https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlEMFfHQKs

@kiryano

I’m slowly gettin there but I’m not even close 
I’m looking back to when you hugged me and I froze 
and tbh now I feel just like a ghost 
I cannot love you if you don’t want me to grow 

do it for the feeling in my chest 
it doesn’t look like it but I still try my best 
will you pick me up when I’m a mess? 
or I guess just leave me where I’m at 

thru my window watch the trees move in the wind 
I feel your sunlight in in my heart and on my skin 
and I don’t even wanna think of all my sins 
I know I can’t go back to where I’ve been 

I do what I can just to feel like me again
I would show you what I mean but it’s so hard 2explain 
they don’t understand what I go thru in my head 
what I go thru everyday just so I can feel ok

mess (kiryano) vid in desc

Had this in the vault since fall 2021.. thought i might aswell release it

lil dovas + emotionals3k – PMA

@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM

I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

be w/ u

be w/ u [+ recyclebin & april21]

https://linktr.ee/AGAINSTTHEGRAINN MERCH
doing this my way
i think that u conceaded
im getting high today
when she off a flat she tweaking
i feel like the script
im alive but im barely breathing
pouring up a mix in this cup
imma drown my feelings

if u really say so baby imma lay low
i know that u need me baby pls dont k hole
i want u to keep everything is so slow
i dont wanna go home when im home im all alone

when im home im never known
when im home the love is gone
in my zone im getting on

im not the best at this
but i aint gotta tell you that
theres no meaning to it 
came home from the show with 2 racks
we got a bad romance
but baby i could get you a bag
if i tell you this
i dont fall in love that fast


doing this my way
i think that u conceaded
im getting high today
when she off a flat she tweaking
i feel like the script
im alive but im barely breathing
pouring up a mix in this cup
imma drown my feelings

its not that  deep at all
its not that deep to call
take the weekend off we can sit and talk
i have wasted years of trying
this time its my turn
done this shit forever
but this time its not a blur

its not a blur i swear
always tell u things 
that i keep dear
this is about the things i hear
thats my only fear

doing this my way
i think that u conceaded
im getting high today
when she off a flat she tweaking
i feel like the script
im alive but im barely breathing
pouring up a mix in this cup
imma drown my feelings

barely bbreathing [subaru]

every single night+sglily [bigdog30k+sg37]

wanna live in ur world
wanna live in ur day
this is my first i can take it away
u know my heart hurts the way it all change
i will take it back to you i know its okay

x2
im so insecure its crazy im actually manic
im so anxious its amazing thats why i love xanax
told u things that i promised to never speak about
when i say that i love you i wont leave it out

dirty tricks
up ur sleeve
hate the gossip
hate everything in between u and me
i know u will
 be with me
hate my life u make it bright
ur everything that i see

so many situation ive been picking apart
im off the excstacy im telling u straight from my heart
u walking next to me u make me feel like ima star
im fed up on me i hope that u love me its hard

x2
im so insecure its crazy im actually manic
im so anxious its amazing thats why i love xanax
told u things that i promised to never speak about
when i say that i love you i wont leave it out

i cant go without u there
its so hard for me to care
about the things that arent you
about the things that arent you


its too much for me to hear
if i leave im never there
swear this life is not for you
swear this life is not for you

i cant go without u there
its so hard for me to care
about the things that arent you
about the things that arent you


its too much for me to hear
if i leave im never there
swear this life is not for you
swear this life is not for you

dirty tricks [silver+methboiswag+filipmakesbeats+roxa}

traveling thru time
see the blood spill
the blood isnt mine
she can touch me
her touch is divine
the way that we move
intertwine
i gotchu
you that im kind
give my life colors
i never seen before
is that a crime
they always stare at me
i ask them why 
they say nvm

i can find it
deep within you
i can see it glow in ur chest
so collected but so different
baby u can be my guest
somewhere hidden find it someway
i left it all in the dark
i be swimming in this lake
i live a life with a carp
caressing ur love
never felt like this
nobody know all the damage we cause
i never cry like this
never been special
atleast i love who we are


traveling thru time
see the blood spill
the blood isnt mine
she can touch me
her touch is divine
the way that we move
intertwine
i gotchu
you that im kind
give my life colors
i never seen before
is that a crime
they always stare at me
i ask them why 
they say nvm

i can find it
deep within you
i can see it glow in ur chest
so collected but so different
baby u can be my guest
somewhere hidden find it someway
i left it all in the dark
i be swimming in this lake
i live a life with a carp

nobody know all the damage we cause
i never cry like this
never been special
atleast i love who we are

until we meet again
wasting life on earth
thats what i said

blacked out
u make me remember the most
im such a letdown
i be getting higher than most
i have a meltdown
i dont want u to take care of me
but u know i love when u care for me

dirty money got no manager
finders keepers find it first
u can find nowhere on this earth
thru the mud and all these dirt

traveling thru time
see the blood spill
the blood isnt mine
she can touch me
her touch is divine
the way that we move
intertwine
i gotchu
you that im kind
give my life colors
i never seen before
is that a crime
they always stare at me
i ask them why 
they say nvm

d1vine [with3r]

tap outtttttt

https://soundcloud.com/redpri3st
@arclightxo

Tell me im wrong
ur lies make me strong
dont wanna hold on
i dont know where i belong
u dont know the meaning
i wish u could see it 
could crash any minute
live life w no limits

I want you to see it
file deleted
inside I'm screaming
I feel so defeated
like I'm not enough
soon as we're back together we turn into dust
I feel so stuck
I've been dreaming of you for way too long
fucking with my heart
you broke it, I'm frozen
I'm way too tired of trying

Crash ft. Raye777「prod. arclightxo x redpriest」

featuring @d1vwv
produced @opal707 & @sg37
cover art, mix and master by me

who does that? i never got that
when i look at you id like it if u looked back
but tbh i dont blame u if u dont like what u see
if i acted really bad would u go and leave me be

youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
its not that i dont want you cus i really want u here
in my head i start comparing makes me wanna dissapear
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me

i stay awake all night just to get a sign from you
and i know i never try i could try with you 
baby i know that im wasting time so many things that i want to try
all day all night i just stay awake something bout u baby i dont wanna stay away
but i had to let u go cus
it was getting to my head
u didnt listen to a single thing i said
u say i overthink but i dont wanna sleep alone in my bed
the only thing i really care bout now is my bread

it just doesnt have to be so hard
i know that im overcomplicated
what i do u seem to disregard
i just think that it was me u hated
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want to
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want to
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want you

who does that + d1v (opal & sg37)

finally free 12/27
@boysnightsout
contact: d1vbno@gmail.com