D3sm1 x0xo

i know i always seem to
make you mad
but u never
showed up
to that party

i know it’s my fault partly
but i invited u
u said that u would show up
i knew that u wouldn’t show up

u said that i have to grow up
and that i always act so childish

it’s all 
it’s all up to u
and u choose everything that i do
it’s everything that u like
nothing that i do
nothing that i do
seems to impress u

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

u never mention the slits
on my wrists
i asked u for help
and u laughed in my face
like it’s not so serious
yea it’s not so serious 

now that ur blood is on my hands
i loved to see u suffer
wish i could’ve killed u with my own hands

u act like everything’s perfect
and don’t mention how i tried
to end it
i just wanna fucking die
slit my throat 
and let me cry

im a redpilled loser

h3artcrush - hux <3 mix 2k20

xo willow - loser

(vol. #​1)「Running Out Of Time」


hihihii, more plans 2 be active now 。thx 2 the ppl who support this n the other ppl who have the patience 2 still be here 2day  <3 。1st song from ep will b soon then i'll release the whole thing when i feel satisfied with it, this song n another extra im working on will b included in it 。(dis is mostly filler 2 start things off, the actual ep songs have all my effort put in2 them. dis jus sumthing i made the other day n thot wuz cool lol)

lyrx:

y cant things jus never change oh
y can't things jus stay the same
i feel more worse like everyday
i can't stop crying, my chest hurts
go outside, it's nice 2day
i wanted it 2 rain tho
i can't seem 2 catch a break
i can't slow down
i'll fall out oh

life's 2 fast 
and i need 2 catch up !!!
all my feelings
r boiling up !!!!
i don't wanna feel 
like i'm left behind
i don't want2 b
lost by time !!!

desmi

lifes2fast4miku⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ

(vol. #​2)「A Burden Off My Chest」

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

right when i met u
the flowers were blooming
and never would i thought
that u would come choose me
i'm on my knees 
and it's just 4 u
and my heart it beats 
when ur in the room
now we're dancing 
in the clouds again
all our memories
just turned to ash

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

that look in ur eyes
sad and bitter
know that it's okay 2 cry
when i wont be here
all good things must end
i know it's sad but ya it's true
till we meet again
i think the world's way too cruel


ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

last✫forever!!!!!

(Bonus Volume #​‎2.5)「I Met You Last Night」@weejk

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B5CYfz6s1J0kQxBTlSSe7?si=64576d37a4044aff

produced by me i made the beat (& miku part)

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

girl u fake it all
cant take it no
all that shit u said
cant face it no
now im all alone
crying in my home
all the memories
they fading no

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

(miku:)

i fell in ur arms,
all u want is my heart...
u can't come near it,
who knows what wud happen ?
u say u luv me,
do u rly mean it ?
1 day u'll leave me,
crying, broken, speechless...

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x3)

y is luv alwayz so tuff *ft. wujek & miku*

(Off-Screen)「Yandere Arcade Club」@amecandy

https://open.spotify.com/track/4gZ48SQzyJn5vVIW2nNacN?si=9e84e359e0c94dd2

(miku:)

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute i

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

razors make me drool
i know i should seek help
but everytime i do
they never have a clue yeah

razors make me drool
i know i should seek help
but everytime i do
they never have a clue yeah

i cut cut cut
i cut cut cut
i cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute i

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

(ame:)

you've been in my mind as of lately
all i want its driving me crazy
you've been in my mind as of lately
all i want its driving me crazy
and i dont know what to do 
my heart aches when im around u
what else is there to do?
love smothering me till i turn blue

in my dreams in my dreams
ur the only one i need
in ur dreams in ur dreams
can i b ur yandere?

breaking down my sanity
are my feelings fleeting?
can u help my ache heart stop me frum bleeding?

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute

(miku:)

i cut cut cut
i cut cut cut
i bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

If you found this note in a small wooden box with a heart on it, then *congratulations!* You are probably the first person to read this. I didn’t really plan on sharing this with anybody, but for some reason I think it’s exciting that somebody out there, a complete stranger, will come across this note and read my story. Someone I will never meet, sharing such a personal bond with me. I’m fascinated that either one of us could die - even as soon as tomorrow - with the other being completely clueless to the fact. To you, my entire life is within this note, and so I will live for as long as your memory can carry me. Writing this, I’m wondering if that makes you feel fascinated or violated. It’s so exciting.

cut my heart :3 #DDLC (ft. amecandy x miku)

(vol. #​‎4evr)「Am I In Reality Or Am I Insanity?」

https://open.spotify.com/track/36Hr8dnUPs266hdeieAUs6?si=fde9561544fc47ee

kanojo2kanojo///totono.___ 1/4

lyrics:

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

lost inside delusions
trusts me & it's her mistake
never had solutions
found her crying in the rain
i can wipe my tears
me & her, we're not the same
staring in the mirror
with a grin across my face

don't say my name
u'll bring me my flowers
i've had enough
of ur games
now it's time for mine

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

(Off-Screen)「Nothing Ever Happens Here Anways...」

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iYwx9CfyyrRMaVEa0GX68?si=d829574bf39a4242

school days, wrong story... ////rena/kotonoha?

lyrics:

(L: u took my luv, used that
R: ur pretty hair, all black
L: went2 ur house, sit back
R: i used2 feel attached)

my eyes on u, so sad
ur pretty hair, all black
we used to walk, hold hands

i used to feel - attached

u took my luv, used that
i took my knife, went back
to ur house, sit back

close the door - relax

when i'm done with u
i'm done with me

we weren't meant to be
i'm so sorry

i got pushed to shame
and now u bleed

this seems to be the end
of "love" stories

Can I ask you one thing?
I loved you....
But did you feel the same?
You hurt me...
I just wanted something-
Between us...
But all this hatred told me-
"It's worthless..."

end of love (and hate?) #whentheycry竜宮 レナ

ty sekai for helping 
shout out noelle


lyrics

im sorry that i never helped you out
filling up your head with doubts
sorry that i lied with words from my mouth
i fucked up and i see that now 
from the scratches on ur neck
to the blood on ur corset
so much shit that i regret
i know u wish we never met
i woke up in the morning in the same spot where we slept
searched all through out my house to realise that u fucking left
my head is filled with tears and my chest is filled with sweat
im sorry that i hurt u for the words i nmever meant
i know what i did and im sorry for it too
but you dont realise how much i still love you
so baby baby please come back
the thoughts of you leave my mind tunring black oohh ohhh

im sorry that i never helped u out

prod @bloodsekai

i wanna be famous before i turn 29
it's too bad i've wasted my life on computer time
and all the friends i could have had if i tried
but i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try
it's not your fault
it's not your fault
if only you could see
i like the things that you do with your hair
maybe you'd still be by my side
i pray for your dead body
i wanna be famous before I turn 29
it's too bad i've wasted my life on computer time
and all the friends i could have had if i tried
but i'm so freaking shy
i hope that i'll start to try
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time
i've wasted my life on computer time

computer shy xo willow cover

last part so funny

overwatch suicide i wanna end my life
pea brained supports, stupid fat tank dykes
all they do is die and die, complain and cry and cry
dps is the problem, ur lifes a joke go and cope
0-5 reinhardt
please slice my heart
crit health fallin apart
like where the fucks my suzu
where is my replenish
dps moira now my ecstasy's ended

I play this shit everyday
pocket mercy u and im still the issue
tank wants to die again, i cant heal you
20k healing.. how the fuck we still lose?
this game makes me just wanna die
but at the same time i feel so alive
maybe its not always like this
ill try one more time i guess..

Overwatch suicide w/ esh Prod bloodsekai

prod @bloodsekai

2d girls on my phone they're so nice and loveable
i'd never turn my back they could trust me
real girls aren't like this we get pitied

some think im funny and thats about it
one said she'd date me if i was different
didnt rlly get it cuz it wouldnt b me
but i understand now she just doesnt like me
i don't think that i could ever let me date them
whole standard thing makes me hate em
im a loser for the way that i think
but i rlly dont care cuz the world stinks

all the sols i've watched all the losers that i saw
they all ended up in love so why haven't i won
it really doesnt make sense to me
every girl should die unless they're 2d

i love 2d girls and hope all real women die
4x
hope when i die i get isekai'd
get welcomed home from a girl in my camera roll

real women should die @iloveanimegirls

didn't pitch this 1 / ft @deadcouple prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/6T2wkGV98v0KXctqXdckM7?si=690dba1d0d074ea2

ran into a wall
ive been stuck ever since
i know goodness comes from fortune
but my luck is a bitch
i waste my days
till my vision goes away
and even in my dreams
i can never change my fate

don't know what to do
i don't have a clue
stuck inside my room
and i'm feeling really blue
my eyes are blurring out
i really wanna shout
my head is getting dizzy
and i can't stand my ground

commit suicide
think abt it everynight
don't have any reason live
if ur not by my side
dont even wanna try
i'll sit in my room and cry
yeah my life is such a bitch
of course u picked that other guy
im not fine
i wanna fucking die
dont ask why
commiting suicide
u know why
cuz u picked that other guy
hes gonna die
hes gonna die

end of love (and hate?) #whentheycry竜宮レナ

desmi ꒰ა❤︎໒꒱

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