I think we could collab and make something beautiful 

BOPSv2

@guardinmusic
Prod by: @sinxi x Tagliatore

lyrics-

yung van-
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault, yeah
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
guardin-

Yeah I got an ice heart
Fuck all your feelings I’ll tear them apart
What nice start
I’m unaware that I do this I’m sorry sweet heart
I’m a boggart
Keep to myself up until I depart
Can I restart?
I only see dark at the end of the tunnel

And I cannot focus on all these fucking emotions
They constantly go unspoken, for I do fear being open
And I can feel my throat closing
As my heart starts decomposing
A Hollow being just floating
As my demise is approaching us

yung van - 
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day
I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid, yeah
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day

I ain’t ever love since I was a kid
Yeah you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

Something's in the Way w/ guardin (Prod. Sinxi & Tagliatore)

VInyl & CD pre-sales

elegy

demxntia - elegy

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lyrics:
i'm gonna watch it all fade away
everything that i lost i made it right back
you wanted me to stay a day
but i don't think im prepared for all the light flack
i tried to take the pain away
but it just keeps on hurting i dont like that
dont think i can explain a thing
but if you keep on tryna push me i just might snap
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want
im waiting, you said im ok
then you watch me decay
i wont let you explain yourself
i think my pains a reflection of things
that you caused through the day
and what im tryna say is that
i am so free
its impossible to be yourself
when you on your knees
begging somebody else for your love
that u think has to be given to  you
and just don't expect me to be someone
you think you'll be counting on and
wait
you dont gotta give up hope now
wait
you are almost there so don't pout
you saw me again in person
and i dont understand the shit you said its worthless
and all the threats you make against my head's concerning
and you were just a stepping stone for me im learning
and you dont like the way i moved on
the way i look at everybody else is too fond
and you could never reach me if you tried im too gone
and im not gonna listen to a thing that you want

condition prod siem spark alexbrazy aton

obsessed w/ ulovely (p. johnnyfriend)

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

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//あなたは素晴らしい//

i'm finally happy again so here's a lil' love song for a lil' someone. 
thank you so much to my best friend qawi for comin' in clutch with creating this with me. i love you man <3

@qawikamri

lyrics
----------
(guardin)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

i think i'm falling for you
everything you do is so cool
i'm a sucker for your tattoos
and the way you say i love you

let's just crawl inside my bed
sleep until it's six a clock my parents think we're dead
i could hold you for eternity or till you fall asleep
i could write a song about the way i love it when you speak

baby you complete me evidently 
you're a diamond in the rough & 
i'm so fucking glad you met me
imma love you like forever or until you just forget me
but i think you wanna stay a while
i think you that you get me

(guardin and qawi kamri)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

(qawi kamri)
welcome to my house, please take a seat
i call you beautiful, cos i mean it
are you hungry though? i can make you something
what do you want? i can make you anything

or we can order pizza too
i got spare change my room
dominos or pizza hut
just so you know the choice is yours

ohhhh the choice is yours
ohhhh so which one?

maybe im your soulmate
maybe you're my soulmate
should i kiss your lips
we're gonna make history
we're gonna make history  

(guardin and qawi kamri)
i look at you & the stars align
you're a comet in the darkest sky
butterflies in my fucking eyes
got me wishin' i could make you mine

follow qawi kamri

shaky hands (feat. qawi kamri)(prod. by qawi kamri)

S/O https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes for mixing my part :)

Kixsu X Flowars - So High (Prod. Syndrome)

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

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//私は理由を知らない//

lyrics
--------
you see now
i get it
my heart is in your hands
and if i move too quickly
a broken hearts my plan
a fever don't sweat it
i know love is hard to grasp
sincerely the poison 
that's swirling in your glass

i could probably stand
if i tried to love again
if i tried to live out my life
and i could probably stand 
if i had another chance
if i close the curtains & dim the lights

but i heard it gets easier 
and the leaves fall but they don't hurt
when the winter hits i'll probably die inside
but that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
that's okay that's okay that's alright
i don't really mind
cause death is just an obstacle that i'll probably survive

