of?
So what if I get near you?
So what if I know your in and outs?
So what if I know you deep down?
So what if I know your true self?      
Bae I'm never here to hurt you

My pretty girl

I wrote your name on the paper until I fell asleep
I pray to god that you're healing and find some inner peace
I tried to end it couldn't tell you what's got into me
Reach both my hands out and saw something that I'd never seen
We were so damn young
So damn young
So damn-
And it's not your fault
It's not your fault

My pretty girl
You’re such an angel my love
I miss you I miss you so so damn much
I miss you oh I-

my pretty girl

he's reborn in a caravan heading westward to anywhere
bells & whistles replace georgia bird chirps, but anyways
he's found love
sideshow attraction
what good is it all?
if the show isn't selling

one summer won't hurt at all
city to city until the fall
circus must come first
Hey, Rube! family hurts

Hey, Rube!

As your love has to go on a long journey, you are waiting and praying for his safety and return.

what is there left to do

cyba

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