suicide ballad , eternal curse

know i love the feeling when ur skin is peelin off
see how i've been reeling in these women till they're caught
oh
laughing at the ceiling knowing murder gets me off :3

you were such a beauty , now your body's on the rocks :( :)
oh
im turnin in myself in
the earth is in rotation
i wanna wish you well
but constant irritation
just makes me wanna kill ya :(
but its rlly whatever
cuz soon ill be a felon in the county jail

nineteen forever </3 bury me b4 the clock strikes twelve...

[instrumental: decalius- a miserable life]

lyrics:
so could you hold me, just for tonight?
i wish you told me, that you're leaving tonight
so baby hold me, one last time
you're fading slowly away from my life
so could you hold me, safe in your arms
i'm feeling lonely, without you in my life
oh you control me, inside my mind
i wish you told me, that its ending tonight

do you miss me?
i feel your name crawling on my skin
look in your eyes
somethings not right, tell me please
i feel your name crawling on my skin

so could you hold me, just for tonight?
i wish you told me, that you're leaving tonight
so baby hold me, one last time
you're fading slowly away from my life

wrap your arms around my skin
engulf my sins
tell me how much you love me
kiss me, touch me, miss me
wanna feel your heart beat up against me
don't wanna drown in silence
please forgive, tell me could you save me?

save me cause i'm drowning
everything crumbles around me
i was sick the day you found me
now you're living life without me
baby, could you save me?
am i crazy?
oh just maybe
could you?

sins

prod @requiem-for-you

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

hold on to me tight like a sweater
you know that youll never find better
youre stuck with me i wrote you letters
dont let me go

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

you’re always on my mind ;3

comfort song 4 u

drinking thinking of me

album posted to overtonights throwaway spotify account

that boy is dead

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf (casper)

beat www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0K9RXGFdgk
www.beatstars.com/beat/22678507

its okay to skip songs

moth

medusa

lyrics:

i might have overthought again
i might have overthought again
i've been stuck inside scenarios
they were really that bad
everyone looks to the future, wish i could do that
and i'm so tired of everything but i'm scared of death
and you know
i hope GOD forgives me for being a stupid big mess
every stupid thought i have i put inside of my head like a stash
i should use my time on things that i really should do
but i just see the world ending, and there's nothing i can do