ittekimasu

crystal told me that she's skipping town
said "there's nothing left here, don't stick around"
going west towards the california 1
riding waves, perfect lefts in the california sun
i don't even know what she's gonna do
but she said no matter what she's gonna follow through
"probably find a place in north hollywood"
that i could come along and i probably should

said "i've got a soft spot for you, half japanese,
because i feel like you're a lot like me"
heroes stay unsung
cigarettes for blackened lungs
hopeless truth always comes with hopeless love

packed up every single thing she owns
"yeah it's not very much, i already know"
3 surfboards on top of the car
one almost fell, not a great start
she and i both have the same dream
only difference is that she's actually
going to accomplish it and won't back down
i was born in the pacific, surfing on the couch

but oh my god i dream of you every time i fall asleep
unfortunately for me that's all we'll ever be
and i don't care that you've been there so many times before
every word i've left unsaid, here today and forevermore:

i'm sorry that i keep fucking it all up
i'm sorry that i won't ever be enough
i'm sorry that i talk too much, i'm sorry i can't be your crutch
i'm sorry that i keep saying i'm sorry so fucking much
i just want to be that much closer to you
well i guess i will run away too
this is everything that i've ever wanted, right?
or will it all fall apart like i think it might?
i'm afraid to spread my wings and fly
'cause i'm afraid of failure and afraid of heights
the higher they are, the harder they fall
and when i'm not high i'll remember it all
18 years have passed since then
19 for you it repeats again
within this empty silent box
we have no time we've wasted it all

Gomenasorry

oh pretty baby tell me what you want you’re never gonna get it if you’re actin like a cunt oh no oh pretty girl you think i fell in love takin takin takin takin takin lots of drugs oh no oh pretty mama won’t you bless my soul i just went and fell in love with rock and roll oh no mama mama mama mama ma ma ma take it take it take it take it take it raw oh no baby baby baby baby bae bae bae don’t you ever get it when i keep on sayin oh no

faggot

Oh No
What do I see
The house that I built burns down in front of me
I don't know if I care
What can I do but get the hell outta there 

Somewhere out on the street    
Rather be dead than become obsolete
Pick up one or two shifts
Company time cant pay me to give a shit

I'd rather be inside my room
Thats what I tell myself
When I don't want to face the truth
Too easy to give up
When all you wanna do is

Slip  into stable sedition
Give up and drop out
Cause it's a war of attrition
There's only one way out
So when you're feeling sad
Over friends you used to have
Don't let nobody find out        

There's a CCTV
Lookin at you through a wire that connects to me
Latch Key
We were 18
House to ourselves     and a 
Half an oz. of brick weed

Back then, it was so chic
Skip a few meals
Midnights on the city streets
I go 
There in my dreams
Now it's all over
Please give it back to me

I'd rather be somewhere with you
Your face illuminated by the light
Of somewhere else's moons
Somehow the earth forgot you
And we're all trying not to     

Slip  into stable sedition
Give up and drop out
Cause it's a war of attrition
There's only one way out
So when you're feeling sad
Over friends you used to have
Don't let nobody find out

War Of Attrition

Kickin’ rocks in my head
Nothing life has led
Now Im just sitting here
Consumed by constant fear

Failing conscience falls to greed 
Writing words no one will read
I am blind to what you see
The isolation’s killing me
Know nothing and do nothing
I can’t write and I can’t sing
I’ll never get just what you mean
The isolations killing me

I was never that smart
I cant write with a full heart
In a book of misery
Half to sing and half to scream

I can’t feel the syncopation 
I can’t hold a conversation
This world doesn’t work it seems
The isolation’s killing me
Anxious thoughts cloud up my head
And now its existential dread
Lost not found but now I see
The isolations killing me

What do I know
About living life
I can’t put on a show
And I just can’t say no
afraid to see
What could be
Wrong with me
I’m so obsessed 
But I guess I’m just depressed

Isolation

Shibuya, Japan

Digital Dreams

Man Of Steel

You want every little thing 
Wrapped around a string
So you don’t have to want

You aren’t willing to try
But demand sacrifice
You think you’re some savant

You can’t have what you don’t want
I’m not your shepard or your flock

You think every bit of me
Is given to you free
When you feed me a line

I don’t need a second taste
To know that you’re a waste
Of my fucking time

I don’t need to play this out
Your silver tongue needs cutting out

I won’t do what you say
I’m not your pawn to play
I’ll do just what I want
You’re just an afterthought

I’ve played this game before
I know you’ll soon be bored
So I’m not gonna wait
For you to run this fake

Lambda

A mirror shatters across heaven and hell, and AxAxC™ stands in the fracture.
TENƎT · DEIFIƎᗡ · REDIVIDƎЯ. 
From the haunting lull of Palindrome to the apocalyptic anthem REDIVIDƎЯ, this album blurs every boundary between melodic melodies, deathcore, ambient metal, and cinematic rock.

Here, gods walk away from their creations. Lovers become their own demons. And freedom itself burns beneath neon light.

This is judgment.

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC #TENET #DEIFIED #REDIVIDER

Tracklist:
- Palindrome – 4:51
- Black Cube – 5:29
- TENƎT – 4:48
- Wounds – 3:57
- DEIFIƎᗡ – 5:44
- Mirror Law – 3:51
- Red Thread – 3:24
- REDIVIDƎЯ – 5:13
- DEIFIƎᗡ (feat. Choir From Pure Addiction) – 5:06
- Caesar’s Throne feat. Pure Addiction, Until Darkness Falls – 4:07
- Wounds (Succubus’ Cut) – 4:34
- DEIFIƎᗡ feat. Until Darkness Falls, Pure Addiction – 5:19
- Wounds feat. Until Darkness Falls, Pure Addiction (Band Cut) – 4:10
- REDIVIDƎЯ feat. Until Darkness Falls - 5:16

For fans of Sleep Token, Bring Me The Horizon, Slaughter To Prevail, Architects, and Five Finger Death Punch.
If you crave distortion that feels spiritual, this is your sanctuary.

© 2025 AXAXC Studios™ — All Rights Reserved.
AXAXC™, Distort. Distrust. Destroy.™, and the AXAXC emblem are registered marks of AxAxCStudios.

#AXAXC #AXAXCStudios #Deathcore #Metalcore #AmbientMetal #CinematicRock #Postcore #AlternativeMetal #PureAddiction #UntilDarknessFalls #SuccubusCut #MirrorLaw #Wounds #BlackCube #Palindrome #CaesarsThrone #DistortDistrustDestroy

CAESAR’S THRONE feat. Pure Addiction, Until Darkness Falls

Motivation

Late Night Anxiety” dives deep into the chaos of an overactive mind — where silence feels louder than sound, and sleep becomes a fight against your own thoughts. Youtube Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DP8WKg23pE

Blending trap-metal energy with cinematic alt-rock and a sharp emotional edge, PulseMeld delivers a haunting reflection on insomnia, self-doubt, and the battle to find calm in the digital age. Clean vocals trade blows with raw screams and rapid-fire rap verses, while distorted guitars, 808s, and glitch-laden textures pull you into a restless late-night spiral.

This is more than a song — it’s a confrontation with your own headspace.
Dark. Honest. Unrelenting.

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Digital Dreams

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