NOTE: I'm not sure if anyone is interested, I'm  well aware that the Mandarin Chinese character doesn't match the meaning provided in the description. It would appear that an English speaker borrowed the word and gave it an entirely different meaning from its original literal meaning - here's the original video which I assume where the namesake came from for context: www.youtube.com/watch?v=UuC-M-85ArY

i unironically cried when you showed me this in a call. it was during my whole episode of psychosis, and it felt like a serious connection was made, and that i understood everything. incredible, incredible work. i'm so glad it's uploaded.

I can't even remember how many times i've listened to this version ever since it released........

mr.lazing - Disconsola (Cover)

this was supposed to be another experiment track, but i figured that the style is basically from experiment 2 so i changed my decision

flp : https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/859577887283085332/1010434070154575882/damnation.flp

=[CREDITS]=
damnation created by grabthatbread https://soundcloud.com/grab-that-bread/underswap-damnation

superior drummer 3 preset by https://soundcloud.com/gameplayah (slightly edited by me)

=[DISCLAIMERS]=
If you want to use this music, i know this isn't originally my music i just made the covers but PLEASE ask for permission first from me, you CAN'T reupload this anywhere on soundcloud, youtube, spotify, etc

I'll allow you to use it for fan created content but still, ask for permission first
(fan created content includes : fangames, animations, livestream musics, speedpaint/speedsprite background musics)

=[CONTACT ME!]=
Discord Server : discord.gg/Uf3jMwt5ZA

Here's my discord : Farzlness#7279

Damnation (+flp)

yù yī - 玉衣 
n. the desire to see with fresh eyes, and feel things just as intensely as you did when you were younger—before expectations, before memory, before words.

Credits to @i-lack-patience and @alosteevee for contributing to this track!
Thumbnail by @hitsuuofficial

Hello, and welcome to an unfinished work of mine that will remain on the backburner for all of eternity. I figure I should come clean and publish what I was working on. I had to leave this platform for the sake of my own sanity, but I won't leave you guys hanging. I worked on this version for a grand total of 48 hours, and it took many brainstorming sessions and tweaks to get everything right. If you don't like it for whatever reason, that's completely okay with me. But keep this in mind: This isn't in its "finished" form, so making any form of critique might not be useful for me at all.. but if you really wanna give tips, please don't hesitate to do so. 

This megalo was originally made to capture vivid "visions" I would have about different parts of my town in the middle of the night. I'd start meditating and thinking in my head, and i'd transport myself into these "headspaces" where i'm walking through familiar parts of my town, and the streets would be covered in snow and it would have a night sky with a yellow/orange skyglow hue to it. These complicatedly detailed visions and the music i'd hear while imagining them are the reason why I made apathesia in the first place. Unfortunately, over time, I lost the true reason of why I made Apathesia in the first place, and so I drove myself mad while remaking and revising many new version of it -ones that weren't needed, in reality-. I kept making versions due to my OCD getting to me. My apathy started taking over through my mid-teens and I wanted to keep remaking Apathesia to re-achieve that emotional 'high' i'd get whenever I finished Apathesia v4.. but it became less emotional and passionate over time.. and with that same passage of thought, I was no longer proud of V11. And so I tried making a V12, and I got pretty far! But.. I realized that if I kept making new versions with my OCD perfectionistic craze, it wouldn't work out for me mentally -so I quit making music for my mental health.- Even after many hours of work, i'm still not proud of this, but here it is nonetheless..

LYRICS:
space is just weaving between our lives
trying to find some more paths, but can't decide
star swirling, tethering overtime
I think that even the universe wishes to die.

(give me a reason I shouldn't die
with my vision of the future now pushed aside,
maybe my stars will align tonight -- 
and perhaps against the odds the earth will buy me time!)

enter your mind..
realize what's right..
don't destroy yourself..
save the timeline..
give yourself purpose..
you aren't worthless..
don't destroy yourself..
save someone's life..

(hello, it's me)

(blinding light, i can't decide
just what to do with these thoughts of mine 
i desire more, if my life's that short
we can get it right this time ) x2

and yet i, wanna lie
to my mind, really try
not to cry, over why
i see eyes, in the sky
sad that i, had the time
saw he died, during night 

if i mourn, is that alright 
before you die, i hold you tight
thought you'd live, you could fight
someone's dying tonight.. 

in spite of the silence, despite the pain
there's aching souls in essence, calling my name
you're a god turned demon, there is just no way
they sing a chorus of the slain, they won't die in vain! 
and if i've learned everything, I won't be afraid..
of one who chose genocide as a form of escape 
why should I be scared if it's destined to fate
that I can't defy the fact i'm dying anyway 

and they met me at the swings
just know they meant everything to me
you took all of that away from me
and now you know somebody's gotta pay

lead me away
lose me astray
maybe I could fade
grayed out in the fog

open that lock
chained to my heart
let it release me
oh god.. let this be an ending..

Yù Yī - 玉衣(AKA Apathesia v12)

didnt finish cuz idk
also i couldnt fix the guitar peaking so i just went bleghh

Original by @boostermusician

The original song of course belongs to UFS
https://soundcloud.com/ufs-official-soundtrack

Judge Til' Death [Unfinished Cover]

thumbnail by SP1D3R
snowstorm by a bunch of people song by me

Underswap Snowstorm // Saviour OMEGA

Abyss - https://www.youtube.com/@Im_Just_Tech

Clashing Thoughts

electric boogaloo

Art and AU owned by manicalsans
inspired by Sasters FNF megalovania and megalovania RESET by AmenKing1999


Metorsolution V2 - ML!OuterTale OST

Sebaslovania 2 by Pepin , Original by Zushy [ https://soundcloud.com/zushy-281300806 ]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1dI2TCs_I-0















(used aytanner flp)

Sebaslovania 2

https://soundcloud.com/astilbe2

Disguise your feelings with a taste of dread
And end up playing dead

You took control of his body and feelings
Pulled the strings and left him, bled

Said you scammed my dog, cash in hand
Sometime you will understand

And your apologies are past due this time
Does it hurt in your head?

Well, fuck you

You can't stay around
Oh they'll look at you in the eye
Those lies will soon or later get you drowned

Then try to stay around
Oh they'll look at you in the eye
Those lies will soon or later get you drowned

LOOK AT YOU

Sense of Becoming

worldhouse #orientalhouse #afrohouse #arabichouse #latinhouse #tribalhouse #ethnichouse #deserthouse #globalgrooves #fusionbeats #mediterraneanhouse #afrobeats

Yù Yī - 玉衣(AKA Apathesia v12)

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