Chaos Theory

Yes the cover art was made in paint
@negativecreeper @erdo
Lyrics -
Don't wanna see you so I'm ducking
You gon cut me out, you know I do better, no discussion
it's not even realistic you can't do this shit without me
Got too many fuckin problems, now you trying to surround me
with your bullshit
I don't wanna do it
I would do it later, but my time spent on my toolkit
acting like a kid
you're hypocrite, and you just won't admit it
Got so many other things you could be doing
but you're missing me

I'm just so burnt out
I'm just so stressed out
I can't handle my jobs
I can't handle my doubt
I'm just so burnt out
I just get turned down
It just don't make sense
Why I get counted out

But I can't say I care at all
I'm alone all the time, it's a blessing and a curse
Maybe I could learn to love myself
But every time I make progress, it turns for the worst
I'm in pain all the time, I just don't talk about it
I lack the talent to create, it's driving me insane
Needed something, so I went inside my head and found it
I can't help but wonder if that was a mistake
Cause I know
I'll always fall alone
There's no way around that
But I don't know if
it's something I can take

And I was never one to talk down on a person
But I'm done with your bullshit
got double standards and more shit to go around
cause just so incapable of what you're meant to be
I don't want
To do this
But you leave me
With a bullet
And your name
etched to it
and your face
you tried to fool it

(repeat chorus)

Curse (Negative.Creeper + erdod)

@bnbonic
This was meant to be an interlude or smth and was made like 2 years ago so im putting in here for fun

THIS IS DISCONNECTED FROM THE MAIN ALBUM, its here for shits and giggles

SDM @bnbonic

hi
prod zoowe
lyrics down here

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ion fuckin care let it die *
i was tryin u dont care ab my life \(;-;)/
n u bitches couldnt ever c shit out ur eyes -_-
im not fightin its a waste of my time

ion matter rlly u jus wan b rightttttt :(((
heard u talk behind my back y u lieeeee
how u tell me that its fine then its not fineeee >:(
u think that im hurt n all that sh ion mindddd :33

say u want me gone then ill go n pack my sh up
c u actin all shocked when my [][][][][][]
u aint sorry u jus tryna save ur ego :0
say u care but u wont say it 2 my face tho

i jus [][][] until i cant [][][][][]
i jus push until i cant breathe out
always fightin jus against me
stayin up until i cant sleep now

n now ion fuckin care at all <><>
cuz nobody ever cared till it was far 2 late *~*
now im stuck w bad habits that i cant stop |.-.|
but i got so much less on my plate :>

whitelie (zoowe)

The digicore curse continues
w/ @prod-rioxion
prod. @nightigerxo

https://soundcloud.com/evilmarric/move-slow

voicemail +rioxion (nightiger)

supersonic +sebstixns (ih8feni)

Might slow down on dropping, I'm working on a secret :3
Sorry this one is kinda short
Single 1/?

Lyrics -

so can you tell me what's the problem
don't know how to solve em
all on my own
and I can't afford to drop it
rlly gotta lock in
so i gotta go

reaching for solutions
making me feel stupid
lying to my face
cause you know that i wont do shit
i dont really wanna go back home
just so you can tell me ITA

know you're questioning like everything i say
shift the blame on me, you hate on me when things dont go your way
im the punching bag i get it, its embedded in my brain
so when that bullet cross my mind, i know that you got nun to say
always leave me feeling upset
targets on my head
and the numbers aint gon help that
or anything about that
my hands go numb and i can't feel my legs
so put the bullet right inside my-

AITA (xhaji)

such a legendary lineup for this one, thank you to everyone who contributed
@deethew @oneshotniko @prod-rioxion
Lyrics
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@daikore
every conversation is a setup
think im always on the edge
way too close, you better back up
till i feel better
not getting better
better pack up
can't do this shit like me, its time to wrap it up

everybody talks
everybody want smth
i cant stand to watch
i cant stand to talk more
i feel like im Tyson
i could take a round more
i could be like dyson
air it out a little more

can you tell me whats the difference
got me fucked up
this my life but im not living it
n i dont got no interest
feel like i dont got no mission
feeling like nobody listen
i know nobody listen

