“As i stare before the barrel of your gun”🔥

one of the best songs from the underground in weeks

Enjoy, word to guda and michael for producing this masterpiece!

Lyrics: 

Satisfy that crave my love 
Devour all that’s left 
I’ll be fine don’t worry, take that bite out of my chest 
I knew you would be the one to come and make it end 
Ok I’ll stop talking now, I seem to make no sense 
Do you see it on my face, all emotions are reset 
My files been corrupted, is that what you do to friends? 
Air it out, all that dirty laundry that you kept 
Pretty please don’t choke this time, it’s necessary for what’s next 
Sigh

Momentary happiness or temporary love 
A chemical imbalance made to fit me like a glove 
I’ve been stagnant in these waters but the worst is yet to come
The Sirens in the distance know exactly what I want 
Any moment I’ll go down and finally find the peace I crave 
Oh the simple sense of silence as I sink and meet my fate
The swell is warm this time of year just dive right in and have a taste 
It’s ok I had it coming all the sorrows been erased 

(I sometimes don’t feel like I belong here)

Devour (prod. guda + michael harrison)

yeah you can keep that to yourself 
I don’t need to know that 
I don’t need to know that
No I don’t need to know
Just Leave my heart at ease 
Understand this final plea 
find the placement underneath 
this level of trust has gone too deep 
this rust has gotten to me 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

And I’ll let myself down first that’s the way it goes that’s the way it goes 
Slip away but I thought that’s why you chose yeah I thought that’s what you chose 

If you got a selective memory 
Just choose the best of me for now 
And you can point it right back at me I’ll 
redirect this mess right back at you 
All I ever wanted 
Was the skeleton in your closet 
Now he haunts me
He’s haunting me and he’s got me by the neck 
It’s holding tight for everything I said 
I try run away from this heart attack 
But I can’t see an ending 
I can’t see an ending for this

selective memory (king theta)

a quick check up on my background i dont wanna hear ya i would rather back down
they keep trying hard to bad mouth mee
but i been on the sidewalk come and find me
light post gleamin loud on the side road
stay close show that you dont got ur eyes closed
cement under my feet
it make me walk slow
i dont want no beef
i just wanna go
go to where the sun is can try and lay back
but when i peel the layers back it feel so bad
but ill put on a mask ill cover up everything that i had done in past life
maybe this isnt so bad (i lied)
but maybe this is all i have

come right back 
i been keen to that
oh I been thinkin bout how i would do this all night
a
it made realize that i dont needa push a pill and fill gut up with some drugs to have a good time
 
can you tell me if this real life
i been dissociating every time im outside
but im trying hard to know what its gon feel like
if i stay inside forever i think that ill die

i need something else that i can put in my mind
but i dont need no help i only trust my eyes

square up it wont be too long til you eat my dust
haircut i evade that punch cuz im to fast to make up anything im doing its all feeling like im dangerous
i dont even love it any more and i been shameless
i dont even care to what the date is
i would rather sit here while im staring at this painting
paint a picture of you and me
everything it coulda been
and the truth is im still feel alone on the medicine it don’t make a difference

sidewalk (nate2timez x yunnygoldz)

lyrics

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

i sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

i see you in my doorframe
at night when i cant move
i take your words as truth but
you never tell the truth

i think it’s better if i
jus listen to you
i split my head to get you
out of my thoughts for good

sifting thru the dark
in the midst of a storm
i had seen the marks
bb i dont wanna die alone
i had seen a spark
followed by a fire
i got two weeks
till i disappear forever

sat thru months of bad weather
i had lived thru u
its better now
i collapse
in front of u 
but ur used to it
im too useless

trial by_fire (p. sorrowbringer)

i hear cracks from the mirrors inside
glitter n light in front of my eyes
with it coming too close into sight
scared of what might be coming alive
i left notes about taking my life
and the scenes that unfold in my mind
give me reasons for why i should hide
now that i’ve seen their hollow disguise

my sudden demise
they’d cope
but i can’t lie
they’d know
that i had died with hope
lost

i feel my heart turn cold
pick up a moss clad stone
sneaking along cold floors
now

then i see it
turn of the corner
i hear heavy breathing
running for cover
the terror is seething
at this point there’s no god to believe in

oxygen low, bone dry
sucking out all my life
clenching my fists, ready to fight
checking again if i’m dead or alive

the daylight vanished before i could catch it (dash)

The Ruiner

You & Me

lyrics 

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

and i claw out my eyes
so i cant see what i’ve done 
and i rip out my throat 
so i cant speak to anyone 
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im
oh im
oh im

what would it take 
for u to listen when i warn you
im in the party bleeding out
in the corner
is it me 
or are the lights shutting off
pls check my wrist so that im truly gone

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

wipe that stupid smile off your face (p. wraithontheporch)

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

Haunted

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