only want a girl cause im always by my own🙇‍♂️💔

mattias

vocals @fantasycamp @silvverbell
prod @taylor @sshinju

fantasy camp & silvverbell - by myself (taylor morgan, shinju)

MAP G - CHANEL

Verse>>
Why you actin so surprised like you don’t know what you did 
Talking to another guy and tellin me he a friend
Taking me for granted and playing with my head 
Everything we been thru was coming to an end 
It was love a first sight 
But im crashing out cuz I gave you my heart and my time 
And I stayed true didn’t have a clue that you would cross the line 
Like a damn fool tryna play it cool cuz I really thought u were mine 
Took every word that you said to me (damn I believed that shit)
Really thought you was the best 4 me (playing with me n shit)
Tryna make up cuz you in the wrong (this ain’t no easy fix)
No I can’t take it no more (I gotta leave this shit)

Hook>>
True Colors (x8)
I can’t believe it 
I thought you was the one but you deceiving 
For so long u were holdin on to secrets 
Gave u my all cuz u was all I needed 
Goin the other way cuz now I have a reason 

True Colors (Prod. 30HertzBeats)

prod by @skahbeatstore @cxldblxxd
   (LYRICS)
and i still want u
and all the nights i been crying
same old shit when u tell me im lying
i be homesick just waiting for uu
can u just be honest can u tell me the truth?
just running through the block
with my phone in my hand

got so many thoughts that u wont understand
got nothing else to do then making this
yea baby i swear im not faking this

im not faking this
im not faking this
i got money in my hand
and u craving this

and i be on some shit
idk where i am but i be doing this
yea i be doing this
i be moving bitch
i be doing this 



and i still want u
and all the nights i been crying
same old shit when u tell me im lying
i be homesick just waiting for uu
can u just be honest can u tell me the truth?
just running through the block
with my phone in my hand

got so many thoughts that u wont understand
got nothing else to do than making this
yea baby i swear im not faking this


yea the time is getting tight
i dont wanna see the light

just dont let me fall behind
i dont wanna lose this time

and lately ive been so stressed
i thought u knew me and im ur best
i got this money but im still depressed

yea they tell me that i wont be shit
but will they tell me that when i get rich
i dont think so bitch

i be grinding i dont even go to school
and all these girls they tell me im their boo

but i dont want em baby i just want you

and i still want u...

i still want u (prod. cxld blxxd x yung skah)

(lyrics)
they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow
i just wanna make it so she see me on the top
just gonna hit this blunt 
and then i swear im gonna stop
gotta lotta options but i want u

yea u think i just wanna fuck you
baby ur my everything do u want a wedding ring
tell me that u dont have time, 
but i always see u out
im not ur kinda of guy but i always make u smile

i be making songs almost every night
erasing all my memories see u in a diffrent light
baby i dont hate u i just rly hate my life
and maybe u would lie if u told im not right


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

girls online they fall in love
dm me they hit me up lotta things i cannot say
fuck me up and get me paid
get the fuck of me gotta make a song
this what i love so im staying strong


they dont rly love me they just acting up
yea she rly like me aint gon hit her up

tell me that she need me even tho she dont
i just made a song and she be like wow

why do u hate? i wanna get you so far out my way

and u kno that im right but u cant admit cuz i
know u lie

dash (prod. dee b)

(LYRICS)
and i would be a liar if i said im not broke
always got the gas always fed up with the most
only want a girl cuz im always by my own
hitting up my phone she a sadgirl
not only that she a badgirl 
just fell in love with a sadworld...

in a sadworld i be getting money fast
i just got the hundreds blue 
but u  know that it never lasts

used to be a geek now they crushing on me
say they want a feature now they charging a fee
and every other rapper think they stomping on me
but i be blowing up ay in a couple months ay
feet up on the gas u know im moving fast

just give me the back just smoke it in the back
just do it while it lasts, my eyes are getting black

just lie with me let the time sink by
just lie with me let the time sink by


and i would be a liar if i said im not broke
always got the gas always fed up with the most
only want a girl cuz im always by my own
hitting up my phone she a sadgirl
not only that she a badgirl 
just fell in love with a sadworld...

in a sadworld i be getting money fast
i just got the hundreds blue 
but u  know that it never lasts

i dont know...


