#1 - hey i'm still thinking about it

i say what's up you laugh and run, when you're the joke it's not that fun
i've had enough, i grab my gun
i'm on the run, i'm on the run
the loneliness keeps adding up and adding up and adding up, and you don't love me bad enough
my life is tough, you called my bluff

damn you got me lol

alt title ecstasy
Track 1 of demo tape

Would you mind dying right next to me?
If im not the person i claim to be
You said it's all worth it, my ecstasy.
So tell me you'll wanna be dead to me.
(DEAD TO ME)
(Awhhhh)

give me a blade and ill carve out my insecurities

why won't you talk to me

lyrics:
every time i feel like 
i'm getting over you 
you pop back in my 
don't know what to do or say
oh god you're haunting me
and i wish you were dead
you're in my head
in my head 
i wish you were dead

idk what im doing anymore

i'm gonna jump xd /w ocelot

haha i reposted this song but better

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

moth

i wanna be with you, i wanna win ur heart back.
me and u would look better, i wanna make love letters.
i want me and u to cuddle together while we make ourselves warm forever, but sometimes i feel torn without you.
ur like the love of my life, lets just never fight!
lets be together forever, ur js too clever.
ur so beautiful,ur so beautiful, ur so beautiful, ur so beautiful.
2nd verse
i wanna be with you, i wanna win ur heart back.
me and u would look better, i wanna make love letters.
i want me and u to cuddle together while we make ourselves warm forever, but sometimes i feel torn without you.
ur like the love of my life, lets just never fight lets-lets never fight.
lets be together forever.
ur so beautiful, ur so beautiful, ur so beautiful ur so beautiful.

loveletters

I come from a land of misery
the youngest boy out three 
a house of anger and cruelty 
dreamt one day that we could leave 
now nobody is left but me

nobody to call when you need to talk to
your brother to help you, help you get through
they just left me to figure out everything
and nobody is left but me

lucky jus to make it out alive 
one made it to thirty-five 
and the other didn’t even say goodbye 
now I can’t even ask him why
nobody is left but me

nobody to call when you need to talk to
your brother to help you, help you get through
they just left me to figure out everything
and nobody is left but me

I thought that they would always be 
right here next to me 
but nobody’s left but me 
yeah nobody’s left but me

Nobody Left But Me

prod. all we left unsaid

(demo)

lyrics:

we're spinning round and round
all i want is to make you proud
i still hear your silent whispers
even if youre not around
i got too many problems
and you added many more
theres certain things i cant ignore
theres no explaining what i saw
i waited way too long my friend
and i cant give enough for both of us
set me alight
you go do what you wanted to
and i wont wait for you