video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NrHpQCgbqJ4

instrumental produced by EvenS
for promotional use only

white sky, gray clouds
fold my cards like origami
blue hair, red eyes 
i feel like i'm ayanami

i show no emotion cause it's bottled up inside me,
bloody wrist under the shadow when i'm cutting up my body
feel anxious when i'm here, i wish you'd sit beside me
i guess that's long gone, i'm lying with nobody
stars up in the night
don't ask me for advice
could never see a point
could never deal with life

white sky, gray clouds
fold my cards like origami
blue hair, red eyes 
i feel like i'm ayanami

will i find a meaning?
i can't see past the pain,
keep checking on my heartbeat
i'll see you when it rains.

ayanami (prod. evens)

thank you to https://soundcloud.com/st1x51

she takes a hold of me
she knows me way too well
at times we gotta cry
thru passion & thru pain
where all things come to die
returning to this place 
and every single night
i pick apart my brain

im all alone 
tears on my wings
pave thru the scars
blade stays on me
voice wicca phase
whenever i sing
they dont know this shit
they dont know a thing

through pessimistic thoughts
and unconvincing lies
the sky turns black as i
get lost inside ur eyes

patiently waiting 4 death to embrace me 1 last time

thru passion & thru pain (prod. st1x51)

prod. me
ft. https://soundcloud.com/wafeswafes
 
pinomin:
i spent hours on the drive
call me back tonite i just need 2 be alone
im in tokyo-3
smoke inside my lungs
whippin eva in the streets
she said she would call me back 
but she never did - im so used to it
my tears so cold they hit my chain and freeze

wafes:
the grass was green before i smoked it away
got my head in the sky and one foot in the grave
itch in my palm means that I'll be okay
when reality hits i remember ur face

can u help me help me
get a little less lonely lonely
I've been dealin with the nosebleeds nosebleeds
stress is eatin up all me all me

the stars too bright
my pupils wide
alone and high 
tryna feel alive

tokyo-3

tokyo-3 w/ wafes

ft. https://soundcloud.com/nejiro-tenshi
prod. falls x drk

pinomin:
im counting up the funds
i got these credit cards
i need u here 2nite
but ion want u back
my bby dressed in black
look how it all turned out
i need another dose 
so i can air it out 

im temporary i said my love is ending
she say she like me 
like permanently
im temporary i swear im not pretending
louis duffle bag
ill trade my luv 4 cash

ill trade my luv 4 dat
ill trade my luv 4 dis
ill trade my cedes 4 an audi 
she say rlly rlly luvs me

kzb smiko:
watin for you in my shadow
why dont you text me back tho
imma give you all u ask for
babygirl what u cry for
i cant stop thinkin bout u
in your dreams imma haunt u
dont worry i just wont leave
i mean it can you believe

temporary w/ kzb smiko (prod. falls x drk)

prod. soundcloud.com/fantasycamp

spent like 50 days
tryna get away
i just took a plane ✈️✈️✈️
london2la
on the othr side
talked to u did i
think i need some help
i been feelin strange

where the time go i jus cant escape this
she said she like me 
she only like my fragrance
i cant take this 
ima lost boi
wanna facetime
but ion see a point tho

where the time go sittin on the pavement 
i been gettin paychecks 
but its always raining

thats wht i feel like 
is this rl life
i just took another bar n im still sad :(

someone took my hand
n it wasnt u
ima stranger now
ive been feeling blue
i can't be myself
i can't sleep @night
where was u & i ???
you seemed so involved

stranger (prod. fantasy camp)

ft. soundcloud.com/unhappyisdead
prod. soundcloud.com/flxffybeatzmusic

pinomin
shawty want an angel boy
babe i got a cold heart
crystals on my halo
i trade my pain 4 chrome hearts
cashin all these checks 
got me feelin like im @coldhart
n u don even kno my clique
bitch i know we gon shine

i whip the cls 
my sweater ysl 
im feelin like i been lost
im tryna luv myself
i took a pill so im fine
i smile but sometimes i cry
i feel like ghost in the shell
trapped alone in this hell

unhappy
yeah babe my hearts frozen over
that’s why you rarely catch me sober
coldheart blank stare
baby I aint got no angel wings
demons in my graveyard cuz 
shawty got a broke heart
she thinks that I’m her saviour
maybe I’m the one to save her
my wings have broken off
baby I can’t be alone
babe I know you feel the same
you’re the one that sees the pain in me
maybe I’m the one to guide you
the one you couldn’t find
fallen angel with no wings
build me up and I will shine for you

cold hart w/ unhappyisdead (prod. flxffy)

all tracks produced by me
vocals, mixing & mastering by me
cover art by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/0cHt5y8LkqbYRsONx2TXSI

