this song perfectly explains an abusive relationship i went thru..

probably the first song of this style that actually has autotune that sounds good its done really well in this, really beautiful btw

this is so good tho surprised this only has 7500 views rn, deserves so much more, when I was listening to this I figured it was from a big artist, Crazy

new midwest emo track w/ @salemavenue :)
produced by @nevrfall
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
[decks]
college has ruined me, my mind is cloudy
wake up each morning im drowsy
feel like nobody’s around me
i just wanted to be happy
living this life is so tiring
nothing in this town inspires me
im not alive just to die,
see through my eyes,
and maybe you’ll find that

i might just fly away for a while
im sober in the candlelight, but sleeping in denial
i’d do anything to see you smile
this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

[salem avenue]
i’m always falling down
pick me up and lift me off the ground
i act like it’s all over now
but really i just fill my head with doubt
and where would i go anyways?
when i don’t wanna ever make a sound 
maybe i’ll just fade away
find myself another in this ghost town 

yeah it goes down
pick me up 
i don’t wanna feel alone now
it’s so cold out 
i feel blue now 
pick me up
i don't wanna feel alone now
like they do

[decks]
(living this life is so tiring)
(nothing in this town inspires me)
(im not alive just to die)
(see through my eyes and maybe you'll find that)

i might just fly away for a while
im sober in the candlelight, but sleeping in denial
i’d do anything to see you smile
this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

sober in the candlelight (feat. salem avenue) [p. nevrfall]

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sober in the candlelight (feat. salem avenue) [nevrfall]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXNmwTYcncJg36OttQ0zTbw

lyrics: At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough 

At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough

broke my heart in the process of healing yours (prod. APC)

hiraeth. eight months in the making.
featuring: @onlyfriendyeah
produced by: @lindenblossom
cover art by: @ejcarrmusic
i hope you enjoy <3
thank you for everything.

lyrics:
it feels like im missing something
a portrait unfinished
my life has been next to nothing
a chord thats diminished

cuz i’ll wait for change
and better days
just to come home with nothin
or maybe i’ll
just stay the same
cuz im too good at suffering
and i could always
take the blame
for all of my shortcomings 

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(onlyfriend)
maybe it's all for nothing
all the choices i make lead me closer to the coffin
no i can't take the weight of the changes
and i don't rly know what i'm doing
just pretend that you can't see me fading
and shy away raising no alarms
like i'm safe from harm
when i'm too far gone
and i can't hear a word from you

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(both)
hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

hiraeth (feat. onlyfriend) [linden]

Lyrics:
i ion even wanna pickup my phone, cause i been grindin for a minute but im lost and alone
but i be gettin all this bank i pile it up on my throne, but i ion even know its worth it when i be on my own

i got some checks they comin in they pullin up with the assist ay
puma on my feet i got some ice up on my wrist ay
baby see me ballin cause you know thats how i live ay
keep me in the running cause you know thats how it is

ooh, i know that yall can be feel it, i got a flow you could steal it, send me a beat i could kill it, my verse so cold it be chillin, should be illegal its villain, im on my grind bitch i live it, you ask for guap now i give it, listen

i think i found the one she said we 4lifers, i wanna stay until the morning even after i pipe her, i wanna show her better days and keep her safe from the vipers, she say im skilled with all my words im takin aim im a sniper

ima keep it going and now yall be actin shook
didnt know i had it in me cause you only hear my hooks
im like, i aint ever gettin money by the book
i aint follow all the rules im in the stu so i could cook

i aint got no competition i know yall cant even flow
say its lonely at the top im gettin money on my own
they tell me im your biggest fan and im like i already know
hk, boy, why you gotta be so cold

im gettin better every day, and its all because of you
wouldnt be here where i am, i appreciate you too
i got bars for days and days, got a bedroom with a view
i got bands for all my paper im too fire got the flu

i got these demons in my mind but i aint hearing what they say
i keep on working on my shit im staying busy every day
i got this sadness in my heart but i know we gon be okay
i know that if we give it time i know we'll see some better days

heart break now you sippin on a bud light
come thru promise we gon have a fun night
vampires so we cant be in the sun light
lets dip 'fore you get into a club fight

wrist cold cause you know how i do it, yuh
big crush but you know that i blew it, yuh