(i know it's all in my head)

i still have your sweatshirt
yeah you left it here last week
and it's gray with the blue text
of the college that you seek
i'll take you wherever
it is you wanna be
and we'll crash in my bedroom
although you're no good for me

i never know why
my love is blind
hand me the scissors
i'll cut out my eyes
this ain't what i 
had in my mind
i think i love you
but i'm not sure why

okay

a collection of some ideas ive been working on throughout the year, thanks to my friends for helping me along the way and making it all come together

sample * girl in red - i wanna be your girlfriend

LYRICS * https://genius.com/Gravehours-friends-lyrics

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features: @guardinmusic & @anthonytheabbot
cover art by: twitter.com/undeaddeaths

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INNER CONFLICT

FRIENDS w/ guardin & abbot

Stream INNER CONFLICT

FRIENDS (feat. guardin & abbot)

just a spontaneous drop, ur welcome.
random art bc i didn't have anything.
tell her that u love her.

producer/beat link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkpHPuKmxSo

can i get ur number

can i get ur number [prod. fatheryelvy]

i'm in love with that vibe

credits:
@guardinmusic
couldn't find any sc of saiah or squrl :( [update: maybe it's @iloveyousai]

saiah x guardin - polaroid [prod. squrl] (lil sped up bcuz copyright)

prod me <3

lyrics:
she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

this is not a tik tok hit, or a mainstream slap
its the hook verse hook on how my heart collapsed
this is not a dance real slow, if you love me don't go
i've been tryna find some peace down every road we go

why do we fight every evenin
i'm sorry i woke you from sleepin
i'm spillin my guts, so my head don't combust
you're the girl of my dreams you're the one i believe in

i went from holdin you close
to someone you used to know
i remember gettin fucked up
i remember lettin go

she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

homescreen

stare at all the pictures on the wall
crack that whippet then I fall
fade to bliss then stand up tall
might take another trip out to the mall
blow that cash on Saint Laurent
spark that joint then lay dormant like
wake up from my slumber
then I stumble out the door
each day it blends it never it ends, I stopped keeping that score
my ego pleading nose is bleeding I just need some more
that glass I'm gonna pour till my body hit the floor
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I don't really know how to get back
I just lose control and I go mad
present is the only thing that matters that don't mean to get so fucked up you cannot see the shatters in the glass
time is moving fast
your actions in the present shape your future fuck the past
I write out on computers all these letters just to last
now just take a look at me I'm rapping so damn fast

Woah
I know
I cannot fuck with 9-5
this music shit best fly up high
in that space ship
20,000 miles in the sky
lets just face it 
I don't really wanna fucking  try
light that blunt, hit yes I'm thinking that I'm going blind
in this maze bitch and you gotta find that golden line
find your place quick, just before you run out of your time

just rewind that
and you'll find that
every fucking second wasted of your time man
every single kiss and every single touch man
it's all temporary.
back in February
had a thought about just running from this sanctuary
had that knife against my jugular
thought about it, kinda hurts
ultimately I don't know what stopped me but I'm glad I'm cursed

I don't really know how to get back
I just lose control and I go mad
present is the only thing that matters that don't mean to get so fucked up you cannot see the shatters in the glass
time is moving fast
your actions in the present shape your future fuck the past
I write out on computers all these letters just to last
now just take a look at me I'm rapping so damn fast

fuck that shit I gotta hit slow
ya'll be missing every note
I be on another time frame
flip the fucking beat onto it's toes
when I'm feeling blue I know
pink can help me write some more flame

lost inside my mental and I know
I've been losing all control
and these flows just help to numb pain
yes i'm sure you know just how it goes 
gotta fill the void in full
and Ignore all of the time waste

Losing Control II [prod. pink]

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@guardinmusic
@qawikamri
@itsyungvan
@kvnny

can i get ur number [prod. fatheryelvy]

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