-n$c-
2008

**NO DATA**

rimi

bleed

hardcore

make me bleed

make me bleed (prod. gisabella)

UP ON STREAMING SERVICES https://open.spotify.com/track/1fik9LR9DHOhKPSYcobzqI?si=d565d8f632044ea4

prod. https://soundcloud.com/inkivi

yeah i mean it 
wounds not healing
i keep secrets 
im a ghost
whats it mean 2
have no meaning?
i cant tell you 
ion know

BUT IT GETS COLD BBY
I DONT GOT TIME BBY
I JUS WANNA MAKE THOSE RACKS YEA CHASE THIS HIGH BBY
IM PASSIONATE LATELY
BUT MY HEARTS COLD, SAVE ME
N I JUS WANNA TAKE THOSE PILLS I CRAVE EM BAD LATELY

i see the snow b4 my eyes its kinda sad we live 2 die
i see it fall i see it melt the cycle nvrr seems 2 end
i see the sky i see my brothers know they always got my back
i swear 2 god that we gon shine sometimes it rains sometimes we cry

IVE BEEN BLEEDING
THEY DONT SEE IT
I CANT SEE A 
FUCKING POINT
THERES A FEELING
IN MY CHEST N
IT HURTS THE MOST WHEN
IM ALONE

AND IT GETS COLD BBY
I DONT GOT TIME BBY
I JUS WANNA MAKE THOSE RACKS YE CHASE THIS HIGH BBY
IM PASSIONATE LATELY
BUT MY HEARTS COLD, SAVE ME
N I JUS WANNA TAKE THOSE PILLS I CRAVE EM BAD LATELY

bad lately

bad lately (prod. inkivi)

prada on my bag ye i copped that 4 retail
n i keep designer drugz cah im all bout that resale
bby we cld fall in luv ion care bout the details
percy in my cup but i swr ion need help

prada on my bag ye i copped that 4 retail
labels hit me up but ion check my email
bby we cld fall in luv ion care bout the details
percy in my cup but i swr ion need help

n we cld dance bby
i need ur touch bby
im in the club pourin up we still sad bby :'(

i keep drugz inside my cup babe i promise i need you 
i jus wann2 numb these feelinz n 2 me u seem see thru
i keep bleedin out my heart its tht shit that i been thru
i keep drugz inside my bag ye i jus wan2 kiss u
ye i jus wan2 kiss u
im fcked up @@the venue
i was so fuckin faded but i still cnt forget u

retail

i truly feel like this
prod. https://soundcloud.com/suicide_ryusei

all these rainy days
feel like i'm in pain
i can't get away from the good things that we made
memories we had
a single tear i shed
now i lost it all i'm just wishing for a friend
someone who can help
let me make amends
lend a helping hand maybe one day i'll be saved
i feel like i'm damned
suicide i dreamt
every single day as i'm struggling to pay rent
thinking of my death
when was it that you left
i thought i was blessed now i'm just a fucking mess
i can't ever let it go even thought i wish i had
maybe i could sell my soul only thing that i got left

rainy days (prod. suicide ryusei)

tomorrow

azure dreams

the brief wind that momentarily grazes my cheek  
teases what’s deep  
inside of my heart

school trip

i killed myself back in tokyo

infinite

sleeping in clouds

how did it come down to this

killstation - aniline (pinomin flip).mp3

killstation - aniline (pinomin flip)

burn marks on her skin

leaves

what does that make me?

ghastly

i wish things were different

as far as i'm concerned

i dream so much

silhouettes

silhouettes (prod. nickisgonenow)

feels like i can't

thank u to https://soundcloud.com/suicide_ryusei for producing the beat

lyrics:
swear ima make it out
swear ima make it out

fuck all the platinum and fuck all the ice
dance with the devil till i take my life
i seen the shit that they don't think about
i'm stuck in prison inside of my mind
feel like the walls all around me are closing i know i could never escape
the blood dripping down from my body is hitting the floor as it covers my face

let it be seen
but don't stare at me
i'm simply a vessel there is no release
i look in the mirror i can't see my face i can't see all the pain but i know that it's there 
the feelings inside me will not go away none of this could be real see my energy fade 
and the day that i die i hope that they remember, 
suffer forever i cry till the end

lines on my wrist ima cry till the end 
i was sad now im pissed so i cry till the end
givin lines to yo bitch ima cry till the end,
24 in the flesh till i drop to my death

fuck all the platinum and fuck all the ice
dance with the devil till i take my life
i seen the shit that they don't think about
i'm stuck in prison inside of my mind
feel like the walls all around me are closing i know i could never escape
the blood dripping down from my body is hitting the floor as it covers my face

platinum (prod. suicide ryusei)

prod. pinomin on youtube

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