January 2021 🔥

meeeeoww (o_^)/

(LYRICS)   ft @hammy     prod. @droozzzy
ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling
laying on the floor and the walls r moving closer

writing these songs just to get it out
i can see my own life and its fading now

      
I can see my own life and it's fading
I can see my own life and it's

life keeps fading 
mind is always racing
out in public 
hide my face 
like im Jason 
got the razor on me
if you hating
got my team around me
we just hanging

we just posted 
smoking potent
my hands are shaking 
I hope she doesn't notice 
I hate my mindset
it's hard to focus
when everything fucking seems so hopeless 

I don't want friends
I just want the end
I just wanna rest 
spend the day in bed 
I'll lay here till I'm dead
can't get out my head 
It's cause I'm trapped inside
It's such a lonely night

I live a lonely life
half the fucking time 
I don't feel alive
I know it's not alright
but I don't have the drive
to do anything
motivation inside 
keeps withering


ask why im down guess im used to it
walk around the mall wearing raf simons
i wont stay here forever thats sad
scared to show my face yeah
i should wear a mask
live in isolation that shit is gonna kill me
looking like a ghost when im walking through the building
i can see myself yea im hanging from the ceiling

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used to it +hamilton (prod. droozy)

(LYRICS) prod @anteven
let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

i had to face it
nothings gonna last forever
i had to break it
i put both my hands on the lever
i didnt save it
kno i just had to be clever
i wish i made it
gotta take my hand from the dark



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

imma get it tmrrw i got no time to think no more
and all the leads that i have followed
do u know what im searching for?
yea i know when i quit school that my life would just be depressing
see me walking through the mall in some rafs this aint no sketchers

and im losing my mind
thinking bout u like all the time
doing drugs to just kill time
and i know that u dont mind
and i know u dont mind it x3


i had to face it
nothings gonna last forever
i had to break it
i put both my hands on the lever
i didnt save it
kno i just had to be clever
i wish i made it
gotta take my hand from the dark



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

at home (prod. anteven)

@lil4c

Your heartbeat’s so loud in this room, in this town
And you’re bringing me down with your love
But it’s keeping my head on my shoulders, you’re keeping me up
Forget anybody who cares about us

I’m not getting over 
My head it’s so lonely 
You say that you need me
But don’t even know me
Your secrets are safe 
Anything you could say
And I swear I won’t break, I won’t fold, won’t complain about everything

My heart, unlock it
Know how I’m rocking
You keep me honest
Keep up, no stopping
These scripts, I’m off it
I can’t stop coughing 
My phone she’s calling...

Nobody knows, I keep it controlled
I wouldn’t tell what’s in my head
Nobody shows when I need them the most
I had to keep myself away, away...

head on my shoulders (@77709I)

blame me for everthing mix @buffalobang
love got lost in the wind
hate me for everthing
sometimes i jus start to think

what will my life bring
(idk)

the only thing i know
i love i love you i lost you

the only thing i know
i love you i love you i lost you

if i take my last breath
will u be there to watch me

and when i cash my last check
will u be there to cross me

been thinking loud lately
my thoughts they tell my to end myself
idk baby i think im starting to lose myself


the only thing i know
i love you i love you i lost you

the only thing i know
i love you i love you i lost you

she got the best of me
i was down on my knees
put my chest on freeze
idk if i breath

the only thing i know
i love you i love you i lost you

the only thing i know
i love you i love you i lost you

i did it all again i hurt myself
so i will never talk back

think its embarssing
think its embarssing
to be me

think its embarssing
think its embarssing
to be me

the only thing i know
i love you i love you i lost you

the only thing i know
i love you i love you i lost you

the only thing i know (prod.shinjin)

hell

drums, synths, bass - @blackwinterwells

guitar, vocals - @youngburial

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my bad
didn't mean to cause a wreck
if i'm the car u are the fence
laying dormant in a cog
my bad
almost had a heart attack
hydroplane on railroad tracks
laying dormant in a cog
i turned my back
i turned my back on everyone except4 u
i lost my cool
yeah i lost my cool
and maybe so did you
you lost it too
i was right and u were wrong you know it's true
i just wanna b seen 
i know you do too
it will cost
we will have to banish ego from the room
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mybad w/ blackwinterwells

Produced by @1vessel
Cover-art from 
instagram.com/toohot.jp

The willow grows
Fall asleep but not alone
Guide my feet when I'm low
Watch my steps and where I go
Pain unbearable
Fuck up in stereo
Sweet like caramel
I do terrible

Baby imma make a rack in my basement
Move around too much no patience
Keep my head down don't say shit
I don't get sober I stay lit
Too much trauma can't face it
I wont ever catch what I'm chasing
Said it once I'm not rephrasing
That reminds me of you I hate it
Wake up new day its tainted
Fuck my face I'll break it
Stomp me into pavement
So I can stop complaining
Wish I was complacent
Instead I'm just so basic
Put me in the background
That's how they would make it

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Willow (prod. 4am)

down under ft. dog (prod. stogie)

Follow me on IG @ starp0wer

- lyrics -
(Movie scenes from beginning of song and end of song are from Jerry Maguire)

(Intro line)
I'm sorry for leaving you and treating you so wrong.

(Chorus)
She's got beauty beyond the surface
Ruby red lips both speak with purpose
Waist, ass, hips work together perfect
I’ll work hard to show her she's worth it
Yea she's worth it, she's worth everything
She deserves it, that diamond ring
She can work it in designer jeans
I feel worthless when she don't feel worth it

(Verse 1)
If it’s urgent baby I can be there
I’ll take your burdens baby lemme take care 
If ur hurting baby lemme just share
You don’t deserve these nightmares

But I can not bare to see the sadness on your face
When ur feelin mad and feelin kinda outta place
Get u something new and put some flowers in a vase
Kiss you on the cheek and make sure everything’s ok
I love how your lips are red like pretty little roses
I love how your hips can strike a million different poses
I got one more trick to try if ur still feelin frozen
Bring ur face closer to mine and we can rub our noses

(Chorus)
She's got beauty beyond the surface
Ruby red lips both speak with purpose
Waist, ass, hips work together perfect
I’ll work hard to show her she's worth it
Yea she's worth it, she's worth everything
She deserves it, that diamond ring
She can work it in designer jeans
I feel worthless when she don't feel worth it

(Verse 2)
Comin straight to you no curvin
I’m in the fast lane and I’m swervin
I want you to know for certain
I’m the Star of your show lemme raise ur curtain

You’re worth more than money and whips
More than hunnies and drip
I’d trade all of that shit for the taste of your lips
And the curves of your hips
And the way that you kiss
When the tables are turned 
And I’m down on my shit

What have I done?

(Chorus)
She's got beauty beyond the surface
Ruby red lips both speak with purpose
Waist, ass, hips work together perfect
I’ll work hard to show her she's worth it
Yea she's worth it, she's worth everything
She deserves it, that diamond ring
She can work it in designer jeans
I feel worthless when she don't feel worth it

(Outro)
I have an appetite for her
And I can’t seem to curb it
I miss all the nights with her
When we got too high on purpose
Of course we had our fights
But who the fuck is livin perfect?
I just want her to know she worth it
She worth it ohhhhh

she worth it

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she worth it (prod by rossgossage X jkei X haze)

finally free 12/27
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