lost 7

Thank you all so much for the overwhelming amount of support, got a fun little track dropping for yall this Friday :)

additional vocals by me

feat. https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/saysooo
art by the lovely @passive155 (on twitter)
mixed by me

Lyrics:

And if every thing we thought correct
Had just got up and left
I wouldn't hesitate to take another step
In your direction
Recollectin memories we share the best ones
And I'd restart at step one for your affection
I'd get to relearn what makes you laugh and smile
And get mad scrunchin your nose and your brows
I don't know how it happened
It's like some men in black shit 
A click then a flash and now we don't know where our past went
Or what our past was
The half kiss and half touch
Some would call it bad luck 
And i ain't even mad because
I get to experience you all for the first time again
And take you on dates so we can talk about the lifes we live
And i can't wait for that first kiss 
I want it to be perfect
Even thinking bout it's making me nervous 
This is all just so surreal
I can't even begin to wait to get to know how you feel

If. .we. .would. .re. .set
I wouldn't mind
I wouldn't mind, i wouldn't mind no
×4

okay, freeze frame argument
we’re sitting on a park bench
our past is running circles through me,
I’m stuck on your arc length,
every evening we spent cheerful hangs
suspended in air
we both agreed that we ain’t working
though, we ended it there
and every sip of morning coffee you made
after i slept over or the way you slipped your 
sweater off your shoulder just to trace me through 
your supernova tattoo on your collarbones
comes floating back in monochrome, 
sheathed in a protective cover 
i’d give anything  to relive me and you in technicolor,
reincarnate months back to the party where I met you
where we dipped and watched the starlit sky then woke up in your bedroom
it’s not a second chance, you see, I want a second play-through
some way where if I fuck up I’d rewind to an escape route
and evade making the wrong choice
program every date with a respawn point
and meander through the multiverse, i’d go whatever distance
till I happen on a parallel dimension that’s not this one

If. .we. .would. .re. .set
I wouldn't mind
I wouldn't mind, i wouldn't mind no
×4

Reset, feat. samsa // sayso !

I guess the afterlife is crazy after all...

Produced by Raven.
Mixed and Mastered by @polearm. 
Artwork by Dog Eat Dog Designs. (https://bit.ly/2VPPYYg)

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-the-life-and-times-of-the-already-dead-lyrics

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The Life And Times Of The Already Dead

Lyrics https://youtu.be/0GaxkDmIetA
SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/album/4zLARQvQ8oVtVjIqvWOsjR

All Production: https://soundcloud.com/playfulryan

The title says it all! This song is about the perfect girl, in my eyes. Enjoy (:

She's Perfect

Spotify

beat prod. @tomppabeats
mixed my me

Lyrics:

I wanna know how it feels to lie
twisting words and dagger knifes,
tool i use to bleed the truth
words i used to hold them tight 
peers your lips and intertwine 
our hands they lock you shut 
your eyes, your hips
they move from left to right
you peers my back, but i dont mind

told myself that id be fine,
its okay and its alright
the truth is bleeding out of me
the fact with you i can not lie
next to you is not the same
the though of you runs through my brain
your actions make me feel insane
id rather you take all the blame

v2
I wanna know how it feels to lie
next to you,your arms held tight 
peers my lips invade my mind 
infect me with your butterfly
your voice the sound of lullaby
a tune ill always memorize 
your touch ill always reconize 
you peers my back and draw the line

i wanna know wanna know how it feels to lie
I wanna know wanna know how it feels to lie
i wanna know~ 
i wanna know ~
i wanna know wanna know how it feels

now i know how it feels to lie
numb the pain of dagger knife
dull the since of being kind
you fool me once but never twice
eclipsed inside your state of mind 
i mold myself into your heart
you stab my back so many times 
you deb my  scar tissue your art
but now it time to play my part 
our distance is so far away 
your smile had a pigment but 
Lately im seeing black and gray 
but latley im see black and gray
id rather see our better days 
i wanna 

know wanna know how it feels to lie
i wanna know how it feels to lie
i wanna know~
i wanna know~ 
i wanna know wanna know how it feels 
how it  feels

Feels to lie [prod. tomppa]

Had some fun with this one. 