baby i dont know what im feeling
i be feeling cold its the season
when they say im trash they be sleeping
awake all night go to sleep in the morning
the time is coming i already know it

why all of this hatred against me
why all of this hatred against me yea

and i would be a liar if i said im not broke
always got the gas always fed up with the most
only want a girl cuz im always by my own
hitting up my phone she a sadgirl
not only that she a badgirl 
just fell in love with a sadworld...

in a sadworld i be getting money fast
i just got the hundreds blue 
but u  know that it never lasts

spotfiy

sad world (prod. anteven)

(LYRICS) prod @anteven
let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

i had to face it
nothings gonna last forever
i had to break it
i put both my hands on the lever
i didnt save it
kno i just had to be clever
i wish i made it
gotta take my hand from the dark



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

imma get it tmrrw i got no time to think no more
and all the leads that i have followed
do u know what im searching for?
yea i know when i quit school that my life would just be depressing
see me walking through the mall in some rafs this aint no sketchers

and im losing my mind
thinking bout u like all the time
doing drugs to just kill time
and i know that u dont mind
and i know u dont mind it x3


i had to face it
nothings gonna last forever
i had to break it
i put both my hands on the lever
i didnt save it
kno i just had to be clever
i wish i made it
gotta take my hand from the dark



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars



let me take u somewhere were we wont grow old
i feel a lil bit depressed when im at home
trynna find myself and its hard to forget
i told my mom i gon make it i said its a bet

we can freeze eachother down to ice
we can wake up to a different life

i put my hands up
i spent all my time in the dark
so i changed up
dont have time to mend all my scars

SPOTIFY

at home (prod. anteven)

prod @prodscary
(lyrics)
this is getting way too cold
i be rolling w the bros
theres no way that we turn broke
get the bag then i throw
spend it on my bros
prada shades on but its darker tonight
saw u at the show u were moshing tonight
i be wishin of wishes
she can be my mistress
can u take a picture
take a pic
i think i like her sister
i dont wanna miss her

my rafs got too dirty so i threw them away
walkin out the bnb im tweakin today
didnt know the real u
its not a good view
spent my last summer all alone
i keep my business right at home

tell me she got what i need
i took my music overseas
blue pills 200 mgs
i take distance in a week

this is getting way too cold
i be rolling w the bros
theres no way that we turn broke
get the bag then i throw
wanna be my friend yea thats too bad
took a trip to stockholm and i spent like 2 racks
ina uber need to throw up
lucky if i show up
off some gas and trams
got me feeling bad
u used to be a fan
now u want my bag
i dont like to brag

dark tn (prod. scary)

shinigami - boyz don't cri :'( // prod. 5v [nitecore]

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

bad habits

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fU28WqbVibE

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001/sets/private-playlist/s-HOot2SSDTyk

private playlist (p. drosh) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

lyrics:

bad things on my mind 
doesn’t matter 
now it’s fine 
im a waste of time 
she goes out she’s doin lines 

sitting next to me 
i’m losing touch with what i cannot see 
hiding in my sheets 
i can’t face it i stay in my dreams 

what u want from me 
just tell me i’ll make that reality 
what u want from me 
baby tell what we need 

bout time
im down for the night 
smoked out all alone 
ya i’m alright 
one sided 
i’m trying
i see u in the light 
bout time 
im down for the night 
smoked out all alone 
ya i’m alright 
unsighted 
go silent 
u text me hi 

rolling up weed in the dark 
im blazed with my friends in the car 
would u wish upon star 
cast a spell it’s from afar 

on my mind 
it’s atrophy
on the pack 
now i can’t see 
call the plug he’s down the street 
i just don’t know what i need 
they be keeping tabs on me 
i get all these drugs for free 
dropped a band that's on my feet 
im so faded 
make scene 

i’m so sick of feeling down again 
i just play pretend 
its like u got price up on my head 
why u want me dead 
 moncler and nine up to my neck 
make me break a sweat
 this winter's got me stalling 
i’m so fucked up
damn i’m fallin 

bad things on my mind 
doesn’t matter 
now it’s fine 
im a waste of time 
she goes out she’s doin lines 
x2

bout time
im down for the night 
smoked out all alone 
ya i’m alright 
one sided 
i’m trying
i see u in the light 
bout time 
im down for the night 
smoked out all alone 
ya i’m alright 
unsighted 
go silent 
u text me hi 

got ur text i’m in my room 
that’s way too from u 
save me from what i would do
u know that i would too

bad things on my mind 
doesn’t matter 
now it’s fine 
im a waste of time 
she goes out she’s doin lines 

prod wstdyth

special thanks to: @mvnvnight <3

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