@deethew
can u tell me what the difference is?
gotchu in my head
all these fucking images
i've been better
yeah know
know
know that

i've been tripping
think i'm wasting all my time
tell me not to worry
i don't feel alright
but im stuck with this
i feel incomplete
all your mumbling
please don't talk to me

@daikore
bros gonna switch
n i dont know where to go now
im not going home
everything just getting so loud
getting on my nerves
but i promise that's not your fault
just give me the word
and i promise that i wont stop

i cant wait, i cant fall
u cant talk, i been up
i been pushing on the pedal, i just go until i stops
even if i break down, know ill get right out n walk
i cant let it slip away from me, ill never really stop

diff + deet (scrambl+rioxion)

@evilmarric is my gangazoid :3

so they wanna talk down
its all against me
he told me i could ask around
im suddenly knee deep
i just wanna chill out
but i cant stop panicking
so i'll just wait for the end to be

now they claiming shit like wtf you talkin bout
we know you dont know me so please keep my name up out your mouth
every time i write i learn the flow is second nature
no lifetime could it fuck it up by fuckin round

look, see, danger
big time, major
asking why im fucking up
never learned to wager
always goin all in
burning myself back down
but i still stay balling
gotta watch em all back out

fuck that im gone
and they watched me fall
feeling that big time rot
you can see it on my arms
x2

(marric lyrics soon)

kneedeep (rabi)

too good not to drop here ngl

@loreskrrfan28
@daikyusupporter82

lyric
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@loreskrrfan
everybody talking bout numbers
its everything you want till you got em
now you roll around with backseat gunners
every time i leave feeling awful
i cant make the songs i want to
i just cant catch a flow
i really dont want more dollars
at this point id rather be broke

cause it wont make me happy
i got bills and i just stack em
i might make some great walls of green
but i found out, i got money but its old news
i keep falling off again
and i keep going back
cause im stuck in a loop wait for the end
like a sheer heart attack

everybody want the commas
i want you to know my name
why you all wanna copy
thats not art you do it for fame
and every single clone always gonna be a lame
better change up flows and change your name
i feel so slow but im in the race
so i just keep moving, i dont really care about placement

@daikyusupporter82
everybody care abt the numbers
i dont want ur shit u can keep it
me and bro it could never be another
wanna go tell that pussy boy say less

less

we dont care abt placement
me n tool come in first couldnt fake it
yall dream is to make it
me n bro we cant fall u cant be us

switch sides ya he wearing the wrong shirt
wrong us you can never fix what u broke
mfs ya they make it to the end n they choke
couldnt be us me and telltool do the most

say youre up but i fact checked no that shit is false
forgot to turn my swag off im covered in hoes
im not rlly w the talk im w tell ya we show
im w bro n ill say it again till its over

will it ever be over
please dont tell me what i already kno
think im running outta things i could show
idgaf telling ya im at their throat

ima throw up
got me feeling so sick
how u hate then u bounce on my dick
why he standing tell em sit w the others
at my limit but i might do another

Numbers (ashy)

hey, welcome back to 2020

featuring @3krump

prod by @lyn_u and @3eight9

Always remember, fishrealm never dies. #fishrealmforever

lyrics are down here
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@daikore
walk into the function and like everything is dead
put my pistol on percussion, sticks gon hit em in his head
and i thought, its been a minute since i seen it i cant get it back
then I caught em lying and shit like do you hate me yet?

