my bf sent me 2 days into dating is this a good or bad sign LOL

Edwin my loveliest blood sucker. I loved you from galaxy to galaxy. goodbye

ive loved this song for years i dont think anyone could ever fathom what this song means to me

elegy

demxntia - elegy

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

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//あなたは素晴らしい//

i'm finally happy again so here's a lil' love song for a lil' someone. 
thank you so much to my best friend qawi for comin' in clutch with creating this with me. i love you man <3

@qawikamri

lyrics
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(guardin)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

i think i'm falling for you
everything you do is so cool
i'm a sucker for your tattoos
and the way you say i love you

let's just crawl inside my bed
sleep until it's six a clock my parents think we're dead
i could hold you for eternity or till you fall asleep
i could write a song about the way i love it when you speak

baby you complete me evidently 
you're a diamond in the rough & 
i'm so fucking glad you met me
imma love you like forever or until you just forget me
but i think you wanna stay a while
i think you that you get me

(guardin and qawi kamri)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

(qawi kamri)
welcome to my house, please take a seat
i call you beautiful, cos i mean it
are you hungry though? i can make you something
what do you want? i can make you anything

or we can order pizza too
i got spare change my room
dominos or pizza hut
just so you know the choice is yours

ohhhh the choice is yours
ohhhh so which one?

maybe im your soulmate
maybe you're my soulmate
should i kiss your lips
we're gonna make history
we're gonna make history  

(guardin and qawi kamri)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

follow qawi kamri

shaky hands (feat. qawi kamri)(prod. by qawi kamri)

Official Music video : https://youtu.be/gk6XStdzntQ


lyrics :
Take me back to the days when we would ride in ur 01 mustang 
I was counting the freckles on your face 
as we watched the stars in ur driveway 

And I been thinking a lot of when we were younger 
and u always made me feel like something
Take me back to the days when we would ride in ur 01 mustang 
I was counting the freckles on your face 
as we watched the stars in ur driveway 
Never grow apart from me 
I’m bubble gum and u are Marceline

Never grow apart from me girl u will always be a part of me

guardin: 
we were kissin' on your lawn
pack another bong while i'm snappin' on your thong string
cuddle all night till the morning comes
could've woke me up but instead it was a loaded gun
your dad ain't too happy
why the fuck you on my lawn with pillows & a snappy?
actually it's a snapple sir, don't clap me
i got up & dipped so quick to my pappy's

haven't felt this good in so long
i don't have the heart to tell you so i'll get gone (smoke)
assess my right & wrongs
& i still spill the beans when i write this song
(i love you)

i couldn't forget u even if I wanted to (≧◡≦)w/ guardin (prod. sayso !) [video in description]

on streaming platforms now... like this one: https://open.spotify.com/album/4yCmN2nKdJ4i0k6rtRyExL?si=qGSsvJLqRSqSK3Ox1nC_nQ

This song is by no means romanticizing school shootings, it’s just something that came out of my head when I was sad about the state of the world and gun violence is the US. If u have bad thoughts, please reach out and get help <3 you are not alone and senseless violence isn’t the answer in these situations. Please stay safe and take care of each other. 

_____

in light of recent events.

lyrics:.
so he wakes up every morning
just as alone as the as the night before
and he walks himself to school
with his backpack and his coat

no one bats an eye 
oh me oh my

and he walks home in the evening
to a house no one would touch
and he stares up at the ceiling
all the voices are too much

that voice he kills
he can't sit still

so he wakes up one bright morning
empty look upon his face
no one wonders in the evening
why he comes home so dreadfully late

he goes to bed
clouds gather in his head

so he goes to school that morning
heavy baggage on his back
pulls out guns with ammunition
oh and he won't be the last

it can't end good
it never would.

