<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
You broke me 
no point of return
 no coping
 put my body in a urn
 just smoke me
nobody was there to hold me 
but you were just there to fold me
I trusted everything you told me
wish that the voices in my head could stop talking
you left me in the cold with nothing

I’m so alone I guess it’s better
Don't call my phone I wish I never met her
She heart ripped out
blood on my neck 
I can’t get out 
the words in my chest 
I wanna shout
I wanna be dead 
I can’t figure out
What’s the reason
Fuck life cause nothing goes right 
Pissed of cause I wasted my time
All black fit at my funeral
that’s what I wear on the usual
black nail polish stuck in my cuticles 
don’t cry cause I feel better dead and cold

(unknxwn.)
Soul dead and cold, I been lost, where to go now?
My life getting old, what to do? I don't know now
I might lose it if I don't make music
If I ain't do this, I'd truly be clueless

All I got in life is me, that's all I need
Fuck her, ran away, went to hiding
Came back in my life just to hurt me
I don't know why, I think she really cursed me

Can't let go, don't want to
You're bad for me but I want you
I'm an addict for your love, I get so sick
When I cannot call you, I hope that you know it

Been so hard to make songs as of lately
I been praying to god to come take me
All this pain is a lot, why you hate me?
Gave you everything I got oh baby

dead and cold w/ unknxwn. (hxrxkiller)

<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets
I don’t think I’ll ever understand it
Why do we live just to die and that’s it
All that fucking time thats gonna be wasted
Honestly that thought is making me pissed

(unknxwn.)
I don't wanna talk about the things that I did
I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit
Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it
Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm picked

To die, I don't wanna be alive
But I got so much shit to do with my time
I got things to experience, life is an experiment
And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit

So alone, like where should I go now
I don't know, I think I should slow down
Take it step by step, and don't rush it
Everything that I have felt is all rushing in

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets

paranoia w/ unknxwn. (lxvesick)

LYRICS:

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

You don’t like me, that’s fine 
I should’ve known that you’d waste my time
I should’ve seen all the signs 
I can see the demon in your eyes
You were planning my demise
Won’t stop haunting my mind
Drugs they keep me alive
Drugs they keep me alive 
I don’t wanna be alive
I just wanna fucking die

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

I hate my life 
What a waste of time 
I want to die
Please just let me die 
I need to let go 
I keep holding on 
I need another dose
I Got to many problems 
I don’tknow how to cope
I don’t know how to solve em
I’ll just overdose
Yeah

violent! (jolst)

go show @emptychest some love! 🖤

lyrics:

(cyzun)
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone
I’m all alone I'm on my own
Don’t have a place to call home
Wanna put a bullet through my dome
As my body lays stiff as a stone

(emptychest)
empty
(yeah, empty)
my name empty for a reason
always got internal treason
rather be dead for the season
living celebrity status but still got no will to fuckin live
try living my life for 2 seconds I bet you'd hate it i bet you will
as an empath, this shit is hell
feeling everything you feel and getting overwhelmed
getting high every other day just to get by
throat bone dry
and you don't know who you are no more
what's the point
doesn't really matter, just roll another joint
(roll a joint, roll a blunt)
hypocritical tendencies
this shit between you and me
(empty)
you don't got to be sorry babe
I been there before
passed out on the floor when you check your phone
(check your phone)
cause you just want some comfort, you wanna go back home
wanna put a bullet through my dome
as I lay as a stone

(cyzun)
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone

one last call w/ emptychest (sketchmyname)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead

lyrics
(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen
Why you gotta act like this
You fucking up my life n shit
Sparked a blunt n took a hit
I’ve been waiting for the end of it
Feel like Gucci I’m so sick of this
Grab the gun I’m gonna end this quick
Like the ocean my head will split
I’m talkin bout that Moses shit

(autumndropsdead)
let the ocean split, i could make a list
for every time i fucking lied
 it would've made you pissed
i'm sorry about that again
how long ago did it get to your head?
i know you aren't proud
yeah you hate me now
cause i turned out fine
let me lay it out
every night i'd cry
but would never shout
holding on for life
till the truth comes out
i'd take my spine, and tear it out
i can't bare it all
i got too much weight
and it really stings
so i contemplate 
i'll let my body hang
and they just say to let it roll over
they say i'm extraordinary..
and i'll admit it's kinda scary

(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen

heathen w/ autumndropsdead (ahnboi)

LYRICS :

I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight
I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight

I don’t wanna start another fight 
Swear to god I need you by my side
I don’t wanna waste your fucking time
Can we vibe just for the night
don’t wanna fight
don’t wanna cry no
don’t wanna die
swear I fucking tried oh 
Waste of fucking time 
I need you in my life oh
Said I’m fucking fine
I’m sorry but I lied though

