s/o jaydes original

find me in your skin
none of this feels real
ik where you sleep
what we had was real


nothings left i feel empty inside
for what it's worth
you can't lie to yourself
nd you know that i tried

find me in your skin

find me in ur skin

run its course

for entertainment
prod. sf cull

so shut out and taken away
didnt listen to them i regret everything
get a grip of yourself, you're losing your ring
(get a fucking grip, get a fucking grip)

i dont feel too at home
rewire my brain
find somewhere to roam
hold me by my chain

getting colder by the second
use your words as a weapon
i dont wanna read your message
fucking hate feeling so threatened

field of grass laying outside
thats where i watched myself die
get your fucking head in line
no its not gonna be fine

so shut out and taken away
didnt listen to them i regret everything
get a grip of yourself, you're losing your ring
(get a fucking grip, fall over and trip)

i dont feel too at home
rewire my brain
find somewhere to roam
hold me by my chain

said its gon be okay
took me in as a stray

get a grip

prod. mercenarychild

Lyrics:

playing with my feelings 
got me feeling like the villain girl
you can tell me anything 
even if it’s not real
i love it when you taunt me
cause it gives me f_cking chills
i just wanna eat your lips
yuh maybe i am sick
why do i exist
all these questions on my list
do i have to kill myself
in order to be missed
why did it have to come to this
ignorance is bliss
slit my f_cking wrists
i can’t stand to live

it’s christmas and you’re not here

a remake of migraine by jaydes with lyrics by retrogress

lyrics:
i feel so fucking useless and i wish more people cared
toil & trouble going through it ever since then time stood still
i made a mess out of my hands dried blood crusting at my wrist
i know i fucking hate you
but i wish i could tell you this

i made my mind up going through with it i hope that youre not mad
all the things ill never tell you but i know thats all my bad
i had the choice and opportunity but blew it all to hell
i hate your voice and what you do to me so why do i love you still

toil&trouble

release date - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

mascara cover

cydia

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