for goop week vol 6

first song ive finished in the longest time

there are no lyrics, it is literally just nonsense

uhhhh hi lol i hope to have some actual music out in the near future but for now have this thing that i made

i'll be your mirror (velvet underground cover)

written and produced by me and @starsbeforesunrise
mastered by cherry

cherry:
empty
like the pit of my stomach
it left me
feeling cold and unwanted 
like the rainfall
i fall down down down
like a trust fall
will i hit the ground

dani:
if i wasnt dead you could have my heart
all i ever do is play a part
i dont wanna feel anymore
its tearing me apart, its tearing me apart
im gonna break before i bend
the best i can do is play pretend
im all alone once again
im back to the start, im back to the start

playpretend w/ starsbeforesunrise

(why does love keep letting me down?)

performed, written and produced by me
mixing and mastering by me with help from @ryptage
additional vocals from @blissom and @starsbeforesunrise
screams from @blimeyarts
violin from @taivasa
cover art by @clawsomebeats on twitter

lyrics
there's a feeling in my chest and it won't go away
i see skies and they're all shades of gray
more than anything i want, i just want this to last
i know you don't feel that way
and i'm sorry that i'm not what you want
but i gave it my all and i was never enough
and i miss you to death but that don't mean anything
"if you wanna go then i'll be okay"
but now its all gonna break.

is it too late to say that i'm not okay?
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away.

let me waste away
i can't even stand to look you in the face.
left in the dust underground
and i don't know how i'm gonna get out

shouldn't get too attached, but i can't help it
i see stars and it hurts to admit
that just like every single one, you're a part of the past
i know you don't feel it
i'll be waiting for someone to hold
like a blanket keeping me from cold
i've been spilling my guts on the pavement
and all that i'm left to do is crawl into my shell
and now it's all gonna break

is it too late to say that i'm not okay?
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away

is it too late to ask for a reason why?
cause i'm just sick and tired of saying my goodbyes
and when i fall down i just get kicked to the curb
don't understand why i ever even tried.

let me waste away
don't remember the last time that i've seen your face.
left in the dust underground
and i don't care if i ever get out

i've been lost in the dark
you're all i have
you're all i've got
and there's no way
nothing i can do to get you to stay by my side
why do i always waste my time waiting for another mistake?
if i just caught in the waves?

is it too late to say that i'm not okay
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away

is it too late to ask for a reason why?
cause i'm just sick and tired of saying my goodbyes
and when i fall down oh i'll just lay in the dirt
don't understand.

i won't waste away
i'll just yell at the clouds until i'm blue in the face
left in the dust but i'm breathing
it's the least i can do just to deal with you leaving.
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if you're reading this, this song isn't about you. you know who you are.

dust.

art by @vai5000

i want to know everything about you
i hope you know how much you mean to me too
i wish i could hold you
but you'll never know
from this far away I'm blinded by your light
we could sit around for hours and talk through the night
if only i could love you
but you'll never feel the same

so i must accept
that your hands will never be mine to hold
so i hope i find someone just like you

i can feel my heart beating like I've never known
wish i could tear it out so i can be happy alone
but it's not that easy
it's never that easy
i love every second i spend with you
but it's not worth it to think about what could have been
it only makes things worse
and it already hurts

so i must accept
that your hands will never be mine to hold
and i know damn well
I'll never have you as my own
but you, oh you, are happy just where you are
so i hope i find someone just like you

oooooooooooohhhh

but one day, I'll move on
and maybe this will all feel silly
it's not like i ever lost you
and one day, I'll be fine
and the heartache won't just kill me
to be your friend is all i could ever ask for

just like you

hi
she/it
@evil-bitches-inc
@dogcatdog
@gh3band

daniboi

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