I’m just a person that’s filling up a space 
Fuck all this hurting cause I’m a mistake
Throw me away cause I can be replaced 
You don’t got to tell me I know I’m a waste

I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight
I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight

steel knife (metlast x jang0)

lyrics

(cyzun)
I’m all on my own 
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone 
Im tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying 
My whole life is a joke 
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

(autumndropsdead)
next time i’ll fuck it up 
cause i know that i am
nothing but a little bitch 
yeah a little cunt
the world’s falling out of my hands
and they took my fingerprint
while my hands were cuffed
got blood up all in the sand 
so i lit a bonfire just to feel hotter but
honestly i just can’t
go through another day
imma fade; fucking toxic, shitty fakes
i got way too many toxins 
coursing through like every vein
in the moment but they never last
in the moment while i’m in the past 
i was laying all up on the grass 
had my head up all upon your lap
now it’s over
or am i feeling change
or is it closure?
cause it feels all the same

(cyzun)
I’m all on my own 
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone 
Im tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying 
My whole life is a joke 
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

tired of trying w/ autumndropsdead

rip mom and dad ily ❤️

lyrics

I can’t stop thinking bout that phone call
I could the rain crash on the rooftop
3:05 is the time that you left us all 
Please come back so I can give you a call 
This is where I wish there was an afterlife
can’t wait to see you on the other side
miss you mom and dad I need you by my side 
hope your proud of me and what I’ve done in life 
Wish you guys were here to see me through my happy times

3:05am (moneo)

Lyrics: 

Don’t see the point in
Anything anymore
I feel so torn
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I’m so exhausted 
Demons feeding my mentality and I can’t block it
They said the only way out is to off it
can’t wait to lay down in my coffin 
The colors have faded 
I can’t fake it
I’ve been trying hard to embrace it
Tired of lying 
I fucking hate it
Can’t keep trying
My life I’ll take it
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
I don’t see the point anymore
Anymore

dont see the point anymore (rx808)

<3

Lyrics:

Lost in the abyss and I can’t find a way out
Voices talking in my head getting to loud
I can’t find any shelter from these rain clouds 
your gonna find my lifeless body on the ground
Lost in the abyss and I can’t find a way out
Voices talking in my head getting to loud
I can’t find any shelter from these rain clouds 
your gonna find my lifeless body on the ground

All these fucking lies, I don’t wanna hear it anymore
I just wanna die, I don’t wanna be here anymore 
And I can’t ignore 
Life’s a fucking chore
Wish I wasn’t born 
I don’t wanna 
I don’t wanna feel at all
I just wanna 
I just wanna numb it all
I’ve been trying fucking hard to drink it all away 
All it does is make me more depressed I’m still the same 

Lost in the abyss and I can’t find a way out
Voices talking in my head getting to loud
I can’t find any shelter from these rain clouds 
your gonna find my lifeless body on the ground
Lost in the abyss and I can’t find a way out
Voices talking in my head getting to loud
I can’t find any shelter from these rain clouds 
your gonna find my lifeless body on the ground

abyss (sketchmyname)

Lyrics:

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

Always stuck under these rain clouds 
Can’t escape I can only soak the pain now 
Thoughts inside getting too loud 
Gotta maintain till my soul slowly fades out 

I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory
I feel so temporary 
You could leave me and go and that shits kinda scary 
And I’ve been trying to cope with all the loss I carry 
The only place I call home is the cemetery 
life is desultory

desultory (nxname)

prod. moneo

lyrics: 

(You know it just sucks like I’m so lost with what to do with my days now. I feel like I’m wasting time and I’m trying to get out of that feeling but it’s hard but eventually I’ll get there. But as of now I feel like I’m like mentally and physically melting, like melting away.)

I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I’ve been trying my best
I’ve been trying to change 
Think about why you left 
Don’t think that I’d be the same
I miss the tone of your voice 
I miss the memories made 
I wish that I could forget 
Make it all fadeaway 
Fadeaway x1000 lol
sorry I’m a fuck up and a mistake
You probably wished never talked to me in the first place 
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you

wtf am i suppose to do (moneo)

