A Wonderful

stab stepping

prod. @blurxy

blood all on my mattress
thinking how this happened
cuts on my wrists staining
and ruining everything that we built
sorry im just trying
to save myself from dying
its been so hard without u
and u touching me

its been so hard without you

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

bulletproof demo

hurting myself - heart skipped a beat then i died alone

hurting myself - je me déteste bonus song

just wanted to say thanks.

lyrics..
fall in love
wasted time
its sad you know im right
when you broke my heart.

im right even though you said you were

thanks for 100 go follow my spotify i just made one

is it all the lost and despare if i love you 
all the cuts on your arms make me like you
is there really more i needa say

is there really more that i need to say

untitled.

i’m on my deathbed counting the stars
it’s so green and a lil wet i guess it rains a lot in march
can’t tell what i’m feelin right now
but it’s nothin bad and don’t know how
if you take the time to look at constellations
you can see some animals or smiley faces
i’m on my deathbed counting the starts
it’s so green and a lil wet i guess it rains a lot in march

like a rock the way i took things for granite (prod. Bowsa)

rough draft of the chorus of my next official song

cause i cant function
the words they flow right through me
like an ostrich
my friends tell me
im so fucking obnoxious
so ill keep fucking my liver
until it’ll tilt
dont tell me why i cant