i come back to this every other day bro... this is so unbelievably hard...

please make another song like this 🙏🏻

Made July 12, 2023
Love you Kyle this song is beautiful

Original description:


cover of cursed by aftrr
https://soundcloud.com/xdkj/cursed

lyrics -
i guess i fucked up again, some shit i can’t undo
why are we toxic as friends? thought i was best for you
we talk, it’s me you can’t stand, i guess it’s overdue
got my face in the dirt this my end, coffin got space for two

feels like i’m cursed
i’m cursed
i’m cursed
like i’m cursed
don’t wanna hurt
won’t hurt
wanna hurt
anymore

repeat

spent a whole month inside this room
i right my wrongs and pay my dues
i told my pop i’ll do him good
guess that’s a lie, i tripped on you
i watch the birds sing
you promised me the world and now i’m losing
it all

it’s so confusing
why’d you go and leave like that you’re ruthless
go kick me when i’m down like i’m fucking stupid
i hate it when you’re around i can not do it

cursed cover

produced by chromecue (n me a little)

cover art drawn by my brother & edited by ilxrrrr

//lyrics 

you been keeping my eyes wide open
you been leading a life im hopin
i can have a part in i chose it
dont know where we started
well, i forgot it but
oh well
dont tell nobody else
i need you to myself, oh
been waiting on a call all week
ill take it like its all on me
just give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
aint been getting much sleep, lately
around 3 terrified of that dream
i swear to god if i dont get sleep, ill
have you running back to me
my tears have only grown old
right here you saw me stone cold
my fears, ive never once shown
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

like im in a coma
wrapped 'round me like a cobra
dont talk like i aint been in this so long
i got some memories that i could pull up
speaking of
i just wanna talk to you, baby
one stop till it all goes, crazy
dont drop what we all know
I, get a call when its autumn
it says you right there, (f*ck it)
it says you right there
we aint talk in so long
its like i dont even know ya
i dont care cause we're so in
scared and we know it
and i dont wanna give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
you dont act surprised its by design
tell me everything
it alligns i treat it like your medicine
like a crutch telling me it hasnt been, over
we gotta cut it off while we're still young
we'll grow old
its just fun, till your part of my soul now i need to grow up
we've grown cold
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

cobra

what is there left to do

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

///
you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again

lifetime

big help from @scrufff on this one, go show love to his art!

i love you thank you.


When it was cold outside 
The one thing that I told her
You better love me like 
You don’t know when its over
And you better hold me tight
Its the last time I come over
And you better treat me like 
Its the first time you don’t know
He told her it would be the same 
He told her
he told her
I try to stop you from the pain girl
Im not anybody to trust
You cant be one of my mistakes
My fault girl 
Im not aanybody to call
Im just not that person you saw
And you don’t think im working at all
You don’t think im working at all
You dont think im working
Did we fall in love the same way
Im just flipping through the script.
Like wheres the main page 
And you cant look me in the face without the language
Its like you want it brought up every conversation
Im so deflated 
Wanted better but you couldn’t say it
Im so
Frustrated
Wanna look at you and say I made it 
Im so 
So jaded 
Took a second I had to explain it
Im so 
Berated 
Youre the reason that im up the latest
He told her it would be the same 
He told her
I tried to stop you from the pain girl
Im not anybody to trust
I told her it would be the same
My fault
You cant be one of my mistakes
I knew you wouldn’t feel the same


https://open.spotify.com/album/3ihoHB6qFPgqGT0HDH3Sp6?si=I7MA8ZEXRSi8nhuhn4Jb7w

cold (prod. cmb)

everything produced and engineered by me
live guitar recorded by yours truly
im really goated yessssssirrrrrrrr

my brotha taught me how to ball
i got this new notion i could prolly rule em all
no its not if or when i dont decide when i fall
always tripping over shit so how exactly do i ball?
still the 4peat start just to show my respect
oh this my favorite part, new patek on my shit ahhhh