prod. h8me

I’m tired
I don’t wanna keep going anymore
Just let me go

Everyday I wake up it’s a fucking struggle 
Question my existence walking through the puddle
Embedded can’t get out with all this rubble
Lately I’ve been feeling suicidal
I’m so numb I can’t even cry 
So numb I’m not scared to die 
No I Don’t wanna try I just wanna take my fucking life
I hope you see my dear 
That I’m not meant to be here
It’s my time I gotta go 
I’ll feel okay all alone 
I don’t wanna do this anymore 
Hate my life that I can’t ignore
I’ll take all my pain away 
In the end I’ll be okay
I don’t wanna do this anymore 
Hate my life that I can’t ignore
I’ll take all my pain away 
In the end I’ll be okay

idontwannadothisanymore (h8me)

we said us forever 

cyzun vocals mixed and song mastered by ztope
https://soundcloud.com/ztope

prod. dianasty. - https://www.youtube.com/@dianasty.x

skele - https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics 

im feeling all blue
i don’t want too
but i have too
im healing from the past you 
i guess i should’ve knew
it was to good to be true 
now you’re attached to guy who doesn’t want you
you told me all your trauma 
told me all your problems 
made me sick i hated him i wanted to try and solve em
cause girl you deserve the world 
nothing less than that
just know id kill anyone who makes you feel the past

im feeling awful holding a bottle 
i hope your happier
sit through tomorrow 
get through the sorrow
do it again for sure
waking up in this empty house
teach myself how to do without 
sleeping right next to you
it’s been an afternoon
i know that your with someone better 
giving up so i don’t upset em
wonder if you still wear that sweater
funny how we said us forever 
and we can try it again 
just all over again 
all over again 
(funny how we said us forever)

we said us forever w/ skele (dianasty)

my vocals mixed and song mastered by ztope <3
prod scottysplash

lyrics:

Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Yeah the silence pretty violent
Conscience in my head asking why I haven't died yet
Feelings from the past that's what I'm tryna forget
Forever feeling sad I just wanna hit the reset
Hearts gone black like the smoke in my lungs
Yeah I'm really hurt
I don't do this for fun
My demons pretty fast
That I can't even run
Let them take over
Cause I'm tired and done

I been upping doses till my body is numb
It's only half past one and I'm already gone
I just need a fix and I'll come back to life
All these Cali in my woods lift me up like a kite
This cookie gonna ignite with match sticks
No one in they right mind could match this
Everybody else inside this party got a broken heart
Minus me but that's cause I dipped off inside this jaguar
Vroom
Hit the road
Girl lets see where we could go
We could Take it slow
I got places I could be but I stay at home
These open roads will set me free
When I need it most
I been my zone when I work alone
But I prefer you here with me cause it help my soul
If u told me how to be than I would fit the mold
Just know
If u gave an ultimatum I would surely fold
Slow down
I'll give you something to help you calm down
Open my bag and pour the flower out
Roll it up and ingest
Kiss me in the smoke I could smell it on her breath
Pour another shot yeah I ain't even feel it yet
This burn inside me stop the bleed just like a tourniquet
As I sit here on this porch outside my new address
I don't like the damage caused but I love feeling it

Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read

rot w/ sewerperson (scottysplash)

sick with no cure..

prod. xenshel

lyrics:

How could you do this to me
It’s not fair
It’s getting harder to breathe 
Why do I still care
About you
You made me feel insecure
Without you
I’m feeling sick with no cure
With no cure 

How could you do me like that
Did you even care?
Cause you threw me like trash
Guess I was fool 
For thinking it’ll last
Every fucking day I’m reminiscing bout the past  
Ever since you left me I’ve been stepping on some glass 
Pushing through the pain but the feeling everlasts
I gotta go now
I guess I’ll leave you all alone now
If you care pick up the phone now 
Before my body still as stone now 
Wait before I go now 
Please just lmk now
I just wanna know

How could you do this to me
It’s not fair
It’s getting harder to breathe 
Why do I still care
About you
You made me feel insecure
Without you
I’m feeling sick with no cure
With no cure

no cure (xenshel)

prod eric godlow
i know im not sewerperson and im not good but im a big fan and love this song so i decided to do a cover pls no hate...

official song covered - https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/any-other-way-eric-godlow

sewerperson's lyrics:
we drift away we fall apart shes had enough
i meant say im sorry i cant be enough
she talks to me in harsher tone
than anyone else she knows
i suffocate inside the apartment we called home
take my heart and teach it to love
i swear to you im reading up
i dont wanna be all alone
and the heart warming pleasantries
im glad we can pretend to get along
time goes by and as my life flies by
i cant help but think we did it all wrong
when i die with the things i know
please be assured that i never told a soul
i just wanted u to know i still feel it all
u live inside my bones and i wouldnt have it any other way

any other way

prod. @voidrave99

lyrics:

