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Lyrics
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You don’t know me at all
Wait til you witness the fall
I’ve got these scars on my arms
From where you tore me apart

Just wanna get in the car
And drive as far as I can
I’m just a shell of a man
I’m just a corpse tryna stand

Kill the pain
But it’s hard with these hands of mine
I shake too much when I grip that knife
I don’t know how the fuck im supposed to live my life
I don’t mind but I don’t mind

You could tell me that this lasts forever but I
Wouldn’t lie you shouldn’t lie

You could tell me that it’s now or never but I
I’m Trapped inside, I’m trapped inside 

Say I’m okay but I’m sick of it baby
I miss the times when your voice didn’t break me
I think I’m sick of my own hesitation
Constantly changing, I fucking hate me
Hoping this dagger will save me
Dripping this blood off my wrist
I feel like shit
I got a stain on my fit
Finding a vein and I’m hitting a crit

You don’t know me at all
Wait til you witness the fall
I’ve got these scars on my arms
From where you tore me apart

Just wanna get in the car
And drive as far as I can
I’m just a shell of a man
I’m just a corpse tryna stand

Kill the pain
But it’s hard with these hands of mine
I shake too much when I grip that knife
I don’t know how the fuck im supposed to live my life
I don’t mind but I don’t mind

trapped (godonline)

lyr


i just sit and rot in the brine
yeah
i just need to shut off my mind
give it time
i cant cus ive been wasting mine
every night
im guided back by scary sprites
you can stay a while
promise i dont mind
can u spare some life i been wasting mine
i should just retire
starting cutting ties
everythings on fire
but it all feels fine

shit in life much different than what i learned before 
hiding so much shit behind a metaphor 
can u let me in im banging on the door
on the door
i been here since half past four

ur asking me to do shit that i cant
theres a reason i keep telling you its out of my hands
i knew you werent listening from way in advance 
i keep writing garbage this’ll probably get canned


i just sit and rot in the brine
yeah
i just need to shut off my mind
give it time
i cant cus ive been wasting mine
every night
im guided back by scary sprites
you can stay a while
promise i dont mind
can u spare some life i been wasting mine
i should just retire
starting cutting ties
everythings on fire
but it all feels fine

a hailstorm of nuclear warheads dropping in my vicinity (sorrowbringer)

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive, 

shitty take, what y say, ik ur joking right,
we gon pull up with them toys, we staying up all night, 
yea u better watch ur back they're lurking with the knife, 
you will see the light, 
the fire will ignite,

eating all these shots, when will I just let go, 
I won’t work w u, a snake since the get go,  
I’ve been feeling blue, I deserve a halo 

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

im a bad guy, put them bodies in a freezer, 
telling lies in my head, I don’t need her,
But they know I do all this just to please her

and I know that I’m fucked up crazy,
2 blades on my hip cuz they hate me ,
and I promise I won’t change as of lately,
2 pills in my cup it’s amazing x2

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

get me high [tiresss]

lyrics<3

girl you tore up that apartment
when we started growing cold

someones daughter, needs a father
but he left her all alone

left the bar when i was carded
wasent 21 years old

took my heart, now its discarded
whyd you use it as your own?

last ditch, i rest my eyes in a parked car
so sick i left my wine on ur bar cart
time ticks and love will leave u with a dark scar
words slip and i think you just took it too far

where do we go?
im stuck on the outside
been losing control
been losing my damn mind
but you’ll never kmow
our loves on a faultline
turn me to stone
when im gazing at ur green eyes

baby i think thats toxic
maybe you think im all wrong
one word and im changing the topic
suprised myself that im moving on

yet u coiodnt care less
7 days same clothes got a loose neck
i was down on my own like a reject
pardon my problems i feel like a nuisance

last month i saw your mom in that walmart
on lunch i shed some tears on my carhartt
as kids we measured heights and left a door mark
we grew quick it’s such a shane we didn’t go far

fault line [jacob vallen]

lyrics

stuck in a station 
5 minutes late but i told u i made it
deep in the mix, deep in the swamp
drink on the job, yeah i'm lit while i'm painting

i think it's getting too easy for u 
i'll go on airplane (mode) just to conform with the norm (toxic)
i can't connect all the dots in the moshpit
but baby i love it

u say i'm off
baby i'm just in that transition phase where you move through the mountains
i'm hopping i'm bouncing
i'm on this beat like a wave
i'm surrounded, by this darkness

replenish my soul, close my eyes and i spark it 
i'm feeling lifted but really i'm grounded
where's the fountain?
bags under eyes like i'm down in the dumps

really it's hard just to rid all these bumps
aged twice as fast now with what i've become

i think you're missing the point
i've got my lips wrapped around this ol' joint
walking around with these old joints
flicking my fingers with old coins

maybe you're missing the point exactly
all of my truth is foggy and ashy
show my beliefs in the worst way
i've got an-

i've got an ear for the darkest guitar
i see the words when i poke at my heart
i need to ask more questions, make less statements
i know it's sounding bizarre

figure i should do it then say it 
i've gotta make this less complicated for u
leave u on seen for a day then i call u
picking the pieces like a machine

let me come clean to you baby
i've got these doubts all stuck in my head
i was a teen slow dripping to death
so is what i'm doing a myth

missing, i'm missing (you)
the distance is killing (me)
but i'll be ok i'm a man on a mission
this pains on my hit list

maybe it won't go, maybe it won't go
but ion need to wish it 
baby the systems in place like a prison
i keep the bad thoughts away from the vision

what for?

what for? (secre x caves)

think about it (prod. Eric Godlow)

i'll try to remember

lyrics below

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems
so oblivious to everything you do i have receipts
you wont look at them youd rather act like youre asleep

colder than ive ever been but i sweat in my sheets
but its not what you think
every part of my body push myself to the brink
you only do some things and i do a whole lot
make me feel like nothing
i wish that i could stop

baby baby quit the bluffing i know you dont wanna talk
and it feels like you’re steady runnin from everything i want
you could walk walk walk
ill be there until the end
push me out way farther than you ever thought id get
i cant admit that it was all up n my head
cuz i got eyes and i know what i see is dead

gimme time and gimme effort then youll know know
wasted lies because i saw right thru your skull skull skull
maybe try as if you’re cutting with a knife and it was dull
cuz right now how youre doing it, ur not cutting anything but my soul

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems

hate you remind me of my ex
wish that you never told me that
wish that you told me i was better than they was
when i was alone that night

cuz i was on my own had no more strength to fight
no more length in life
tortured tained eyes
and you don’t realize anything that you’ve done

receipts (yunnygoldz)

darkslide

“TOME”

Well i've been stuck inside these cycles, yeah they running my life
Yeah I look fine on top the surface, but when I'm outta the sight of others
I crawl back to these vices; stealing my life of color
My laundry piled up and dirt clogged up the gutter
~
Each day I get a glimmer of hope tho
Faded on a wednsday
Living like a hobo
Brain so fogged up, frozen like a photo
no one know the real me satoshi nakamoto
~
Guess thats how its meant to be
If I don't hold nobody close than I can't lose em
I've tried bout every remedy
I just wish I'd see my life from a new lens
Fuck that Imma drown in the deep end
Descend back
Imma dwell on the pretense
But i'll pretend that
I'm fine.
but i'm not tho
Lying like a plot hole
Fiendin for a fix my hands are shaky like vibrato

  

Cycles III [prod. Drecyy]

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