Soulessing

Absonded

Charity
50% of the income from this album will be donated to a charity that supports people struggling with depression, schizophrenia, and suicidal thoughts. If you enjoy the album, please share it. It means a lot to me, and it might save someone’s life. I have met many people, both online and offline, who were close to giving up. I don’t want to lose anyone again. I don’t want people to suffer. I want them to be happy.

Charity: https://www.deutsche-depressionshilfe.de

Some words of my own:
Circle Of Despair is a concept album I worked on for 11 months. I know 11 months sounds like a long time, and maybe you expected more from me. To be honest, I expected more from myself too, but I sometimes forget that I’m dealing with serious life issues, and balancing work, family, my job, and music is incredibly difficult.

I’ve been doing Breakbeat and Jungle for about a year and a half, and this album blends everything together: Garage, Rock, Drum and Bass, Vocaloid, Techno, Ambient, Jungle, and Breakbeat. I’m aware that I’m not the best artist in the world, and I have to accept that improvement takes time.

Please excuse me for not being perfect. I genuinely tried my best to express my emotions in this album.

Meta Data:
Main Artist: shinyflvres
Secondary Artist: Hatsune Miku
Composed by: Jason Milton Johnson
Label: Shinymoon a Division of BIONIC ROOM
Distribution: Shinymoon a Division of DigDis!
Type: Large Play (LP)

Inspiration, References:
NTO, Joachim Pastor, TOR, Hell Driver, Kill Script, HXTC, EGL, Regal, I Hate Models, Enrico Sangiuliano, Agonyost, Burial, Sewerslvt, Arkana, ILS, Glitchrtrode, Akira Yamaoka, Avith Ortega

Falling Out Of Despair

Cynthoni – Endlessly Dying Machine

Cynthoni – MentallyILL

MentallyILL

Fearful Avoidant Disorganised Attachment

Endlessly Dying Machine

Dead Doom Scrolls

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“What Ever Life” is a fierce, emotionally charged hard techno journey that blends raw industrial energy with a sense of inner rebellion. Built on a foundation of pounding, unfiltered kicks and jagged percussive layers, the track moves forward with a determined force—as if refusing to be bent or broken by anything life throws its way. Each hit feels like a heartbeat pushed to its limit, while gritty synth stabs slice through the mix like flashes of clarity in chaos.

Atmospherically, the track carries a sense of resilience wrapped in darkness. Distorted pads and mechanical textures evoke a world that’s harsh and unforgiving, yet alive with movement and purpose. There’s a subtle tension woven throughout, balancing aggression with emotion, as if the music is both fighting against the world and rising above it at the same time.

In its core, “What Ever Life” captures a raw, almost cathartic message: no matter how unstable, unpredictable, or brutal life becomes, the only way out is forward. With its relentless drive and industrial edge, the track becomes a soundtrack for persistence—fuel for late-night floors, underground tunnels, and anyone who finds strength in the noise.

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Watch my skin erupt in a CYNTHONI of flames.

Endlessly Dying Machine

Cynthoni

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