Featuring/Mixed by @grifcantsleep 
Art by @brandonabueg
Enjoy :)

LYRICS: 


Now ive never been the type that would beg for the attention
Always in the corner with some headphones on
People think im mad cause my blank expression
But really im just focused tryna let go of
 
Thoughts of my ex girl, the next girl, the last
I'm Impressed that I’m blessed I can check off the past
Man I rap to release all the tension 
It reeks of depression
And constant panic attacks

But fuck that 
Zig zags for a jay 
Backwoods blue dream when i call it day 
Oralé homie tossed me a corona 
The girl im tryna get at steady blowin up my phone 

Ya know it cant get much better 
46 texts man i might go get her 
Make that 47 cause i heard another *ding* 
She sent another text said i can't get wetter 

After one time man ima be her trend setter 
Blue sweater favorite one that she can't throw away 
Shorty too hot, she need to cool down 
Ima quench her thirst 
Ima be her lemonade 
Hook: 
I want you 
Girl ima tell you straight that's the way i am 
I want you 
My love is like a drug you don't understand 

Griffin: 
I been on my shit where the job site huh? 
Put the work in 
Strict with the verbs but I slack on the nouns 
Me? 
Ain't losing my head in the gold 
See? 
Blow loud till I'm full 
The sound in my throat 
Been crowd in the roads 
So fuck what you're on 
Stay advancing the poems 
Holding my key 
I might just freak on some drums like BWAH 
Yeah 
I was eager to run just needed a month 
I know how you sleepin on me 
Ain't been stoppin the growth
Ima hop in the bush 
So cold when I'm cookin the flows(Aye)
Old soul with the hook 
Stay roamin the coast 
From Brooklyn to Newport 
Just look where your moves 
I'ma fuck with the sonar yeah 
Put it in the beat for a snare 
Comin at me be prepared 
Study that, grow out your hair 
Samson I'm ramblin here 
But still on my A1 shit 
They said there's no replacements 
They want tips? 
Tell 'em Kick it at my place just like watch 
Runnin up the board like watch 
Crews county comin up the coast on lock 
Sayin oh just watch like 

Hook



Okay so I just woke up
Last night’s a little vague but I taste throw up
Had a little much to drank and I made little lust
with the shorty from the first verse 
Said she wanna fuck

I Want You ft. griffin

but jus almost, everything is almost, and i might fall again

prod. YoungTaylor but technically https://soundcloud.com/verzache (?) 
https://soundcloud.com/verzache/juvenescence
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/geo_1022

but i'm not there yet
and it pulls me down even farther knowing halving never ends
because I'll never hit 0 or infinity, either or
limits can't be reached and yet i've topped mine out
and now i'm feelin like a discontinuity, solve me analytically
directly substitute me with the c term, 
with the waves
like i'm boutta rip tides to the sea
i don't wanna feel like a math problem 
need the book to breach
the surface of the understanding of the person that is learning but do not comprehend
speakin foreign languages to teach you how to conjugate
but every letter's off and grammar seems to fail you every time
now you wish without a doubt that you understood subjunctive
but the junctions of the thoughts are subpar
so now 
i been..

but jus almost everything is almost
and i might fall again cuz

but i don't think i can drink
cuz the bilirubin's elevated levels make me start to think
bout the possibilities of liver failure maybe more than gilbert's
jaundice ain't a joke but i been hiding it with long sleeves
eyes down so they can't see the yellow and the veins
of my eyes keep it mystery
like the fact that my coats really only help me hide my scrawny arms
and my jokes about death make it seem less serious
but really i been stressin lots and even all dis tea don't help
and i don't really know what to do
so jus tell me please

but even knowin layouts doesn't bring thematic similes
that click before they're cliche 
everything's a repeat
over over done, everything's been used
and even with ideas nothing's good enough for you
and comparison between people runs into your mind
makes you question whether all your work's a truth or it's a lie
like you stole from someone without knowing
plagiarism in the sub c
it's gettin cold in my heart to the sub z's
try to fend it off
try to fend it off
imma fly up high
so 
so high

Chrosky | Husk

I wrote this song about anxiety...

Produced by Worth Beats.
Mixed and Mastered by @polearm.
Artwork by Dog Eat Dog Designs. (https://bit.ly/2VPPYYg)

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-the-man-who-watched-the-moon-lyrics

The Man Who Watched The Moon

mr. brightside.

