finished this back in august never posted it

Care:
Baby why you like to pretend
Used to talk to me like we were friends
but you went and did that shit with him
I keep putting toxins in my blood untill im limp
I thought you were precious like a gem
keeping my room dark cus now I like it when its dim
I guess itll turn out like the last time
Stand there bleeding out but then I turn and tell her im fine
I dont wanna think about our past times
When you gave me love I didnt know it had a dead line
She gave me her heart but she laced it
Still enjoyed the high like a fein I embraced it
Wish i never felt your love cus now I wanna chase it
Plug gave me a pill and ima face it
Ima trya but fuck I cant replace it
Shes still on my memory I wish I could erase it
Hate how I spend time and then its wasted
Hate that I can only see your vision when im faded
Miss when we would talk im not updated
Girl I miss your voice I think I hear it when Im faded
Don't know why it hurts cus I knew it was awaited
Smoke keep rolling out from the hole that you created
Girl you know I love you but cant say that
know its not your fault but I still wish I could get payback
Took my heart and let you break that
Gave you all my love I wouldnt fake that
Now I keep these pills inside my bookbag
When they say they love me I just tell them they should get back
Know you want my side but I just vision how it end bad been sad  shotty you cant flip that
How you make me sorry just to see you right beside me
Eyes so red I think I need some visine
Ima try but cant put you behind me
Wish I could forget but there too much that remind me

Nicky & Care - like to pretend (prod. xtezz)

packz (junko)

S.O.T.B.A.R.N. prod kelewya

she dont wanna be saved but i feel like i should 
gold chain on me i removed the cross
gold chain on me i removed the cross
outside of the bar and im smoking 
i dont even smoke im a poser
i removed the cross im not a poser
i dont need to wait i know im goated
feelings in my body; i dont care im a nobody
can you say something disgusting? i cant move on its disturbing
why the fuck am i in a hurry? with that life of course im artsy
i can sing now im in a attic; blame me i can tank it
im in the places with the holey poles
i saw that shit they had to check my pulse
give a fuck i slow down when i jaywalk
my brother shut down he no longer talks
grab him by the shoulders we gotta move on
we went through so much how the fuck is this the worst?
thank you for that jacket i swear i had that shit on
im deluded and im grounded how the fuck does that shit work?
and im praying my plane falls i dont wanna ever be home
i am not the lord yet, i gotta go forth
3 albums for a ghost and i might have to do the 4th
(if i spit it all out hopefully there is no more)

poser (2sick)

this song can mean whatever it does to u but for me its therapy
still toxic by capital 
prod @pvthfindxr
art by @wund00

stilltoxic (prod pvthfindxr)

bow down Prod shyne n elani divine

purpjunt slump kevin college : prod flyee sd23l

jersey girl

freakshowW prod me

beretta (prod. jaechii)

hiroshi - https://t.me/whirosh1
november21 (mix) - https://t.me/no2embe1

вся эта кровь мне

я не знаю её, я прощаю обиды
такая сайфер могилы, танцуй пока еще живы
воткни мне нож со всей силы, были с тобой одержимы
я досихпор не понимаю, почему мы не любимы

я не знаю её, я прощаю обиды
такая сайфер могилы, танцуй пока еще живы
воткни мне нож со всей силы, были с тобой одержимы
ещё не стало поздно, зашей мне шов, и все обиды

я забываю, как забывать, то что не забывал
я знаю глупо, моя жизнь это полный провал
оставь меня одним, и закрой замок в тёмный подвал
я гикаю в флке, как я ещё не устал?

я гикаю без конца, девятый месяц
я ненавижу людей, как же они бесят
давай убежим от проблем, и исчезнем вместе

вся эта кровь мне

я не знаю её, я прощаю обиды
такая сайфер могилы, танцуй пока еще живы
воткни мне нож со всей силы, были с тобой одержимы
я досихпор не понимаю, почему мы не любимы

я не знаю её, я прощаю обиды
такая сайфер могилы, танцуй пока еще живы
воткни мне нож со всей силы, были с тобой одержимы
ещё не стало поздно, зашей мне шов, и все обиды

(feelmyface)
как же больно, а-а-а-а-а 


poser (2sick)

cyberian angel