tell me how'd you let it get so bad
you're unrecognizable i want you back
i can see that you're aiming for my neck
i cant take a suicidal way to cut your tracks

sometimes you gotta let em learn the hard way
sometimes you gotta let em walk the wrong pace
sometimes you gotta let em go the wrong place
sometimes you gotta let em learn the hard way 

i got bitches on my cell
and they acting like they know me
told em focus on yourself
i cant let nobody hold me
imma send his ass to hell
he been talking shit, bologna
find purpose in the sound that i make i let it roll me

im not picking sides and thats something i have to preface
but these bitches out their mind if they thinking they making top 10
cuz some people making mid as fuck they only gain from business
you all snakes in suit and tie you not artist you just some bitches

I cant give a fuck
fuck no
what they saying bout me
everybody wants
something
about green
i cant give a fuck about bills about things
only care about making you all see 

@3krump
i cant give a fuck what anybody says abt me
but i dont wanna hear yo shit it gets to a degree
u reached for my body and took my heart out
u got a lot of talkin but u never seein my amount

i dont wanna hear u but u always talkin
i swear to god u gotta approach these hoes with some caution
i dont wanna hear him talkin gotta shoot him in his noggin
we always talkin but we never got anything in common

(kjsdfjkbsdfjkb Mumbo Jumb o mLALALAALALA)

i keep comin back
we listen to yo tracks
personally i think that shit was fuckin trash
i keep making all these stacks
my money never lacks
i just wanna make this bread so i can give back to the raq

learning (lynU + dkay)

@lyn_u
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lyrics
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coming back to leave me in the dark again
just leave it dont wanna start again
no we cannot restart
see you tearing at the threads
less than the sum of all my parts
fucking kick it
kick rocks
i cant see it
they cropped me out 

but they still mad im at the top
pushing through your glass ceiling
idgaf about the scars
id gladly take a few just to prove you wrong
can you just leave me alone?
dont wanna talk shut off my phone a couple days ago
i work my ass off n they still gon call me lazy tho
you dont see behind the scenes im not someone you know 

said dont leave me in the dark
so you left me in the dirt
never gaf about a favor
know you made it hurt
you did that shit on purpose
always flaunt the worst shit
cant believe you're real
you're the worst, bitch

put me in the pavement
you were always on some weird or some lame shit
i could never fuck with you, so please quit
stuck in the middle of the grain like a sandwich
always moving in opposites like a magnet
different sides of the spectrum i guess you missed it
please just stay away from me n keep your distance
you dont like me, you could never like this 

it was never my intention to try n start shit
im sorry for the problems i was harping
now you're coming back to leave me in the dark again
just leave it dont wanna start again

Again n Again (lynU)

hello

ft @ih8sev (also did the coverart shit so hard)
prod @lyn_u and @rhekdens

lyrics
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@daikore
y'all look stupid
got me snoozing
why you still trying bitch you blew it
cant catch me losing
they tryna jump into my bag
but y'all not fluent
now every artist gotta cap
try not to do it
and i got secrets to my own sound that i cant let go
people in my hometown dont know who i am though
even with the numbers going up slow
put me on the map and i promise i cant fold 
everybody trash
and everybody caps
why you scamming kids
if you say you wanna rap
fucked it up again
that's the plan
i can't stand
all you fake motherfuckers
and everybody sells out
fuck that got no money i can shell out
i'll do this shit all on my own im the glass house
24/7 headache stay up till i black out
and like fuck that
ill be walking round in rags before i charge for features
like im just tryna make the music idc bout tweakers
its gon be a fucked up day on earth if i take your advice
i dont need no hands dont need no range cause im not tryna fight

@ih8sev
(7)
k-keep a pipe ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━💥
𝐜𝐮𝐳 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐢 𝐢 𝐝𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 
if u rlly gotta problem 
well den u can die 2night 💀
If u keep fkn w/ @daikore 
den u might just lose ur life ⚰
🚗 💨 pull’d up on em caught em lackn 
put red dot between his 👀
(ey-ey-ey/uh)
im so sick of all u lames (𝓞𝓝𝓖) 
talkn all dat shit u sound the same (ᵘʰᵘʰ)
EOTech put a bullet in his 🧠 
fit flex i got vivi on my frames 😎
we-we-we gon walk em down 🚶‍♂️🚶‍♂️🚶‍♂️
den run it up 🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️⬆️⬆️⬆️
cnt work wit u lames 
stg dat all u fkn suck 💯
I got A1MB0T so u betta 🦆 
𝗽𝗶𝗸𝗮-boo I hop out wit my blick 
cuz “𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸” 
(s/o @pikaxd)

