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August 31, 2025

Surrounded by those thinking the worst of me,
Outnumbered by the ones who loved cursing me,
Satisfied when they start blaming me,
Revel in every time to start shaming me,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

I'm not perfect but I'm proud just to get by,
I'm still holding onto the guilt that it took to survive,
And It isn't your fault for all these grudges I bare,
Under all the scar tissue this person still cares,

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I've just been punished before,
Failure held over me, By those who like to keep score,
There's a storm cloud building inside
And I can't take any more!

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I still see them out there waiting for me,
Lurking for an ambush behind every tree,
Just know through all the show I'm still trying my best,
And I exist in between tolerance and forgiveness,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)



Can't Say That I'm Sorry

Crystal Ball

All music & lyrics written and performed by Jason Couse & Wes Marskell with Mark Dorsey
Produced by Jason Couse, Wes Marskell, Matty Green
Mixed by Matty Green
Produced by Emily Lazar at The Lodge, NYC
Assisted by Chris Allgood

Photography by Maya Fuhr
Graphic Design by Devin Wilson

Management & Legal: The Bullpen Management
Released by: The Darcys Inc. Records

Boys Don't

I wanna celebrate
In this endless eight
You and me could make the best thing in a while

While the city sleeps
Praying to concrete
That only this heart beats the best thing in a while

And you say her name
Patterns in the rain
Match what's in my brain, the best thing in a while

When I see your moon
I got secrets too
Only cause of you, the best thing in a while

Take the bullet train
I don't feel the rain
Want it to remain the best thing in a while

Am I still your moon
There was only you
For a week or two, the best thing in a while

Light a cigarette
I'm not over it
Running to forget the best thing in a while

Wonder if you knew
I got secrets too
Only cause of you, the best thing in a while

Best thing in a while
Best thing in a while
Best thing in a while
Best thing in a while

I don't even know where you are, I'll find you anyway
I don't even know what I want, I want you anyway

Mixed by Skyler Norwood, Miracle Lake Studios
Mastered by Gus Elg, Sky Onion Mastering

Best Thing

Boxes is the third single from Daddy's Beemer's debut LP, Denmark. Denmark was recorded over the course of two years and features the band exploring every corner of their sonic repertoire. Production by Preston Dunnavant seals the deal on tracks ranging from high energy to relaxing ambient vibes.

Daddy's Beemer is Brady Sklar, Dan Fetterolf, and Wesley Heaton.
Recorded, mixed, and produced by Preston Dunnavant
Mastered by Matthew Garber - For The Record Mastering

Boxes

DEEWEE036 James Righton 'Start' 
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"Start is a song about remembering the things you love in one another during times of great change. I wanted to write about the nature of relationships. How they are constantly evolving and how it’s always important to keep in mind those moments when you first met" James

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Start

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The debut single from London based band Seven Spies. Entitled “Chameleon” the tracks narrates the life's pressures and features gritty, raucous guitars, tenacious melodies and textured harmonies, showcasing Blomiley’s impressive vocals. “Chameleon” is an energetic release, bursting with both conviction and charisma.  

“Chameleon” is mastered by John Davis (The Killers, Lana del Rey, Royal Blood, Lewis Capaldi, Gorillaz).

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