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Substance Abuse (Needles Cover)

I'm never going out and I'm never going back
I can't leave those two alone cause they're always smoking crack
And I don't want a chaser
I don't wanna chase her
I can't keep the pace so I never really race her
You smirk a strange smile
And you ride a motorcycle
Your world is on my shoulders and I can't hold it over
On earth, day one
Your worth will never be that much
But you can pray above
You can use god as a crutch yeah

I can't go back to her
It's moving way too fast
But everything's a blur
I'm withdrawing in class
I'm in the atmosphere
Heard what I shouldn't hear
But I don't have the strength
Can't even run off with my legs yeah

Hey I'm on my way
I tryna see you everyday
But nothing's been the same
Since we never got to say
Our last goodbye
Hours in the sky
Just to say hello
And you say
Hell no!
I never say of what I want
But still I piss everyone off
You know Its never fair
But you said you didn't care
Cause I failed that test
Beneath your dress
Got so much older
Running from a boulder
Everyone has something to love
But somehow I ended up with none
Everyone gets something to love
But I never was
Never was never loved

I don't want your help
I don't want your money
Don't think you're cute
I don't think you're funny
All you ever do
Is annoy and and bug me
All you ever do is try to fuck me
You used hit me up like hey baby what's up
You used me for my love
But now you want to fuck
I even changed up how I dressed
Just to try to be the best
But you never even noticed
It made me so depressed

I can't go back to her
It's moving way too fast
But everything's a blur
I'm withdrawing in class
Im in the atmosphere
Heard what I shouldn't hear
I don't have the strength
Cant even run off with my legs yeah

I Can't Go Back To Her - Gezebelle Gaburgably Cover (2024 Version)

The days all blend together
A never-ending fractal set
And it's gone
In a blink

We pass through like a spectre
Careful as not to overstep
Overstay
Overthink

Of all the gods forgotten
Empires forged to fade away
Will we be
One of them

Living within a textbook
Taught to a class who doesn't care
In between
Math and Gym

Eternity is endless
To be alive 1000 years
Is a blink
Of an eye

To search for sense is senseless
Best to accept you'll never know
What it means
To be alive

To sleep is to be helpless
To drown in those subconscious thoughts
All the secrets
You kept

To live is to be selfish
To die is to give back to god
What we took
While it slept

So until we meet again at the universe's end

At the Universes End

Every day I try
To keep on moving forward even if it's just a little bit
But as the days go by
I'm trying to convince myself of reas9ns that I shouldn't quit
And live a simple life
Listen without talking leave creation to the talented
Until the day I die
And pray I made the world a better place with everything I did cause

Everybody but me seems to be so put together
Everybody but me seems to do everything better
And I don't wanna be chasing these dead dreams forever
But I will
And I'm here still
So it's whatever

And if in ten years time
I'm somewhere in albania tending to my potato field
That would be just fine
Singing my old songs to myself in the kitchen while I peel them
And if you come by
I hope that you will stay a while
Remind me that I am still real
And I will wear a smile
But somewhere in the back of my mind I know that I will still feel like

Everybody but me seems to be so put together
Everybody but me seems to do everything better
And I don't wanna be chasing these dead dreams forever
But I will
And I'm here still
So it's whatever

Albania

In an instant I was greeted at
The doorway of a toxic social scene
Narcissistic and conceited and
I fit right in 'cause they were just like me
Made my way down to the kitchen
Kicking back and swapping stories, getting stoned
But the stash runs dry and soon enough
You're broken, sad, and sober and alone

Tempted to try and fill the void with
Parties, sex, and surface level friends
But a few years running circles later
Realize you're right back there again
Opportunities will dwindle
As you fall further behind all of your peers
Old friendships left unkindled take
The back seat to new families and careers

So while you can, hold on to what you can
And if you can, don't let it go
Or end up as an empty man
In an empty house that used to feel like home

Now we're picking up new hobbies
New attempts to fill the silence of the day
But soon enough we find out we can't
Lift or sing or play this pain away
Homeless, drunks, and prisoners
Their faces broadcast onto the TV
Provide decent folk examples of
The people they should strive to never be

And the algorithm's spewing shit
A force-fed feedback loop where nothing's new
Creating culture celebrating virtue-ized compulsion to consume
So watch another episode, the TV screen eternally turned on
And if the screen's not sharp enough then buy a better one on Amazon

So while you can, hold on to what you can
And if you can, don't let it go
Or end up as an empty man
In an empty house that used to feel like home

Now I watch my wheels turn, I'm taking
Shortcuts to dead ends, nowhere to go
So for now I'm waiting patiently
To visit places I may never go
I know I'll get there eventually
Even if "there" is but an early grave
At least I'll be rotting liberated
Till then give me something I can break

So while you can, hold on to what you can
And if you can, don't let it go
Or end up as an empty man
In an empty house that used to feel like home

Don't Let It Go

Sunbeam

Hey there pretty baby 
I heard you like to listen to incelcore

I wanna waste away 
I said I like your taste 
and that I like your face
I wanna hang out more

"It's over now" they say
they say "It's over now" 
they say
they say "It's over now" 
but you got my face off the ground

I'll be your sodaboy
and we could make some noise
with a laptop and cheap guitar
girl you could crash my car
I'll be right where you are

and if a double decker bus
crashes into us
to die by your side
is such a heavenly way to die

and if a ten ton truck
kills the both of us
to die by your side
is such a heavenly way to die

At the Universes End

Cyborg9000