Wii Dont Care (lynu + rhek)

blah blah blah lyrics down
@eyes333
@prodkxhai
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@daikore
bitch i rock my own design cant show me up
fuck i look like wearing gucci cant afford to blow the bucks
everybody taking shit and fucking up
i dont care how down i am im never turning to the cup
walking in that bitch i had to let the fidget spin
put it all on 0 and i still gon catch that win
know my stick mechanical got lead stacked in my shit
I get 1.9x what i want like @2muchnotenough

why the fuck you running
tryna claim you're innocent
tell me why you push on me
you might look like an idiot
keep a raygun on me outta luck so i recharged the bitch
see you out here claiming this and that like why you claiming shit

walk em down
set em up
knock em out
fuck around
he finding out
make it loud
bitch im proud
say it with my chest
you cant keep me down
everybody talking shit on me cant even start to size me up
need a recharge had to wire in
i been stuck its time to re:wire
crop him out the frame, he aint got time to spin
ion do that beef shit im not tryna win nun

i cant fall now
why he wanna talk down
strung up on some shit i didnt do
i just need a small crowd
i cannot be famous
i got too much that i want now 

@eyes333
tell me bitch why would i fuck with you, huh?
i just dropped a fucking band then i get a new one
if this shit was a game then i shit on you, hah
if you act like them i dont fuck with you, huh

ok like damn
im just walking in that building i dont got no fucking plan
i dont needa fuck around, im just cutting off his hands
i dont care who you are, i dont care bout where you stand
and im too up, i dont think im ever gonna land

and i mean it
bitch im undefeated
said you do it better than we do but i dont see it
i just walked in, got a rack then im leaving
i say a lot of shit that doesnt have any meaning

bands on his head
bands on his neck
i just got that shit, i just ran with a tec
i can not predict, i dont know whats coming next
they know who i am, i do not need to flex

fuckilooklike @prodkxhai

old school
@aiwacore
@rhekdens

lyrics

@daikore
.com
watch it blossom
start to feel like a problem
tell me what you wanna hear
i cant help but stay for a while they dont like me catching on
keep me stuck inside the box until its time to log off
domain.com
watch it blossom
start to feel like a problem
tell me what you wanna hear
that my job
and its all wrong
checking for a keystroke
they cant turn me off

turn the dial crank it up
once it starts it never stops
i dont wanna slow down
i cant give momentum up
i just want my own sound
im not tryna show them up
stay connected to the ground
i dont want the arcs to jump
can't afford a disruption
of my own production
i defy instruction
and its no discussion
ill fall apart but ill do it in my own way
wasnt making it to 20 but the plan changed

@aiwacore
тревожусь снова, хочу обойму
знаю так для нас обоих не хватит слова,
давай забудем все то что было между нами
вставай, я опять заболел тобой лишь словами
курю только то что меня не сломает, 
бардак в моей башке я знаю он играет,
хочу за налик купить любовь что не застрянет
так много грязи, юзаем галик,
бэй, ты тоже шаришь
забудь, малыш, не вижу в тебе идеал,
хватит, ты слышишь, хватит тянуть одеяло,
сделай вид ща как будто бы ты и не знала,
моя любовь это картон и бумага

domain @rhekdens

getting

prod @lynyou

nothing in my head
feel like i got robbed blind
i cant get a start
i cant find my own time
i dont wanna die
but i dont feel like im alive
why do i even try
it never takes the right line

