this has a good flow :o really nice vocals too

Lyrics⬇️

its not a coincidence that i ruin everything in life
maybe if i just applied myself then they would think I tried 

i cant get myself to try if i dont think i have anything i should live for
why dont i just do more
cuz i spent way too many cold nights on the floorboards
i wish i could restore
i wish i could feel more

but i been stuck like this for longer than you know 
i dont feel like anybody even thinks that i could grow
cuz its been like this forever i dont see a place to go
i dont think that its been better but i swear that i can hope
i wish that you saw my life through my eyes and then you’d know 
that every single night since you been gone i felt broke
& i dont even tell you why i love myself, i dont
cuz i dont even tell you that i trust myself, i dont

i check my phone
its jus like a 100 messages to come home
i dont wanna do that anytime id rather be alone
 i been chillin on my own
im still happy what i chose

back then i swear i would do the most
and nowdays im not even close but you still think ill overdose

and it dont matter what i say if you dont think ill ever know
just how you really feel every time i touch the stove

all my cells have been straight burned from all the stuff inside my body
clearly i been stuck on every oerson who ever turned on me

please dont stab my back
i would rather do anything just to hear ur laugh
again 
i would do everything i never did up inside my head
i was stuck up in my bed everytime you time you said im next up
i dont wanna hear u tell me that im just the best of 3
bet those 2 other people had everything over me

best of 3 (mackk)

lyrics


when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me would you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

not what i want
disbelief in what i saw
is it all good now
as it all burns down

bullshit on my phone
i had to cut it off
tell me am i prone
to losing what i got
sometimes u jus have
to let it run its course
i pour up this liquor 
and my fate restored

when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me wuld you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

made of ice (sorrowbringer)

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @vito2300, @breckenford
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter & @itschrismarek
Cover by Amy Rose/safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_ggkLZCXOI

lyrics:
Taylor's Diary:
do you fuck with me for real, or is this just some sick joke?
if you plan on leaving now, go ahead I’ll grab the rope
bet I jump right off this bridge while the rope digs in my throat
I just need you in my hands, swear to god, I won’t let go 

I need you right hear
you're my new chandelier
met that girl in Cleveland, now my team's the cavaliers 
tryna overcome these obsticals, I’m too filled up with fear
every girl I fell in love with made a ocean full of tears 

I fucked up when I looked in your eyes
my ex went away, I hate goodbyes
you gotta get used to days where I cry
you gotta get used to days where I’m fried
blue eyes, they fit you so very well
tell all of my secrets to the mirror he would never tell
it had to be some magic cause the love that you give is more then a spell 
I’m so glad that you pulled me outta hell 
blue eyes, blue skies, I can’t tell the difference
'cause I still hide behind despise
and when you find out, it’s good riddance, yeah

brecken:
why you tripping, baby?
I could feel the distance lately
listen what I'm saying when i tell you we could make it
you think that I'm crazy
i think that you way too dangerous 
and you been changing up the path that i thought we created

i've been defeated because i been tryin' my hardest
and you just never wanna see it i get pushed in the darkness
all my feelings i been grieving gettin' tossed in the garbage 
and i just can't explain the thought I'm seeing without you just dippin', departin'
yeah, you would wait where ever that i'm parkin at
now i feel like it really might be far from that
now i'd do anything to get that parking pass back
if i could just explain what you been disregarding
and thank god, that i ain't somehow have a heart attack
saw the dog tags from my brodies, and i thought it made my soul collapse 
i just used to think that I can't be a part of that
but i just gotta face my fears, and dying friends is part of that
lemme roll a wrap
i'm anxious with my peers I readjust my hard hat
i been stupid sad
when i'm at work i cannot focus i get sidetracked
i'm just in my head
i'm just tryna get out before friday hits
and if not i don't think i'll make it up to the weekend

VITO:
get you going
got you feeling right
and when you're coming down
I'll be there to hold you tight
and now you remember
i loved you forever
just call me whenever
and we'll be together

i don't wanna pick a side
don't know to play it tight
you been on my head tonight
i thought a lot about it
dude you can't change my mind
so come meet me on the outside, the ouside
hearts pierced through the middle
skin strung out and briddle
don't care about me a little
being up in the littles
dig my head in the pillow
i'm exchanged for the willow
man i cry till i'm mellow
comes back around, tell me "hello."

