This time, I'm taking a step forward
I don't care what happens
Maybe the time is now

This time, I'm taking a leap forward
Never knowing what happens
Come What may
Coz I was told that there is only now*

This time, I'm taking a step further
I'm suiting up against my fears
Just to make things clear
That I'm fed up with regret as a recurring nightmare

This time, I'm taking no steps further
Just to leave enough space for you to give a sign
And I'll be hopeful, faithful, wishing the laws of physics would conspire
As I suddenly perspire

Promise I didn't google you before this
Because I simply want to hear your little stories
Directly from your lips
And, besides, I'd rather think about infinite probable possibilities
Of hereditary permutations
In my daily reveries

This part, I'll raise the bar a notch up
I'll just sing my heart out
Muttering gibberish
Humming randomness
Coz I don't want to sound over-poetic
As I explain how i feel
I'd be sort of semi-lying, well-rehearsed and hyperreal
We really don't understand love anyway
And each time we listen to what it has to say
We go...

Coz I'm all up for it
And I think that we should try
As fireworks create an illusion of ripples in the sky
I'll cuss with asterisk and ampersand
And whatever results from ctrl+shift+alt commands
Coz I'm here to tell you that I am in awe of your elegance
I've seen you once but ever since my mind's been in a trance
My heart was a disaster ever-longing for a dance
Oh, pretty miss
Oh, dear, young miss
I believe I deserve this chance
According to my calculations
You also deserve this chance
And, finally, I can laugh myself to sleep now
Because at least I took my chance
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*with reference to Cynthia Alexander's "Knowing There Is Only Now"
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Ronnie Badilla on saxophone
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recorded live at Conspiracy Garden Cafe
28 Aug 2013
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photo: 
www.fimfiction.net/story/31753/the-chaos-within

Entropy (with Ronnie Badilla)

messy room

kahit pa

no surprises

my heart kept bouncing back and forth the second she laid her eyes on me 
i knew the night was ruined when i found myself stuck in the heat of the moment 
i don't wanna give in 
oh, what a perfect way to destroy a lovely evening

her pretty smile comes out when you give all the attention that she needs
i'd likely start to doubt the things she'd say to me under the breaking ceiling
i'm on the deep end of what i'm feeling
cornered to walls and dead ends


i see your eyes in the mirror 
staring like a vicious demon out to get me as soon as i step out the door
and babe i'm thinking i just wanna be set free

you're bleeding lies into scriptures
crying like a river
everything around me is swirling as i sink into the sea
and i pray to god that i'll be set free 


the summer sun won't ever beat her in her pretty little heels
and i would burn just to see her do the things
that i would like to see
i'd like to be the remedy to an everlasting feeling 

we're skin to skin under the sheets
baby your secret's safe with me
why don't you wanna try again?
oh, she'd forever be a mystery
no total clue in what she wants to be
oh, pretty darling


i see your eyes in the mirror 
staring like a vicious demon out to get me as soon as i step out the door
and babe i'm thinking i just wanna be set free

you're bleeding lies into scriptures
crying like a river
everything around me is swirling as i sink into the sea
and i pray to god that i'll be set free

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