you get the sediment and we can make a settlement
i say it's vetements, im fresher than what the reverends in
i paid the settlement pardoned for all the debt im in
new rich embezzlement seeing life just for what it is
she got me stuttering speaking with speech impediments
just passing judgement will never make you benevolent
im smoking good weed im knowing this shit is prevalent
i keep on questioning character for my betterment

my brotha taught me how to ball
i got this new notion i could prolly rule em all
no its not if or when i dont decide when i fall
always tripping over shit so how exactly do i ball?
oh this my favorite part, i been sayin we the best
brand new whip push start, margiela on my chest

my ass is spent, smoked a whole gram that's .0022
im at the peak of my emotions don't know what to do
im swallowed up by the envy i need to change my view
god what the fck is wrong with me im only 22
i think i had my midlife crisis i was 19
my life's a battle with my ego i'm still fighting
and the music is my therapy
feel like before the music wasnt meaning anything

my brotha taught me how to ball
i got this new notion i could prolly rule em all
no its not if or when i dont decide when i fall
always tripping over shit so how exactly do i ball ball ball

my FavoritePart (1sloan)

hey
I know the last time we spoke
Wasn’t all that nice
But it’s okay
I miss you dearly
But what I have to say
Might upset you

A big ol treehouse
All the way in New Zealand
It got away from us
Yet again my dear

The dream is dead
The dream is dead

the dream is dead

r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere
r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere

fuck im stumbling and lookin at pictures that
we took
thinkin we were good
Look what the drugs done did
Ik when u talk bout me
Ik when you talk bout,talk bout, talk bout me

grab a pitchfork before we storm in the town hall
askin which side baby it doesn’t matter who falls
got some hindsight on me and seein the shit evolve
the future will still dissolve
So What the point of the profit

When I sign that deal they gon love me
like is it real? or am i trusting
All eyes on me they judging
10 toes down I’m not budgin
When I sign that deal they gon love me
Like is it real or am I trusting
Phone down when the women buzzin
Phone down but the cash keep comin

u say it is a joke but yk you know me better
gotta take my family out this crib, I feel the pressure
Mama pls don’t cry
I promise I gotchu till the day I die
New girl new whip
Groceries need 2 trips
My bitch is bad asf
She gon eat it wit some cool whip
new ice old wrist steady pissin excellence
say im way to high all the time like it ain’t evident

r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere
r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere

grab a pitchfork before we storm in the town hall
askin which side baby it doesn’t matter who falls
got some hindsight on me and seein the shit evolve
the future will still dissolve
So What the point of the profit

When I sign that deal they gon love me
like is it real? or am i trusting
All eyes on me they judging
10 toes down I’m not budging
When I sign that deal they gon love me
Like is it real or am I trusting
Phone down when the women buzzin
Phone down but the cash keep comin

townhall(zuubek)

produced by @cybertrash

lyrics//

i swear on my life
i got it i got it
but who knows for how long
theres never been 
a second way around it
a mission ordained by god herself

a vessel, baby, i
never lived for much at all
my heart raised to the sky
a new love bloomed to fall

lets hide at our place
i dont ever wanna hear about 
the hearts that you break
and the choices you dont make
i wanna run,
lets hide at our place
i dont ever wanna hear about
the hearts that you break
and the words that i cant say
around you, babe

i gotta run babe
no i cant stick around for long
you’re so right
i guess im always in the wrong
its so nice
counting the seconds we’re apart
you pray to the stars, 
we knew it from the start
im just a woman of god
im just a woman of god
im just a woman of god
im just a woman of god
would you still love me
if i cant play my part to you?
my hearts all for you

a vessel, baby, i
never lived for much at all
my heart raised to the sky
a new love bloomed to fall

lets hide, at our place
i dont ever wanna hear about 
the hearts that you break
and the choices you dont make
i wanna run,
lets hide, at our place
i dont ever wanna hear about
the hearts that you break
and the words that i cant say
around you, babe

God is a woman

oh
oh won’t you know, it gets hard as it goes
lady i miss you so
and the sounds of home

when did it get like this?
busy as can be
but georgia’s way too pretty
i just can’t compete
i just can’t compete

lately i fear
that i’m not enough

what is there left to do

cyba

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