Taylor's Diary - some sick joke (ft. VITO & brecken) (cxrter & chrismarek)

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

produced by @nevermadeithome & @prodjolst ✨ 

when you open your eyes 
there’s a message from me
it says “good morning baby girl”
and “how did you sleep? 
did you pack yet? can you call and when are you free?
and im sorry i was fucked up the whole week”
i’m adjusting, feeling this is not normal for me 
i feel disgusting but i’m cool whenever we speak 
you love your coffee, i’ve always been more fond of a tea
you love your hockey, i’m learning girl just be patient with me, please 

and stay happy cus you’re moving tomorrow
so pack up all those mugs
return the books that you borrowed
it’s a double edged sword i know there’s some sorrow
but your dad’ll be fine
i know it sucks but you gotta go
5 nights on the road with a carload 
on the way to BC just avoid all the potholes
when you’re in your tent all alone with a bottle
and you’re lookin up at stars
i hope you know that your moms right there 

when you’re down baby please will you tell me?
i’ve been gone lately, i know it doesn’t help things 
don’t feel bad girl it’s not your cross to carry
i’m under mud from the weight that ive buried
you’re honestly fucking pretty damn amazing
a lots changed but i’ve always said the same things
“its not fate” i tell myself, then it kills me
you honestly will never know how much youve helped me :( 

when you open your eyes 
there’s a message from me
it says “good morning baby girl”
and “how did you sleep? 
did you pack yet? can you call and when are you free?
and im sorry i was fucked up the whole week”
i’m adjusting, feeling this is not normal for me 
i feel disgusting but i’m cool whenever we speak 
you love your coffee, i’ve always been more fond of a tea
you love your hockey, i’m learning girl just be patient with me, please

canada (nevermadeithome x jolst)

don't want this to end

lyrics<3

girl you tore up that apartment
when we started growing cold

someones daughter, needs a father
but he left her all alone

left the bar when i was carded
wasent 21 years old

took my heart, now its discarded
whyd you use it as your own?

last ditch, i rest my eyes in a parked car
so sick i left my wine on ur bar cart
time ticks and love will leave u with a dark scar
words slip and i think you just took it too far

where do we go?
im stuck on the outside
been losing control
been losing my damn mind
but you’ll never kmow
our loves on a faultline
turn me to stone
when im gazing at ur green eyes

baby i think thats toxic
maybe you think im all wrong
one word and im changing the topic
suprised myself that im moving on

yet u coiodnt care less
7 days same clothes got a loose neck
i was down on my own like a reject
pardon my problems i feel like a nuisance

last month i saw your mom in that walmart
on lunch i shed some tears on my carhartt
as kids we measured heights and left a door mark
we grew quick it’s such a shane we didn’t go far

fault line [jacob vallen]

raindrops on concrete w/ cray (cxrter)

Call me baby .m4a

lyrics
Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

No I never was supposed to have enough of you
But closer only helps as much as patches do
I swear I’ll try it all for you
I’ll bare the weight til
These weary legs fail
The wires tangle
And I’m stranded, mangled

I’m doing all that I can
What is it all for
All for the damn war
I feel the blood on my hands
I feel like less of a man
why do we do this
Wasting the meaning of human
Already know that I don’t wanna do it
Girl 
Raising the blade isn’t worth what it’s proving

Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

swords (hero x emptychest)

@imhalfhearted on insta <3

“halfhearted” on spotify

gray

fault line [jacob vallen]

halfhearted

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