Prod. Michael Harrison

I need you 
but you’re so far
I’m see through
this is my heart 

Oh my god, where are you right now 
I want you here to hear your sounds 
Why the fuck can’t you teleport 
I know it’s kinda funny but I wanna see you more 
And I hate it, I wish that you were closer 
And everyday I say this, you want me to come over 
And I hate to leave you waiting, but I’m scared of your mother 
I want to meet her soon, but for now I’ll just suffer

I need you 
but you’re so far
I’m see through 
this is my heart

why tf can’t you just teleport

(prod. heyzbee)

(3x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied 

i don’t lie when i say the things i do 
girl i promise everything i say is true 
not gonna lie my life you have consumed 
i’m in a place that you can not presume 
girl i might just, blackout 
i just need you, right now 
i was lost but, i’m found 
girl i just need, your sounds 
let me promise everything 
i promise there’s no better things 
i want this, this is not no fling 
like girl you are my centerpiece 

(2x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied 

i don’t want just pleasure 
i can’t breathe my head hurts
the love i have is for sure
but at some points it’s torture
girl you’ve become my home 
the one place that i go 
promise that im not stoned 
these are honest words oh 
i’ve been going, babe you know it 
even struggling, still focusing 
you’re my focus, have you noticed 
how i’m moving, it’s only for it 
yeah, okay, i’m really just moving different in your face
okay, i know you be hating on the low but that’s okay 
okay, this scene got me feeling some type of way, i hate 
okay, that positivity is damn fake
okay, won’t catch me in the those circles, yeah lame 
(3x)
okay, i promise that i’m never gonna change 

(2x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied

i’ll die

Picking up the pieces once again 
And I been sending mixed signals 
hoping that you pick up on em
wanted that reaction 
feelin like im steppin on em 
And you just want a fraction 
picking at the pieces oh
When showing up is decent 
Where did you go 
I don’t think I could ask 
I don’t think I could ask for better 
And deserve it 
I don’t deserve it no 

I just wanna let it breathe
I just gotta let it be 

Yeah they might not know how this shit get started 
but we sure know how to make it end 
keepin that tally 3 9’s out ten 
I been thinkin too much 
But I don’t need a break 

Break break 
I just need a break 
I just need a break break from the fake ones 
I just need a big break and a bank one
I see you running round the 2 
With the fake blues 
they catching up to you 
someday it’ll ring true 
I keep the armor on me 
I see my twin neat 
and all my brothers eat 
I’m awake through the night 
sleepin at the sunrise 

And I been sending mixed signals 
hoping that you pick up on em
wanted that reaction 
feelin like im steppin on em 
And you just want a fraction 
picking at the pieces oh
When showing up is decent 
Where did you go 
I don’t think I could ask 
I don’t think I could ask for better 
And deserve it 
I don’t deserve it no

i don't need a break (iledless)

lyrics 
im sweating thru my clothes
do u feel me
u dont know shit about the real me
wake up just to vomit
could u heal me
wake up check my phone and then its back to sleep

ion do this for u
bitch i do it for me
can i skip this cutscene
already know this story
oh it gets disgusting 
my dreams way too gorey
dont know why they care cuz im just way too boring 

hold onto me dear
itll be alright 
im at peace with it
im along for the ride
ive been losing sleep
but still i feel just fine
such an awful sight 
oh it could make me cry

oh my hair is curling like it did before
im gritting thru my teeth i feel like im at war
salt forms on my body from this ocean shore
and if i could rewrite it i dont think i would

im sweating thru my clothes
do u feel me
u dont know shit about the real me
wake up just to vomit
could u heal me
wake up check my phone and then its back to sleep
ion do this for u
bitch i do it for me
can i skip this cutscene
already know this story
oh it gets disgusting 
my dreams way too gorey
dont know why they care cuz im just way too boring

at war (wraith x ne'erdowell)

lyr


im seeing blood on my walls
idk where we are
spending my life in a stall
im raising the bar
oh its a toll on my heart
oh i dont care who u are
oh i got tears in my eyes
oh we’re alone in the dark
oh i think its better if u shut up
whats the point of wasting breath on a dead husk
you know i got reasons not to trust up
i think i feel cameras focused on us

whyd i build it up just to fall
i got seven empty bottles lining up the walls
its terrible 
its horrible 
i know it so just stop
can u drag me away before i try to risk it all
oh i tried
gave it my all
i feel im being watched
can u shelter me at all
mold is by my feet at the base of the wall
i could never breathe thru this smog like u could

u should rly think abt it b4 u speak first
u should rly think abt it b4 u speak first
diving off this building going feet first 
feet first, aight im goin knees first

im seeing blood on my walls
idk where we are
spending my life in a stall
im raising the bar
oh its a toll on my heart
oh i dont care who u are
oh i got tears in my eyes
oh we’re alone in the dark
oh i think its better if u shut up
whats the point of wasting breath on a dead husk
you know i got reasons not to trust up
i think i feel cameras focused on us

food4thought (hollowprpl x sorrowbringer)

produced by hero <3
mastered by neerdowell <3

I like this track a lot :)