4lifers

Lyrics:
maybe you could tell im sick and tired of losing everything
when you hit me up want me to smile but i could never be
happy in my brain i used to fight it now its killing me
winters coming soon i really hope that it dont get to me

think im always freezing but my brian just wont admit it
seek out every feeling in my soul so i could kill it
always feel too much like every day dont want to live it
you could take this gun and splat my brains and see my spirit

you dont understand im just so done
try to go away but i wont run
feeling all this the pain but i wont jump
say that i could stay but its no fun

whats the point to living if im feeling dead already
know my bed is just a coffin in my cemetary
and my brain is just a prison ill admit its scary
waking up knowing im breathing where im getting buried

im just tired of losing everything
like my mind, but the pain itll never leave
im just tired of losing everything
never happy so i guess it wasnt meant to be

fucking done, you can tell im getting lazy
fuck a check, yeah you might just call me crazy
fucking wreck, give a shit if you dont pay me
fucking dead, what im living on the daily

i gave up, so just stay out my business
leave me alone cause if not ill be livid
gave all i had but i fell short the minute,
i tried to reach out but then i hit my limit

Losing Everything

losing everything

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no you dont needa cry, baby we will be okay
hopin over obsticles, im grindin everyday
i promised everyone that i would make it out some day
do somethin with my life, i dont wanna throw away

ur the only thing i got, and its fuckin with my brain
my noggin full of passion and emotion, every day
its fixed on to a notion, so im coasting far away
im fallin for your love, dont you ever run away

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

no, i dont know what to say
when you causin problems, feel so bad and im ashamed
to tell you that i love you when you seem to always hate
but ill just keep on pushing, hoping you dont leave some day

whys it seem so hard for you to say
that you wanna fuckin call me at least every other day
and i dont wanna say it cause im so afriad youll say
that you had it with my shit, ill find another, please dont babe

runnin outta time, so i cannot run away
everybody said that i need to get away
im feelin fuckin better than i did in darker dayys
you were fuckin with my head, now we together what is this

but is all so irrational i cannot feel the same
bendin over backwards just so i cant see yo face
to make you fuckin happy almost every single day
is all id ever want to do, can you give me okay

Darker Days (prod. YungLukas)

prod. me x soundcloud.com/cay2o

lyrics:

I been thinking bout us
I kno i’ll never get that trust again 
lucky me, but look what the fucks the point 
at war with the thought of avoidin the truth that i’m just a fuckin loser to you.
I suck at everything I do so don’t get it confused I get the disappointment in me

look at the bigger picture it’s a part of it
trust it only stays if your hearts in it
look I kno we’re not okay but life’s a bitch
hope that we feel better but it never ends

I was still lost when you found me don’t doubt.
just because I fucked up dont mean that im drownin 
under my own judgement came to that im nothin
tryin my best but it falls flat like always

I been passin time sleepin thru the day like 
nothin 
tryna fight the nerves, but they pull me in like quicksand 
im too insecure no I can’t be on a polaroid 
I hope u understand how I been doin hope ur proud of me

loser

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so, i guess this is goodbye. w/ skrwd & unz3n (nothempts)

i could never be your hero

Lyrics:

what happened to love 4 the rest of our lives
fucking flipping the puzzle when the pieces fit fine
i always knew it'd be us against the world but
i jus thought it'd be us
n not me then you

is it maybe the lifestyle i chose
could it be 
well we'll never have known
and the reason won't present itself
so i hope he treats you right 
whatever stranger you fuck with
cause somehow i'm not 

someone 
that somebody's daughter 
should see for the rest of her life 
cause i do b4 i think
and i'd travel the world just to do this with you
but i don't
and i write 
every song about you
you
you
you
or who you could've been

kill yourself its not so bad here
the afterlife is cozy
i'm talking from the grave
as a man who lived life lonely
i've learned so much about me from deep in the drift
i jus looked a bit inside and found a spine in me too
found a spine in me too
ay 
i found a spine in me too
ay
babe im built just like you
ay
the dead still clicking their shoes
we took the afterlife
i'm fucking up ur god with my dudes

i'm not
someone 
that somebody's daughter 
should see for the rest of her life 
cause i do b4 i think
and i'd travel the world just to do this with you
but i don't
and i write 
every song about

villain pt. II

i like this one, my girlfriends kina in it too, enjoy

<3 much love too sorrow bringer as well

lyrics
---------------------
so.
i just wanna let you know
drinking in time for the show
its better to get ur heart broke
no one could know, no one could care

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldnt imgaine, it feels like

i swear my heart is a mess
you came to my life and you made it amends
im focusing energy to my own time
i cant let you go, cause i swear it feels right

im not as pretty as people would say
its all in the edits, i cover my face
im fake and im nauseous i guess
yeah im broken hearted, im ugly, so goo

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

I Swear It Feels Right (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

cutting ties like a weight lifted off my chest
wanna breathe again
nights laid without the air
one too many~
no not ever, again~

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

broke my heart in the process of healing yours (prod. APC)

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