I hate myself 
Im easily replaced
And I can’t take it away
I’m not okay
I wanna escape 
Falling deeper 
Cause im mentally fucked in the brain 
I’m not okay 
I wanna escape 
I feel alone in room crowded with fakes 
Nobody would ever want me I’m sure
Nothing good ever happens I’m cursed
Take me off of this planet we call earth 
Can’t wait for the day im lying in a hearse 
Im not okay 
I wanna escape 
Falling deeper 
Cause I’m mentally fucked in the brain

im not okay i wanna escape (voidrave99)

it’s been awhile, I’m gonna try to make more music this year, thank you 🖤

prod. soprettyanxiety

lyrics:

You’re like the cold morning breeze 
Can’t feel a thing 
It was you 
That took it away
Why can’t you look at my face 
I want you to stay 
I’ve been alone for a minute 
Wonder when you’re gonna visit
Look for your texts when I wake up 
Hoping you still have my digits 
hole in my heart I can’t I fix it
trying to close it with stitches 
You’re my suspect youre my doctor 
Help me get over this illness 
I’ve been rotting in bed for awhile now
Imagining life with the lights down 
Voice in my head getting too loud
Don’t act like you care when I die out 
You’re like the cold morning breeze 
Can’t feel a thing 
It was you 
That took it away
Why can’t you look at my face 
I want you to stay

wintry (soprettyanxiety)

prod. idly blare

lyrics 

Could you please go away
She sits around arm's length so she can twist the blade
Poppin' uppers cause it helps and it numbs the fuckin' pain
My friends are worried I say don't be I swear I'll be okay
Why do I walk the same path hoping shit will change
I need to cut out these fake ass people out the frame
I don't know who to trust all these bitches are the same
This isn't me it's cause of her, fuck, she's the one to blame
Could you please go away
She sits around arm's length so she can twist the blade
Poppin' uppers cause it helps and it numbs the fuckin' pain
My friends are worried I say don't be I swear I'll be okay

amphetamine (idly blare)

ive been struggling making anything lately, im gonna keep trying i got things but havent finished on my end, in the meantime heres a song from 2022, im trying, thank you <3

im alright, not really w/ azrael (2022)

song by christian alexander 
covered by me

https://soundcloud.com/christianalexander_97/i-wanna-go-home-2?si=5a7bc3e660a24013aaa22b2c1e87df23&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

such a beautiful song

I've been so beat down and pinned down
I seem so worn out and stressed now
Maybe I’m tired of rushing
I blew you off like it's nothing
I've been so beat down and pinned down
I seem so worn out and stressed now
Maybe I’m tired-
I miss you so much
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
(I seem so worn out and stressed now)
I wanna go home
(Maybe I'm tired of rushing)
I miss you so much
(I blew you off like it's nothing)
I wanna go home
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
(I seem so worn out and stressed now)
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I wanna go home
(I've been so beat down and pinned down)
I miss you so much
I miss you I do
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I miss you so much
I miss you I do
I wanna go home
I wanna go home

i wanna go home

been struggling hard making anything, it’s like I lost all inspiration and motivation. i really want to keep making music though it’s just I’m never happy with anything I make or it just doesn’t sound good enough. this past year I have been thinking; everyday I tell myself I need to try to make a song and never do and scrap it because it’s bad and I stress myself out on it even though there’s no need to, then I start questioning myself am I even good? Why the fuck cant I write? lol I don’t want to quit but just know I’m trying my hardest every song I make to be better than the last, atleast I try. Literally been having writers block for over a year now. So just know I’m still here, but I’ll never know when my next song will be released; they’ll just come out as I finish them :)

lyrics

i just wanna be okay 
sick of this shit in my brain 
i cant write the same 
i could barely make a song now
i wanted this music shit to work out
but honestly it’s feeling so forced now
maybe I should let it go 
maybe I should give it up 
i’m so tired i don’t wanna breathe 
glue my eyes I don’t wanna see
everything I love dies in front of me 
how could I keep going through this tragedy

tragedy (neverforever)

p. michael harrison

i forgot where I was going
there’s a lot inside my mind and im just hoping
that you’d be there to listen and console me 
cause lately ive been feeling fucking lonely 
could you hold me?
cause it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair 
could you kill me where I stand while I stare into your face
I could never let it out all the shit I wanna say
you really showed me how easy it is to be replaced 
just hope he doesn’t die by the hands of knives I shaped
I hope you fall to guilt I hope you feel like shit
just know it’s all your fault that he can’t raise his kids
now you’re a single mom with no will to live
maybe you shouldn’t have been a fucking bitch
cause it’s not fair
it’s not fair
it’s not fair 
it’s not fair

not fair (michael harrison)

prod neverforever

mastered by hauri

lyrics

(cyzun)
go head run along
bouta drink to this song
i just wanna feel okay 
but i cant when im not at home
i just wanna be alone
taking addys to the dome
i dont ever wanna see you
but when i do idk
how to feel anything
brain stalls when i think
the way you flickered the nightlight
shouldve seen it coming in hindsight
i was tryna get my mind right
its like you planned it at the right time
i was tryna get my mind right
you fucked it up at the worst time
cause its taking its toll on me to see you