it can’t end good

lyrics
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i bet you like
the way that i
sit inside on a friday night
doing nothing with my life
while you’re out partying with other guys 
but i’m not wise 
& these aren't lies
according to you it’s all in my mind
but i see the things that they post online
and it makes me sick to my fucking spine
i worry a lot about the day you leave 
cause the day you leave is the day i leave 
and i think too much about suicide 
about killing time 
about time i try 
something new 
cause this shit gets old but i love the way that she says i love you
and i tried many times to rewind to the days you were mine
and i tried many times to erase what we made what have i done
cause a part of me died when you left in november that night 
think he’s right beside you telling you what to say to me why
do i think what i think cause i think i’m in love with a lie

inside

didn't feel right to do w/o the boy @guardinmusic , hope y'all get this stuck in your heads.

s/o to @ _ikiryo_art on insta for the pretty visual

lyrics:

[flowars]
Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

I'll protect you fallen angel, and your demons too
I don't hate you for your nature, I'm a monster too
Tear my heart to pieces and I'll piece it back together
Just to keep the peace I'll suffer with you for forever

Happy will never matter as long as you get your way,
I'm happy just to have you but it's suicide to stay
Who am I today, who are you but sorrow?
Sometimes I dread tomorrow, I feel my life is borrowed
Sometimes my chest feels hollow, and that's just because she swallowed

My sweet temptress, evil empress, poison princess don't lose interest
I might distress, I get so depressed when you leave me; cold and bleeding

Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

[guardin]
she likes the way my hands glide
up her hipbones in the moonlight
kiss my chest and 
leave an imprint
lost my mind again
girl don't trip it's
like whatever
my heart isn't together
my mind is in the sky with chance of cloudy weather
it's okay if i let her down she'll find someone better
if lying to myself is what it takes then imma let her drown
and i can drown too
these bottles in my bedroom
they comfort me in silence sippin' violently like you do
the corner of my lip is split from smoking like a damn fool
if words don't have a meaning why the fuck i got these tattoos?

[flowars]
I'm just food for you my love
Break my rib and suck my blood
I'm just food for you my love
Drink till you're drunk
Or I'm ash and dust

Don't gaze too deep in her eyes
There's a pain that she could never hide
You wear such a pretty disguise
Lure me and I'm so mesmerized

you're a blood sucking pest and I know
love is a test and I'll pass another go

bloodsucker (feat. guardin)

bloodsucker ft. guardin (prod. 8milotb)

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

i'm in love with that vibe

credits:
@guardinmusic
couldn't find any sc of saiah or squrl :( [update: maybe it's @iloveyousai]

saiah x guardin - polaroid [prod. squrl] (lil sped up bcuz copyright)

prod me <3

lyrics:
she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

this is not a tik tok hit, or a mainstream slap
its the hook verse hook on how my heart collapsed
this is not a dance real slow, if you love me don't go
i've been tryna find some peace down every road we go

why do we fight every evenin
i'm sorry i woke you from sleepin
i'm spillin my guts, so my head don't combust
you're the girl of my dreams you're the one i believe in

i went from holdin you close
to someone you used to know
i remember gettin fucked up
i remember lettin go

she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

homescreen

fun while it lasted.


if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
get knocked down try again, get so nervous that I up chuck
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

You know I have no self control no need to fabricate the truth
then we can talk about the good times and all the evil things you do
Made a world full of your bullshit tried to fill my head with lies
so when I tell you that I’m leaving it should come as no surprise

no surprise, why’d i try? just to end up here again
fooled me once, fooled me twice, fooled around with all your friends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
Get knocked down and try again, but get so nervous that I up chuck 
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

maybe i could learn to skate 
or play guitar to compensate
for all the little secrets that i keep
cause my dreams warned, be on the ball.
i took advantage of it all 
she was my girl, lights in my world, my everything.
then life said sike, why’d you try? 
just to end up here again?
fooled you once fooled you twice, please don’t tell me it ends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

lame

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－ ｆａｍ －

@acidcastle
@guardinmusic
@qawikamri
@itsyungvan
@kvnny

bloodsucker ft. guardin (prod. 8milotb)

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