video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NrHpQCgbqJ4

instrumental produced by EvenS
for promotional use only

white sky, gray clouds
fold my cards like origami
blue hair, red eyes 
i feel like i'm ayanami

i show no emotion cause it's bottled up inside me,
bloody wrist under the shadow when i'm cutting up my body
feel anxious when i'm here, i wish you'd sit beside me
i guess that's long gone, i'm lying with nobody
stars up in the night
don't ask me for advice
could never see a point
could never deal with life

white sky, gray clouds
fold my cards like origami
blue hair, red eyes 
i feel like i'm ayanami

will i find a meaning?
i can't see past the pain,
keep checking on my heartbeat
i'll see you when it rains.

ayanami (prod. evens)

thank you to https://soundcloud.com/st1x51

she takes a hold of me
she knows me way too well
at times we gotta cry
thru passion & thru pain
where all things come to die
returning to this place 
and every single night
i pick apart my brain

im all alone 
tears on my wings
pave thru the scars
blade stays on me
voice wicca phase
whenever i sing
they dont know this shit
they dont know a thing

through pessimistic thoughts
and unconvincing lies
the sky turns black as i
get lost inside ur eyes

patiently waiting 4 death to embrace me 1 last time

thru passion & thru pain (prod. st1x51)

prod. me
ft. https://soundcloud.com/wafeswafes
 
pinomin:
i spent hours on the drive
call me back tonite i just need 2 be alone
im in tokyo-3
smoke inside my lungs
whippin eva in the streets
she said she would call me back 
but she never did - im so used to it
my tears so cold they hit my chain and freeze

wafes:
the grass was green before i smoked it away
got my head in the sky and one foot in the grave
itch in my palm means that I'll be okay
when reality hits i remember ur face

can u help me help me
get a little less lonely lonely
I've been dealin with the nosebleeds nosebleeds
stress is eatin up all me all me

the stars too bright
my pupils wide
alone and high 
tryna feel alive

tokyo-3

tokyo-3 w/ wafes

ft. https://soundcloud.com/nejiro-tenshi
prod. falls x drk

pinomin:
im counting up the funds
i got these credit cards
i need u here 2nite
but ion want u back
my bby dressed in black
look how it all turned out
i need another dose 
so i can air it out 

im temporary i said my love is ending
she say she like me 
like permanently
im temporary i swear im not pretending
louis duffle bag
ill trade my luv 4 cash

ill trade my luv 4 dat
ill trade my luv 4 dis
ill trade my cedes 4 an audi 
she say rlly rlly luvs me

kzb smiko:
watin for you in my shadow
why dont you text me back tho
imma give you all u ask for
babygirl what u cry for
i cant stop thinkin bout u
in your dreams imma haunt u
dont worry i just wont leave
i mean it can you believe

temporary w/ kzb smiko (prod. falls x drk)

ft. soundcloud.com/unhappyisdead
prod. soundcloud.com/flxffybeatzmusic

pinomin
shawty want an angel boy
babe i got a cold heart
crystals on my halo
i trade my pain 4 chrome hearts
cashin all these checks 
got me feelin like im @coldhart
n u don even kno my clique
bitch i know we gon shine

i whip the cls 
my sweater ysl 
im feelin like i been lost
im tryna luv myself
i took a pill so im fine
i smile but sometimes i cry
i feel like ghost in the shell
trapped alone in this hell

unhappy
yeah babe my hearts frozen over
that’s why you rarely catch me sober
coldheart blank stare
baby I aint got no angel wings
demons in my graveyard cuz 
shawty got a broke heart
she thinks that I’m her saviour
maybe I’m the one to save her
my wings have broken off
baby I can’t be alone
babe I know you feel the same
you’re the one that sees the pain in me
maybe I’m the one to guide you
the one you couldn’t find
fallen angel with no wings
build me up and I will shine for you

cold hart w/ unhappyisdead (prod. flxffy)

make me bleed

make me bleed (prod. gisabella)

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prod. https://soundcloud.com/inkivi

yeah i mean it 
wounds not healing
i keep secrets 
im a ghost
whats it mean 2
have no meaning?
i cant tell you 
ion know

BUT IT GETS COLD BBY
I DONT GOT TIME BBY
I JUS WANNA MAKE THOSE RACKS YEA CHASE THIS HIGH BBY
IM PASSIONATE LATELY
BUT MY HEARTS COLD, SAVE ME
N I JUS WANNA TAKE THOSE PILLS I CRAVE EM BAD LATELY

i see the snow b4 my eyes its kinda sad we live 2 die
i see it fall i see it melt the cycle nvrr seems 2 end
i see the sky i see my brothers know they always got my back
i swear 2 god that we gon shine sometimes it rains sometimes we cry

IVE BEEN BLEEDING
THEY DONT SEE IT
I CANT SEE A 
FUCKING POINT
THERES A FEELING
IN MY CHEST N
IT HURTS THE MOST WHEN
IM ALONE