God could take me home right now
and you wouldn't even notice the gap
right now, i just wonder if i fell in the trap
fall down, and i dont think im coming up
ill just suffocate
trade me in for
take me apart
trade it all for scraps, aw yeah
make your art
i cant really stay longer
or i dont wanna be on earth

leave me out of everything
its always been routine to cut me out
and let me bleed
i just break my knuckles swinging at the walls
you fucking hypocrites
but somehow i cant say a thing at all
like im just winging it
take your time
you wasted mine
take your life
thats what they tell me even though they never been through it

rust @lynyou

yeah

prod @kingtheta

this is my ventilation
since i cant stand to talk
it'll always be my safe point
at least that's what i thought
but now im getting hung up
and it just pisses me off
im always strung way too high
until the strings just break off
the weight is crushing me and there's no way that i can take this much longer
no longer
how do i say this

how am i supposed to write a song about the feeling i cant fathom
now wasting all my time to try and fill a endless chasm
i put patches on the clothes that i just cannot seem to part from
they all fall apart inside my grip but I can't let go

ive been in all directions, there is not a place for me to go
no matter my intentions, everything i say is just a joke
so i just play the part they wanna laugh i'll let em
why bother anyway

(chorus again)

i guess that this is it
im never getting out
i guess that this is it
i guess im gonna drown

I'll suffocate alone
cause i cant seem to talk
now i cant get it out
and that's just all my fault
ill let it fall apart
ill let it take me out
i want this to be over
im never getting out

pressure imbalance @kingtheta

sorry ray im using the adventure time aesthetic for this one
prod @bonedoji + @tillamookbay

1 2 3 4 5 6
count it up
i might cut out all my friends cuz they all just wanna duck
7 8 9 pics
oh here we go again
never making it to 10
nothing's perfect in the end

oh my glob
don't start this shit with me
when you think you can't be wrong
oh my glob
imma leave it right here
cuz yk im gon be gone 

you bitches inconisderate
telling me to switch i could not even consider it
treat me like im trash, take me 3 years just to figure it
maybe its my fault, im the reason they're all leaving it

i rlly feel like @deethew
can you find the fucking difference in past and current me
cuz i cannot find a reason to keep me on this streak
if you got a problem dont take it up with me

i had to hang it up and dry it out
why the fuck you talking down?
im not even active in the scene so what you tryin now?
all you fucking clankers claiming copyright to strike me down
i would rather blow my fucking head off than to bite your sound
wtf
whatchu want
wtf
what you get from this? 
im tryna move away from all the stupid shit
i dont do that drama i dont hang with cliques

im just tired of it
all you lying for it
all you trying for it
all you fighting for it
it gon stab you in the back
it gon put your shit on blast
leave you dead inside its tracks
so can you drop the fucking act

i literally made this in 2-3 hours

ohmyglob @bonedoji @tillamookbay

derailed @kirarrii

what the fuck.
@azcret
@aiwacore

lyrics -

i cannot stand when they talk about me
wake up for hours i hide in my sheets
can anyone tell that i dont wanna be here
always i've been on the bleachers
dont wanna be burned
so said i dont need her
im putting on for my team
they gon put on when my head on a tshirt

lines never land like an edgebug
you are the subtick that stopped my momentum
i try to push up, they swing me like rambo
always unlucky im stuck in the 0s
put on the kevlar they punch in like free-throw
get me outside and im game just like bmo
every song hitting hard i the got cheat codes
I feel like PEKKA im speaking their lingo

fuck what you talkin bout
everyone running their mouth
everyone saved by the bell
everyone hating aloud
they gon get put in the ground
(yeah im talking all my shit)
i cant say i dont deserve to
fuck it up im gonna cut lose
fuck it dont know where to run to 

@azcret
i cant stand it fucking pack it up
imma break your fucking limits till they gone
claiming i aint shit you can fuck right off fuck off
you all acting like a king but you moving like a pawn

all in
bitch we fucking balling
i could never stop it
jump em like a mosh put
leave em in the dirt yuh
cant nobody call in