Lyrics
- - - - -
I’ve gone through everything at least a thousand times (a thousand times)
Why don’t you tell me what you mean and save the time (and save the time)
I threw apologies, as if they weren’t mine (so wastefully)
And after everything you said, you weren’t mine (Just make-believe)

I remember the good times
I remember the bad
All the things we would talk of
How u hated your dad
All the plans for the future
How I’m happy I knew u
I was talking right through you
Now you don’t message back

Hand in hand
You led me back
To lands where in
You left me stranded
I’m the puppet
My heart manned it
I cant go against demands its

Not up to me
So baby spin that fantasy
I’ll lose all reality
As long as you keep feeding it

I love when you deceive me
Love it when you need me
Greed is the poison
That seeps from my needle
Feeble and weakened
Dead by the weekend
Toss and I turn to return to my grieving

Leave me for the graves
Fall into decay
Not another way
And that’s okay
I don’t need to be 
More than memory
Behind your faces
Replaced with
The next one on the chopping block
The places
Vacations
Maybe that’ll rid me from your brain
It’s escaping
Every fucking step you’ve ever taken
Piece of your creation
A mangled demonstration
Of coping in this matrix  
Hoping there's a day
Where we make it to oasis

I’ve gone through everything at least a thousand times (a thousand times)
Why don’t you tell me what you mean and save the time (and save the time)
I threw apologies, as if they weren’t mine (so wastefully)
And after everything you said, you weren’t mine (Just make-believe)


make believe (prod. hero)

lyrics 
im so at peace with it
i got this blood on my hands
with dirt on my boots
something is wrong with me
i wish i could figure out
but im on the move
i got a seven inch blade on my belt
i got a 9 milli round in my head
im seeing shrapnel from all of the shells
i got a first class ticket to death

anthrax and ricin inside of the water
i thought it was safe but its making it worse
and the gentleman i saw two weeks ago
is getting his body locked up in a hearse
things are the same
oh these things never change
and thats what i thought fore they landed a curse
i wear this uni to cover my burns
and i grab my rifle and put it on burst


theres tears inside my flesh
but it got easier to breath
im barely still standing 
but unchecked is still their greed
ill fight until i cant and when i cant then i can sleep
think about this clearly so that you could find peace

im so at peace with it
i got this blood on my hands
with dirt on my boots
something is wrong with me
i wish i could figure out
but im on the move
i got a seven inch blade on my belt
i got a 9 milli round in my head
im seeing shrapnel from all of the shells
i got a first class ticket to death

at peace (wraith x ne'erdowell)

lyrics

all the castles we've built washed away with the sand 
everytime that i'm drawn in, i'm lost by the hand

though we may never see the world that we've come to build
i kind of get the sense that we all run on will
i've got my eyes moving quite rapid but i'm running still
like, girl you run my thoughts like it's just for the thrill

i keep it cool, just like the oceans wind
i'm hugging on to stone, it's subtle but its cold
you threw my notepad, is this all i've been told
i thought it was love for the ages but i guess this ones grown old

arms in my pockets just to see what i've been holding deep
maybe if i knew myself better i wouldn't have to
climb every mountain thats twice as steep
do you want to jump in the shallow end
that's just my sleep

i found you when i was locking in
but i don't think you could ever understand 
'coz i had it locked in a cage
bottled my rage, just for the sake
of being able to stand

stand, stand, stand, stand
i'll throw my life on the line drawing my name in the sand
sand, sand, sand, sand
know every castle we built's washed away but i demand your hand

washed away

washed away (coffeelover)

In My Head (BASS BOOSTED)

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

prod. den

its so cold 
in this home
whered u go?
whered u go?
whered u go?
we watch the snow fall
you place your hands on my face
a feeling to keep me warm
until we head back to ur place
its so cold 
in this home
whered u go?
whered u go?
whered u go?
its so cold 
in this home
whered u go?
whered u go?
whered u go?

pushpull w/ notcursed (den)

cyzun

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