AND IT GETS COLD BBY
I DONT GOT TIME BBY
I JUS WANNA MAKE THOSE RACKS YE CHASE THIS HIGH BBY
IM PASSIONATE LATELY
BUT MY HEARTS COLD, SAVE ME
N I JUS WANNA TAKE THOSE PILLS I CRAVE EM BAD LATELY

bad lately

bad lately (prod. inkivi)

prada on my bag ye i copped that 4 retail
n i keep designer drugz cah im all bout that resale
bby we cld fall in luv ion care bout the details
percy in my cup but i swr ion need help

prada on my bag ye i copped that 4 retail
labels hit me up but ion check my email
bby we cld fall in luv ion care bout the details
percy in my cup but i swr ion need help

n we cld dance bby
i need ur touch bby
im in the club pourin up we still sad bby :'(

i keep drugz inside my cup babe i promise i need you 
i jus wann2 numb these feelinz n 2 me u seem see thru
i keep bleedin out my heart its tht shit that i been thru
i keep drugz inside my bag ye i jus wan2 kiss u
ye i jus wan2 kiss u
im fcked up @@the venue
i was so fuckin faded but i still cnt forget u

retail

prod. https://soundcloud.com/wybie_music

ion wanna die yet
but i tend 2 cry
every moment that i spend its
hard 2 stay alive
i been takin all these meds but
i cant sleep at night
n when i fall asleep
it hurts me every time

diamond cut cartier
see the tears thru the gradient
i keep pills in my cardigan
club lights on her silhouette

n its fine if im dead my hearts vacant
no1 left in this wrld that cld save me
n its fine if im dead ill be waiting
but its painful, things just keep on changing
all alone ur still next 2 me
ion know just whats next 4 me
im still here i cant feel a thing
used to love but it made me bleed

gradient (prod. wybie)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/inkivi

ion feel a thing cuz there nothing left
im jus stackin bandss in my louis bag
we were ment to glow but it fell apart
life is jus a bitch knew it from the start

life is jus a bitch but
bby we cld glow
nuthn is 4ever but
ik that you know
see me in the whip ridin fas but im alone
when the shit get cold come n see me @ my show
hearts in her eyes i can feel it when she call me 
cant tell where im going i hope i find somethng 4 me
she wanna get 2 kno me, but ion even kno me
im an addict spend time by my lonely

from the start

from the start (prod. inkivi)

prod. me
https://open.spotify.com/album/2rtPgLZTbsnrFMYoFXNQ94?utm_medium=share&utm_source=linktree

got this tendency
im sucidal im 2used 2 takin medicine
i see ppl all around me, got anxiety
hear u wanna tlk but i live my life silently
plz dont tlk 2 me
tell me why im diffrnt
i need these sedatives to function whats the difference?
try 2 look into my eyes ull see the symptoms
think u know me think ur close but we r different
we r different
tryna be consistent
i hide my face behind this mask distort my picture
i try to cope by purchasing garments n crystals
im going nowhere im stuck drowning in this mixture
swr none of these words r rlly artificial
got this tendency
im sucidal im 2 used 2 takin medicine
n when i sleep i keep in mind i might not wake again
but i been dreamin ion evr want this dream 2 end 
want this dream 2 end

M3DICIN3

prod. @inkivi
https://open.spotify.com/album/2rtPgLZTbsnrFMYoFXNQ94?utm_medium=share&utm_source=linktree

n id rather keep my distance
im familiar with this instance

n i rather keep my distance
cant get 2 attached, theyd stab you in an instant
im familiar with this instance
keen 2 talk but u seem way too persistent

dont talk 2 me if we aint talkin bout business
made a couple racks, now they acting different
u want something from me keep it to a minute
i was always on the edge, cldnt fit in

n i rather keep my distance
cant get 2 attached, theyd stab you in an instant
im familiar with this instance
keen 2 talk but u seem way too persistent

too persistent,
& u seem too persistent
when it comes down 2 this shit i feel indifferent
feel indifferent..

DIST4NC3 (PROD. INKIVI)

prod. me
https://open.spotify.com/album/2rtPgLZTbsnrFMYoFXNQ94?utm_medium=share&utm_source=linktree


i was set on getting sober
nthing matters im still soulless
used 2 luv but it got colder 
now my heart is torn i prefer 2 be a loner
i was set on gettin better
tried to stop it then i crushed it up, rmember?
& im nvrr getting better 
ppl come & go but the pain will stay 4evr
 
still they say they luv me, im pretty on the outside but my hearts fucking ugly
& my jeans say true religion, well how could that be true if i was born a fucking sinner?
im an addict with no consience
put a pill insde my monster
& when it comes together, if i kms cld i ever go 2 heaven?

H34V3N

tomorrow

white plains

azure dreams

the brief wind that momentarily grazes my cheek  
teases what’s deep  
inside of my heart

school trip

i killed myself back in tokyo

infinite

sleeping in clouds

just like it used to be

i promised

killstation - aniline (pinomin flip).mp3

killstation - aniline (pinomin flip)

burn marks on her skin

leaves

what does that make me?

ghastly

i wish things were different

as far as i'm concerned

i dream so much

feels like i can't

watching the sun rise before the day i fall

yeah im still breathin,
don't know the reason i feel like im dead
scars are still there,
wounds are not healing and i've got no meaning find passion in pain

cryin and sleepin and cryin
cryin and sleepin and cryin

so inconsistent i wish i could fight it
but all of these thoughts make me so suicidal
i wither away like the leaves back in autumn
she didn't care
she lingers inside my head
and i know you're there
though i can't see you i still feel your pain
and i still feel your touch when you're so far away
and i've been so distant, no reason why
or maybe there is i just can't tell you why
i hate this life
if nobody hears this i really don't mind

if nobody hears this i really don't mind
it's just for myself

i sit in the sky like a sphinx, misunderstood
my heart made of snow is wed to the whiteness of swans
dont get ahead of yourself
dont get ahead of yourself
dont get ahead of yourself
dont get ahead of yourself
and im still here

all these years nothing's changed

all these years nothing's changed (prod. gin$eng x trbld boy)

prod. pinomin on youtube

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