@daikore and @azcret
that's just how it goes bro
aint nobody like you
we got that in common
but we cant be like you
us you're never topping
even with a gun to your head
I hear everything you say about me

@daikore
i cannot stand when they talk about me
wake up for hours i hide in my sheets
can anyone tell that i dont wanna be here
always i've been on the bleachers

know they gon call me into the game and i tear it up 10v1
if i got something to do with my time lil bitch then you know imma get it done

(repeat hook)

DISCLAIMER : AZCRET IS STILL NOT A CLONE FUCK OFF

edgebug @aiwacore

kind to

prod @webstrrr

everybody's gone
saw it, write down on my doom plan
i cant get a start
i cant even start to play the game
but maybe thats the plan for me
dont know what i want so i become what i dont
being alone gonna take a toll on me
can really see i've become what i wrote
i dont wanna be this way but idk what i can change
ive got no option
really feel i got offset

now i see ive got no say
i dont wanna go out this way
"you always seem to take the blame"
thats just how it goes, baby thats just how it goes
and yeah im tired of it
what am i supposed to do
i cant even find the floor in my shoes
how can you walk a mile when you're stuck in one place
i know its been a while since ive had some shit to say
but they dont ever wanna hear it they dont wanna hear it if its all from me

they take from me
and hate on me
then say that im the fucking clone
they break me down
and part me out
to get a piece or two of gold
they wanna cash out
i might make this system blackout
feel my system crash out
there's a trojan somewhere

im outshined, outlined, out-lied
out at somewhere that i shouldnt be
i dont work with anybody i dont wanna disappoint them
wanna quit n it would be for them
sometimes dont wanna do this anymore
dont think im good enough for you or me im in the fucking floor
im an embarassment to earth
to call me below the ground would be an insult to the dirt
feel like a leech each time i eat
cuz i do nothing im worth nothing
put me right below your feet

inyourshoes @webstrrr

it cant be that bad

prod by @sssama and @bnbonic

with @evilmarric

everybody works the same
you cant see me now
always look for some way to shift the blame
keep my name up out ur mouth
unless you jumpin in my crowd
fuckin focus on my sound
bitch i wont play ur game

thats just how it goes, i been on a roll, i could never fold
thats not what they want, idgaf, im not givin up
everybody got a problem anyway
TYPE IT ALL IN UPPERCASE
i turn off the capslock
and they still take a snapshot

go on take the shot, i cant care bout anything
yall go n play the pot of green
youll take bout everything
you know im rocking my own shit
you not @s0da0ntheside you cant bite it
directed like a cursor
know you just a worse than

serenity @sssama @bnbonic

what is this even i did NOT cook (sorry for filler again)

@kibononono

im not getting topped
yall focused on the guap
i cant afford to stop
and you all thought that i was stupid
only taking Ws and bitch you losing
you wish you could do it like me
im done counting numbers bitch im up
i cannot drop my buff
this shit all skill, no luck
and if it was, im fucked
but no im doing just fine
and i been stuck on the grind
there aint much left of my prime
im never stopping till i die, live life

im not carti
but one day imma get there
maybe not that big though
dont want that shit in my hair
imma do it my way and ill make it to the top
i'll keep pushing till i make it im not ever gonna drop that combo
and then im wondering why time moves so slow
i been feeling super hot, walking slo mo
my reality is virtual like kirito
get me out get me out
fuck it up x2
yeah i doubled up that line
fuck it up x2
yeah ill do it one more time
i might be stuck inside the past
but im living here and now
i dont do this shit for clout
im an artist

dropthecombo @kibononono

i want to go to therapy. @prodperil

end of the game

prod @kirostardew

olly olly oxen free
why you placin pins on me
shoot the cans right off the post
set me on the track to bleed
olly olly oxen free
its the end im faking peace
watch the shockwave pushing up
why ask what i wanna be

