Chaos Theory

@bnbonic
This was meant to be an interlude or smth and was made like 2 years ago so im putting in here for fun

THIS IS DISCONNECTED FROM THE MAIN ALBUM, its here for shits and giggles

SDM @bnbonic

getting

prod @lynyou

nothing in my head
feel like i got robbed blind
i cant get a start
i cant find my own time
i dont wanna die
but i dont feel like im alive
why do i even try
it never takes the right line

God could take me home right now
and you wouldn't even notice the gap
right now, i just wonder if i fell in the trap
fall down, and i dont think im coming up
ill just suffocate
trade me in for
take me apart
trade it all for scraps, aw yeah
make your art
i cant really stay longer
or i dont wanna be on earth

leave me out of everything
its always been routine to cut me out
and let me bleed
i just break my knuckles swinging at the walls
you fucking hypocrites
but somehow i cant say a thing at all
like im just winging it
take your time
you wasted mine
take your life
thats what they tell me even though they never been through it

rust @lynyou

yeah

prod @kingtheta

this is my ventilation
since i cant stand to talk
it'll always be my safe point
at least that's what i thought
but now im getting hung up
and it just pisses me off
im always strung way too high
until the strings just break off
the weight is crushing me and there's no way that i can take this much longer
no longer
how do i say this

how am i supposed to write a song about the feeling i cant fathom
now wasting all my time to try and fill a endless chasm
i put patches on the clothes that i just cannot seem to part from
they all fall apart inside my grip but I can't let go

ive been in all directions, there is not a place for me to go
no matter my intentions, everything i say is just a joke
so i just play the part they wanna laugh i'll let em
why bother anyway

(chorus again)

i guess that this is it
im never getting out
i guess that this is it
i guess im gonna drown

I'll suffocate alone
cause i cant seem to talk
now i cant get it out
and that's just all my fault
ill let it fall apart
ill let it take me out
i want this to be over
im never getting out

pressure imbalance @kingtheta

sorry ray im using the adventure time aesthetic for this one
prod @bonedoji + @tillamookbay

1 2 3 4 5 6
count it up
i might cut out all my friends cuz they all just wanna duck
7 8 9 pics
oh here we go again
never making it to 10
nothing's perfect in the end

oh my glob
don't start this shit with me
when you think you can't be wrong
oh my glob
imma leave it right here
cuz yk im gon be gone 

you bitches inconisderate
telling me to switch i could not even consider it
treat me like im trash, take me 3 years just to figure it
maybe its my fault, im the reason they're all leaving it

i rlly feel like @deethew
can you find the fucking difference in past and current me
cuz i cannot find a reason to keep me on this streak
if you got a problem dont take it up with me

i had to hang it up and dry it out
why the fuck you talking down?
im not even active in the scene so what you tryin now?
all you fucking clankers claiming copyright to strike me down
i would rather blow my fucking head off than to bite your sound
wtf
whatchu want
wtf
what you get from this? 
im tryna move away from all the stupid shit
i dont do that drama i dont hang with cliques

im just tired of it
all you lying for it
all you trying for it
all you fighting for it
it gon stab you in the back
it gon put your shit on blast
leave you dead inside its tracks
so can you drop the fucking act

i literally made this in 2-3 hours

ohmyglob @bonedoji @tillamookbay

derailed @kirarrii

kind to

prod @webstrrr

everybody's gone
saw it, write down on my doom plan
i cant get a start
i cant even start to play the game
but maybe thats the plan for me
dont know what i want so i become what i dont
being alone gonna take a toll on me
can really see i've become what i wrote
i dont wanna be this way but idk what i can change
ive got no option
really feel i got offset

now i see ive got no say
i dont wanna go out this way
"you always seem to take the blame"
thats just how it goes, baby thats just how it goes
and yeah im tired of it
what am i supposed to do
i cant even find the floor in my shoes
how can you walk a mile when you're stuck in one place
i know its been a while since ive had some shit to say
but they dont ever wanna hear it they dont wanna hear it if its all from me

they take from me
and hate on me
then say that im the fucking clone
they break me down
and part me out
to get a piece or two of gold
they wanna cash out
i might make this system blackout
feel my system crash out
there's a trojan somewhere

im outshined, outlined, out-lied
out at somewhere that i shouldnt be
i dont work with anybody i dont wanna disappoint them
wanna quit n it would be for them
sometimes dont wanna do this anymore
dont think im good enough for you or me im in the fucking floor
im an embarassment to earth
to call me below the ground would be an insult to the dirt
feel like a leech each time i eat
cuz i do nothing im worth nothing
put me right below your feet

inyourshoes @webstrrr

it cant be that bad

prod by @sssama and @bnbonic

with @evilmarric

everybody works the same
you cant see me now
always look for some way to shift the blame
keep my name up out ur mouth
unless you jumpin in my crowd
fuckin focus on my sound
bitch i wont play ur game

thats just how it goes, i been on a roll, i could never fold
thats not what they want, idgaf, im not givin up
everybody got a problem anyway
TYPE IT ALL IN UPPERCASE
i turn off the capslock
and they still take a snapshot

go on take the shot, i cant care bout anything
yall go n play the pot of green
youll take bout everything
you know im rocking my own shit
you not @s0da0ntheside you cant bite it
directed like a cursor
know you just a worse than

serenity @sssama @bnbonic

i want to go to therapy. @prodperil

end of the game

prod @kirostardew

olly olly oxen free
why you placin pins on me
shoot the cans right off the post
set me on the track to bleed
olly olly oxen free
its the end im faking peace
watch the shockwave pushing up
why ask what i wanna be

back here again?
its not the first time now
back here at the first was the worst time no
you aint fallin down like me
the cursed clover follows me everywhere i go
got the wrong items
enchanted with the binding on me
roll the tire on me bitch im tired
yeah i look like shit but i feel great they call me tony tiger
i wont lose my balance bitch i still be up on top
and yeah you think im dumb
all you think im dumb
you gon be dumb when you get oneshot

im tryna get fucked up ya
you really thought that i fell of bitch im never on
im off the board cant be a pawn
ion got too many friends
so they cant stab me in the end
no i wont take that fuckin chance
we playin hide n seek
he know he cant fw me
been hiding way too long
cant hear that shit im outta bounds
stay put theyll call eventually
its neverending
sit alone w cats n candy
best hiding spot theyll never get me
dont give me away
i got way too much to say
youll hear em callin

olly @kirostardew

call

prod @kirostardew

w/ @evilmarric

@daikore
im sry couldnt tell ya running out of time
y would i even ask 4 help when ion wanna die
20 diff times n im still alive
wanna go out in my prime, bitch ill die 2nite
think if i start drinkn it might solve the problem
pour the liquid bronze on my skin ill start 2 sink 2 bottom
everythings so fcked
i jus been so fcked
i might link up w prismo
ask him y im givin up, ask me y im givin up
i got lost in the atlas
crushin weight ill hold it up like im atlas
wonder in the land like im alice
like perseus i cut off all the snakes take no malice

prismo @kirostardew

dont know if i want to be back or not

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@1gutter
@100signs
@fishrealmontop

Chaos Theory

Daikyu