(brecken)
yea yea i dont like the way that ima think
i cant go to sleep without a drink
every night i think of you and me
wish that i could finish what i wanted
took my heart to flaunt it then you broke it
i cant take this no more i been hopeless
but it dont even matter no more
nah cuz i dont wanna see you like that
i wish i could tell you what you really meant to me when we were close
now its so far away i can’t remember ur face unless both of my eyes been closed
i saw a part of me twisted up in your head
but I couldn’t see whachu did til i got to the end of the roach
kicked to curb pushed to the edge
i didn’t know until you told me so
i hit the road i had nothing to own
all that i wanted is leaving the throne
& i could be honest but you wouldnt know
now you gon know it in hindsight

(cyzun)
go head run along
bouta drink to this song
i just wanna feel okay 
but i cant when im not at home
i just wanna be alone
taking addys to the dome
i dont ever wanna see you
but when i do idk

(brecken & cyzun)
go ahead run along
i wont be touchin my phone
not cuz you hurt me a lot
its cuz i think you a hoe
go ahead run along
i wont be touchin my phone
not cuz you hurt me a lot
its cuz i think you a hoe

hindsight w/ brecken (neverforever)

song by gigi perez https://soundcloud.com/gigi4perez 
covered by me

lyrics

I saw her in the rightest way
Looking like Anne Hathaway
Laughing while she hit her pen
And coughed, and coughed
And then, she came up to my knees
Begging, "Baby, would you please?
Do the things you said you'd do to me, to me?"
Oh, won't you kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor?
And when you get a taste, can you tell me what's my flavor?
I don't believe in God, but I believe that you're my savior
My mom says that she's worried, but I'm covered in His favor
And when we're getting dirty, I forget all that is wrong
I sleep so I can see you 'cause I hate to wait so long
I sleep so I can see you and I hate to wait so long
She took my fingers to her mouth
The kind of thing that makes you proud
That nothing else had ever
Worked out, worked out
And maybe I tried other things
But nothing can capture the sting
Of the venom she's gonna spit out right now
Oh, won't you kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor?
When you get a taste, can you tell me what's my flavor?
I don't believe in God, but I believe that you're my savior
I know that you've been worried, but you're dripping in my favor
And when we're getting dirty, I forget all that is wrong
I sleep so I can see you 'cause I hate to wait so long
I sleep so that I can see you and I hate to wait so long
And we can run away to the walls inside your house
I can be the cat, baby, you can be the mouse
And we can laugh off things that we know nothing about
We can go forever until you wanna sit it out

sailor song

prod. den

its so cold 
in this home
whered u go?
whered u go?
whered u go?
we watch the snow fall
you place your hands on my face
a feeling to keep me warm
until we head back to ur place
its so cold 
in this home
whered u go?
whered u go?
whered u go?
its so cold 
in this home
whered u go?
whered u go?
whered u go?

pushpull w/ notcursed (den)

prod. michael harrison

lyrics

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

am i worth saving
reflection in the mirror says he hates me
a shell of me walks through life bravely
knowing how brittle ive been lately
its crazy
i dont cry, its just to tiring
i wont lie, its eating every part of me
cause i tried, but failing too damaging
now i shy, at the thought of someone loving me

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

brittle (michael harrison)

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featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4

take my soul w/ unknxwn. (yapuzi)

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LYRICS:

(benedixhion)
i don’t wanna talk at all
you said you love me but you don’t
you never fucking call
not at all
once had feelings
now i’m fucking numb
hope the end comes quickly
no one’s gunna miss me
miss when you would kiss me
now i guess i’m better off alone
tell my mamma i ain’t comin home

(cyzun)
I really hate my life 
I wasted so much time 
You played with my mind 
I’m leaving you in the past 
Because of you I’m sad 
But i want you back 
I’m taking these drugs so I can’t feel
It makes it much easier to fucking heal
It’s killing me slowly but I’m still here
My minds getting fucked up can I disappear

(benedixhion)
i don’t wanna talk at all
you said you love me but you don’t
you never fucking call
not at all
once had feelings
now i’m fucking numb
hope the end comes quickly

cyzun

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