back here again?
its not the first time now
back here at the first was the worst time no
you aint fallin down like me
the cursed clover follows me everywhere i go
got the wrong items
enchanted with the binding on me
roll the tire on me bitch im tired
yeah i look like shit but i feel great they call me tony tiger
i wont lose my balance bitch i still be up on top
and yeah you think im dumb
all you think im dumb
you gon be dumb when you get oneshot

im tryna get fucked up ya
you really thought that i fell of bitch im never on
im off the board cant be a pawn
ion got too many friends
so they cant stab me in the end
no i wont take that fuckin chance
we playin hide n seek
he know he cant fw me
been hiding way too long
cant hear that shit im outta bounds
stay put theyll call eventually
its neverending
sit alone w cats n candy
best hiding spot theyll never get me
dont give me away
i got way too much to say
youll hear em callin

olly @kirostardew

call

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@daikore
im sry couldnt tell ya running out of time
y would i even ask 4 help when ion wanna die
20 diff times n im still alive
wanna go out in my prime, bitch ill die 2nite
think if i start drinkn it might solve the problem
pour the liquid bronze on my skin ill start 2 sink 2 bottom
everythings so fcked
i jus been so fcked
i might link up w prismo
ask him y im givin up, ask me y im givin up
i got lost in the atlas
crushin weight ill hold it up like im atlas
wonder in the land like im alice
like perseus i cut off all the snakes take no malice

prismo @kirostardew

one last filler that i made in 38 minutes exactly
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this is color bass

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thanks to @sebstixns-funerl for mixing help

lyrics soon

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lyrics
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i got stories, cant tell anyone
i been talking to the ferryman
said his father had a drinking problem
told me "you wont be here a millennium"
he has trouble focusing
he forgot his meds today
says he wishes he could throw them away
he wants to know the real from the fake

go and do it now
go and get it out there
go and get it down
go and make their eyes stare
he said "look at me"
"you're more than nothing"

i cant be 'round anyone
i been getting tired working every day to get like nothing
i cant even buy food for the week like where's the fun all gone
they said i should toughen up but this shit will not make me strong
i would rather-

i just wanna get better
will it ever get better?
i might write another letter for the last time
its like every step i takes another landmine

ive been talking to the ferryman
he thinks we're barbarians
getting lost in his hysteria
i know im not a merry man
but i still try to carry them
cuz i dont want em pleading when im gone

start to see through your illusions im so tired of lies
i been getting burnt out looking round and running, tryna hide
keep ignoring all your problems, all you do is get too high
you let those numbers get inside your head and now you cutting lines

say you hate the fascists but you blowing up on their device
calling everyone a clone then you sell the assets they design
promise we not friends if everything you do is for a price
you get greedy, this shit get too easy, kick em out my life

ferryman @rioxion @jjules @g0blin

prod @kirostardew
happy new year dropping this now cuz ill be busy

mfs blow up then ghost you n thats crazy to me

lyrics are 

pushing paper out to cut me off
u know i wouldnt do the same, dont get me wrong
20 runs and still i fall
1 thousand hours, and i still suck
run with scissors and im still fine

im not one of ur options
dont treat me like a last resort
watching as the clock ticks
cant see me moving on the court
u cant swap places with me u cant do this
look i got somewhere to be can you move it

and now you talking crazy like im supposed to owe you sum
u never supported me so i already owed you nun
i see all the leeches in the swamp get turned to dust
yeah u can rot the fuck away already know i cant give one

and thats that
leave me alone in the back
ion got time for the nonsense
im just tryna get up my bag
and im running out of options
you talking
your posts are obnoxious
you wanna be my friend
but only when you wanna benefit from me

think about it and thats so fucked up
i got one last chance to make it out b4 im done
and it all just sucks
and its all just dumb
you been talking shit on me behind my back, good luck

lastresort @kirostardew

dont know if i want to be back or not

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@1gutter
@100signs
@fishrealmontop

Daikyu

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