Talk Back ( Long Way 2 Go Sped Up Remix)

Jay vulnerably shares about his deep healing journey and walking that path with Ayahuasca. The episode starts with a trigger warning as we talk about some highly sensitive topics like child sexual assault and drug addiction. Mel holds space as Jay shares his powerful story. Please share this episode with anyone you think it might help.

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Links mentioned:

Steven Kotler books
Internal Family Systems therapy (IFS)

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EP 147: Jay's Healing Journey - Walking the Path with Ayahuasca

147: Jay's Healing Journey - Walking the Path with Ayahuasca

This track is from a collection of tunes from the live streamed sessions with Slamhaus. While bands or users will inspire me, every song was composed live on stream without any pre-thought melodies, progressions or beats. Watch a piece of music composed 100% in front of your eyes.

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Be a part of the music making! Watch Tunesday at 2pm CT every Tuesday!
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Album Artwork by Chris Amhaus

Tunesday, Vol. 32

January 30th {Dictate the Flow}

I need you to bring your body here with me

Raising hell, finding hope in this mad, crazy world

And we don't talk about it

so will you be my girl

I can't keep on waiting

When the world gets crazy

Don't say that you're a fiend

Maybe if I close my eyes

I wanna be redeemed

If you don't know how to do it

How much are you gonna do if ya gotta fiend

In the middle of the night

When I feel your heart beating

I want you with me in the morning

The way you talk about me is so mean

I can't stand to see you leaving

I just wanna let you know

I feel like I'm drowning

Maybe we can try something new

And I don't know where I'm going

And since I did this all for you 

I just wanna go home

But I gotta keep movin

I don't know where i'll be next

But I know when I'm leaving

I know what's going on inside of me

There's something in the air

I wish that I could be extinct

I wanna go back to where we began

I wanna hold you in the morning

Take me as I am I am

I wanna see us again and again

I wanna see us again and again

And let it go let it go like I am

I wanna wake up in the middle of the night

I dont know where I am

Walking down the street just like a man

And now you've got me beat just like you can

I dont know where I am

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The song, delivered with a male perspective, reflects a narrative about personal values, self-respect, and caution in relationships. The lyrics convey a refusal to be swayed by societal expectations or negative influences. The narrator emphasizes the importance of self-preservation and not succumbing to emotional manipulation. The chorus underscores the significance of self-love before extending it to others. Overall, the song portrays a man with a clear understanding of his worth, navigating relationships with a mindful and discerning approach, and acknowledging the transient nature of certain connections.

denzel. - No is a no

[$habz : Intro] 
come w me and let's take a ride
we don't gotta go far we can chill outside
feel the breeze and ocean tides
cause i'm reallly drowning in those ocean eyes
come w me and let's take a ride
we don't gotta go far we can chill outside
feel the breeze and the ocean tides
cause i'm really drowning in yo gorgeous eyes
i'm reallly drowning in those gorgeous eyes
i'm reallly drowning in those - (Mmh) 
really drowning in yo gorgeous eyes
reallly drowning in those ocean eyes
got my head up in the sky
in my mind, a different high
got my head up in the sky 
in my mind, a different high

[$habz : Verse 1]
hiii
got me feeling in a different way this a different highhh
say yew love me to but sometimes i think yew lieeeee
if i swim in yo ocean would i drown and would i dieee
would yew come and save me or would yew stand by the sidelines (and cryyy) 
these are the typa answers that i need
before i give yew my heart and let it bleed
cause yewd knock me out, Adonis Creed
trilogy,
we don't listen to their feed
your loves a drug, yeah i need
some of your love, next to me
your love is pain, yeah i weep
but your heart is where i wanna be
don't compare me to these wannabes
I'd beat it up good if we done the deed
treat yew good and treat yew better
than yo ex he shoulda known better
face card never declines
plus yo ass only gettin' fatter
yo ex was outta his mind
hes a joke ting he's full of banter


[Zephyr. : Verse 2]
Wait, why you talking bout her ass my nigga?
Really didn't wanna let you finish that line, had to get past ma nigga 
She gon' put you in a line and you'll fail the test when you get passed ma nigga. 
Crazy how the world is crumbling... Everything's just bout to smash my nigga. 
No hate, no love they just take your hun and she passed around, 
Familiar with how it claps the sound's profound, resoundin'...
Don't believe me? Well just ask around but what am I getting at?
Well lately I been detached, I'm seeing the world how it is and I aint with that, 
And now I can't even rap about beautiful feelings coz everything's turned to ash.

Ocean Tides (Feat. Zepħyr.)

I know I should smile more
And go out for a while more
A welcoming grin to let people in
I know I should smile more
I don’t mean to offend you
I swear I never intend to
I’m on a line
Losing my mind
I'm caught in a trap of my own design
 
And I can’t see a way to the light	
Can’t see a reason to fight
The mirror’s saying every night
Saying every night, saying every night

You gotta open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
Open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
Oh, Have I said it enough?
Oh, all that that hippie stuff
But open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love 
They'll love you if you let them


How do they do it?
Like there’s nothing to it
The people that bloom and light up the room. 
How do they do it?
I’m stuck in a station
Of self isolation
It's easy to hide
And I've always tried
But the doctor says I gotta go outside

How do you find a friend
When every turn’s a dead end?
But I still gotta say it again
Gotta say it again
Gotta say it again

You gotta open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
Tell me is it real? Barely can conceive it
Everyday it gets a little harder to believe it 
Oh, Have I said it enough?
Oh, all that hippie stuff
But open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love
They'll love you if you let them 

Motivational fairytales
Happy endings and love prevails
It’s so easy to say believe 
When next thing, you pack up and leave
Not all trials are losing games
Not all efforts will end the same 
For all of the fluff, some of it’s true 
‘Cause nothing comes to you
Even tragedies end
Go out and find a friend 


(you gotta, you gotta, you gotta)

You gotta open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
Open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
you gotta give it time
It’s all just a steady climb
So open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them 
Open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them 
Open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them 
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them 
Someone’s gonna come along and love 
They’ll love you if you let them

Fanfare for the Lonely

Fanfare For the Lonely (demo)

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Talk Back ( Long Way 2 Go Sped Up Remix)

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