this song made me forcefully cum everywhere

Choke on my vomit (demo)

look out

teach me to read your books sound delicious
getting drunk and talking to you is so fun
youve gone away but it cant be for long

it so hard to keep mattering to people all the time
but you
youre the one i wish would just come back

come back

I don't think i can go outside.
Everybody out there wants me to die.
They'll blow my head off when i walk out there.
 to be honest do I even care?

When are they just gonna quit?
Shootin guns all they do is miss.
One day, my blood will be on the walls.
I go limp as my body falls.

I’d like to say that things get better,
But every day just feels like tether.
The weight just drags me further down,
Guess I was born to wear this frown.

The other night I heard your name,
Felt the same old sting of shame.
Thought I’d moved on, but that’s a lie
Some ghosts just never die.

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i used to be fine now i never will again
now i waste my future for more time in my bed
i know ill crash soon
but i refuse to get up to standard
my retarded mind keeps me trapped inside an endless loop of failure

hey im a retard and im gonna end your bloodline
tell everyone im not sorry for wasting your time
hey to all my friends online this isnt a joke
my stupid bwaaa-ka life has got me by the throat

(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupiddd bwaaaaaa)

i cant rise to the task i crumble under the pressure
i cant harden up im as coal as ever
im just the rough with no diamonds to discover
completely fucked up by the indifference of nature

(humming)

(chorus 2x)

(fuck!!!)

My stupid bwaaa-ka life

so sorry i keep reuploading this one i needed to compress more
h4rtbrkr cover obviously

eat yr heart

another failed suicide attempt

i might delete this because i actually really like some lyrics but not how the instrumental turned out

also working on making an ep or album or soemthing idfk

verse: i wish i was the kewl loner type but im just a sucker that cant get anything right
all i can do is compare myself and cry i wanna die i wanna fuckin die
pre chorus? idk: every time i try i fail but u make it look so easy
i dont understand how youre so much better than me
every time i try i fail but u make it look so easy
i dont understand i dont think ill ever understand
chorus: can you give me a reason why i should even try x2
can you give me a reason can you give me a reason not to curl up lay down on the ground and die
verse 2: everyone has talent and then theres me a teenage retard thats oh so lonely
and its so kewl how ill never be anything more than an absolute nobody

umm uhh umm

Acoustic cover of Cameron Phlodge. I've never heard anyone cover these songs and I don't think anyone ever has so I thought I'd try it.

Lyrics:
(Dalepilled)
Ever since you left me, I've been Dalepilled
Now I'm in a car, and I'm crashing for thrills
Since you left me, I've been downhill
Now I'm in a car, and I'm crashing for real

I hate the things you do
I hate the things you put me through

Said you hated me when you saw me last
Now I'm in a car and I'm driving fast

I hate the things you do
I hate the things you put me through

Since you left me, I've been Dalepilled
Now I'm in a car, and I'm crashing for thrills
Since you left me, I've been downhill
Every time I think about you, I feel ill

(Monte Carlo)
I just want a Firebird and a Monte Carlo
I don't need love from no hoe
I just want a Firebird and a Monte Carlo
I don't need love from no hoe

Fuck whatever that bitch said
That bitch want me dead
She see me going far in my NASCAR
She's mad that I'm a rockstar

Fuck whatever that bitch said
That bitch want me dead
She see me going far in my NASCAR
She's mad that I'm a rockstar!

Dalepilled/Monte Carlo (Acoustic Cameron Phlodge cover)

Cover of Deepblu/Saxonman.
I did this entirely with my voice nearly a year ago for fun. I used pitch shifting for one overdub and sampled my voice for drums because I'm not black enough to beatbox, but no MIDI was used.
Deepblu if you're reading this is one of my favorite songs ever and I wouldn't do this for just any song. 

Lyrics: 
I'm really sorry I didn't work through this normally
Instead I made songs about you behind anonymity
It's not my fault to be honest
I never thought she'd find out
Let's not be too rash now
Honey please put the knife down

She found the songs, and now she wants my head
I gotta calm her down, or I'll get killed to death

If anything this one's your fault too
If you were nicer then these wouldn't be all about you
But you had to be a bitch and make me get all sad
Oh fuck, she doesn't like this
I think she's gonna get mad

She found the songs and now she wants my head
Gotta calm her down, or I'll get killed to death

KILLED-2-DEATH (Acapella Deepblu cover)

A real person
Are you a memory
Are you the man I fell in love with in my dreams
You came like an angel
Your wings are broken now
I'm tryna fix them up
But you're blocking me out
Are you a blessing
Are you a curse
Did I know you in another life
In another universe
Are you a boy
Or are you a man
Am I making any sense
Do you even understand

All of a sudden
All of a sudden

I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional

Are you a mirror
Do you reflect
All of my deepest insecurities
And my worst regrets
Am I dreaming
Am I awake
Can you show me the difference
And how can I know what's fake

All of a sudden
All of a sudden

I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional
I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional

Under pressure
so under
pressure

I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional
I feel so emotional
You make me so emotional
It's all so emotional
You make me so emotional

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