The rocks on the bottom are cold when you first touch. 
Been on ‘em so long, it doesn’t bother me so much. 
I wake up and salvage what I can of my dreams 
before I splash some water onto my mood and have to leave. 
I take a step out, breathe. Sigh to release the pressure.
Physically, I’m present but my eyes keep tryna exit 
out the window. Picture myself anywhere but here. 
Need to turn off autopilot and remember I can steer 
but my floorboards creak. 
I haven’t had a normal conversation in like a week. 
Just “No, I don’t need a bag,” 
and “Thanks for swiping my card,” 
then try to get out as fast as I can 'fore I need to talk. 
Hurry the walk back before my body falls apart. 
Drop down onto my bed like why did I even start. 
As I slip back into slumber, I wonder 
where the why of it's all gone.
I keep coming back ‘cause I've been going so long.

The more I learn, 
the less I feel I know it.
Feelin’ like the less you know, 
the more I feel alright.
But somethin’ ‘bout that voice I hear reminds me 
that it’s only the beginning tonight.

I wanna write a love song but I can’t 
‘cause I can’t be around a girl without apologizing in advance 
for all the mistakes that I haven’t made, 
problems I haven’t caused. 
I self sabotage before I even get a chance to offer 
my hand in yours on a romantic walk through a national park.
I’d give you half of my heart if I wasn’t standing so far,
if I didn’t flash up my guard automatically 
when actually, I’d trade every star in the galaxy 
if it meant that the gravity 
couldn’t grab you and steal you away.
I just wish I had a reason to be feeling this way.
I just wish I had an address to send these letters to. 
‘Stead I fold them into airplanes, 
throw them and hope that they get to you. 
I wanna fall so you can catch me.
Cry into each other’s arms until it passes. 
I wish I could say that I’ll make you happy but I can’t.
I’ll try to figure out how ‘til I get the chance.

The more I learn, 
the less I feel I know it.
Feelin’ like the less you know, 
the more I feel alright.
But somethin’ ‘bout that voice I hear reminds me 
that it’s only the beginning to life.

Tears don’t mean a thing in the pouring rain.
I ain’t got nothin’ to lose. I got it all to gain.

the more i learn [prod. by mr. master]

i wish... (prod. elijah who)

LYRICS:

I miss finding a sort of solace in the rain
 I miss crying Im so exhausted of the pain
I miss silence its something talking in my brain 
an inner monologue that up and takes my oxygen away
I miss being happy at church 
The preacher lied to me
Since I was 9 I’ve had existential anxiety
I miss Lincoln logs and see saws and hide and seek
They told me grow up be a man I never really tried to be

I miss when back in school my adjective was gifted
 Now that I’m in college I feel average and conflicted 
I don’t think I have it in me to be actively persistent 
I’m busy convincing myself I’m an actual musician 
I miss when other rappers showed me what they make
 They think I rode in on their wave but I’m just floating in their wake
 I dip my toes in just to show them I can hold my own and take 
a couple notes and ask some questions but I never show restraint 
I miss my girl I miss my friends I miss my foes 
I miss my life I miss the highs amidst the lows
 I miss the times when I felt like I had a home
 I miss when crowds of people didn’t make me feel alone
 I never sleep till I’m collapsing from exhaustion
 I was following my dreams with hella passion but I lost it
 Now this music just a coping mechanism do it often 
Got to throw myself in something more productive than a coffin

fuck it I don't care no more I've given up on subtlety
cause If I don't say it out loud they scream it under me
Yeah I said what I said so let it fucking be
Its like God said drown then never let me up to breathe
So look, I'm fucking manic depressive
I have my good days and bad weeks 
That lack any spectrum
Getting offended takes some effort so I'm passive aggressive
And I ain't sad I'm indifferent I watch my life from a distance  
I put the par in pariah
 I put the sigh in messiah 
People praise my old music back when I was a liar
 I put my life on the line and I wanna take it all back
 Wish I could think how I act but its acting and fuck I’m tired

manic depressive

depressive (prod. depression sweater)

chaotic good
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member of èntreband

depressive (prod. depression sweater)

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