prod/vox/mix: me

you spend your days
punching through tv screens
screaming at other
men in a boxing ring
and you could get out
if you really wanted to
buy a new house
cut out this part of you

i’m holding on
soaked in resentment
claw at the past
anything but the present
i’ll lie on my back
stare at the ceiling
just tell me you love me
or know how i'm feeling

you spend your days
punching through tv screens
screaming at other
men in a boxing ring
and you could get out
if you really wanted to
buy a new house
cut out this part of you

if you can see the future what happens?
if you can see the future what happens?
if you can see the future what happens?
if you can see the future what happens?

i bet you thought
that you talked to god
on that night that i met you
and said you're the one
drunk off attention my
guard wasn't drawn
when you weren't who you are now
just falling for someone

if you can see the future what happens?
if you can see the future what happens? (i could get up)
if you can see the future what happens? (if i really wanted to)
if you can see the future what happens? (buy a new body, erase every part of you)

tv / taroter

ft @trustt 
prod @xaev

lyrics/
@14106lyn
lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

what more do u want from me
every step i take theyre still haunting me
i been screaming in the dark i let it swallow me
i ran so far away from my past its still part of me
im carrying this weight on my back
if theres a way out baby tell me where its at yea
im carrying this weight on my back
i take 1 more step and its fading to black

@trustt
tell me what you want, i got 4 of it
girl don't tell me lies, i'm so full of it
bitch i see the goal, ya i'm scoring it
when i see your name, im ignoring it
cuz fuck that, i can't stand most people
when i'm mad im lethal
im sorry im just fearful
talking to myself in the mirror, i lost me
tell me what you see, i dont feel like me

@14106lyn
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

catch up^ w/ trustt

fun y2k-esque song that means a lil bit of nothing

prod @ssoh
everything else me!!!

"girl don't take a stab at it!!!"
i hit it and i miss: tragic ><
take a picture, use your fucking OldView
can't live in the moment, like i ain't love you </3333

she don't talk to me
i'm unimportant
move away, move to amsterdamn
DRUG IT ALL AWAY IM TALKING:
Night clubs, Dancing, Snorting in the bathroom
What's in my nose? 
Girl I wish I could tell youuuuu

(uh) yeah I live for this shit
Ayahausca in my cup while I go for a sniff~~
of that good good, that good blow!!
sometimes i think i just miss home...  :<<<<

let go... x4
let go
roam free
see what the world can offer~~~

"girl don't take a stab at it!!!" 
i hit it and i miss: tragic ><
take a picture, use your fucking OldView
can't live in the moment, like i ain't love you </3333

like i ain't x2
like i ain't love you
(x4)

oneMoreTime @ssoh

"the guide to finding your home" 
aka; A hello to something new <3

Produced by Serena Liars
Vocals by sebstixns
Mixed and Mastered by Serena Liars
Started January 19th 2025 - Finished March 26th 2025 
140bpm Dmaj
Cover art done by Serena Liars and akuenstars

this was supposed to be a novel submission but they paused submissions at the time so I figured why not finish it LMAO

Lyrics:

sebastixns:
can you help me,
get out of here,
I'm losing, my sanity,
everything's weird

cause you're the most gorgeous person I've met in my life,
wanna be better for you I wanna be alright
I wish everything was different.
and we could go back in time
like yesterday

lost,
in time
the stars,
allign

I just wanna be better

was it a mistake
something I did
were going insane,
but I wanna live

the guide to finding your home (with sebstixns)

instrumental, vocals and artwork by: @trisonline

Break the glass

Rest In Peace, Hayden
I'm so glad I met you

inspired by https://m.soundcloud.com/negativecreeper/directed-by-your-beauty

໒꒰ ྀིっ˕ -｡ ྀི꒱১

@omgisai
freestyle 👀

walk slow through the city lights
im tryna move but im stuck in time
im w my bros creepin in the night
keep my head down keep my circle tight

tears up on my jeans tears been rolling down my sleeves
aint nobody wanna talk to me i never feel seen
used to pray up on my knees now im quiet when i grieve
aint nobody wanna talk to me u dont know what i mean
tears up on my jeans walls are falling down on me yea
i done fleed the scene came back like a different me yea
fuck all of my dreams i just wanna live in peace yea
slam my fucking head in to feel something underneath yea

grew up on a screen yea
keep my eyes peeled there was too much shit i seen yea
hate to see ur name when im scrolling on my feed yea
its not what it seems woke up crying on my dream yea

its a bloody scene
give a fuck about ur art u just do it for the streams yea

yea i been fallin through routines
u still mad about some old shit theres not fucking beef yea
my true self buried deep
i be acting like i know shit i dont know a thing yea
friends they come n leave
i dont know where their going thats a common theme yea

bandAid✚ prod isai /𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎\

prod me

you took it all and left
no baby i'm so tired of the way you make me feel
my life has been hella boring
look at me i'm a fucking mess
i lost all capabilities of making something right
i'm starting to think the worst
i know it's not healthy but this feeling is a curse
i liked when we talked about the shit that made you laugh
now i'm stuck on the little things i'll wait until i crash
who will take the blame?
if i look back in two years am i the same?
yeah i love my life because i treat it like a game
everyone that I've ever encountered is insane (but who am i to-)
at the end of the night
i miss how you liked
i know its not right but it keeps me up all the time

took it all

real crzy

NewJeans ♬⋆.˚ 𝒮𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝒮𝒽𝓎 (lynU x shiiranoh flip) d(^_^)b

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