introductions

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/quare/you-did-everything

You’re alive
Looking up and down halls you’ll surely be calling your home
Give it time
You feel trapped in these walls, but quite soon now they’ll feel like your own
It’s okay to be scared, the world’s coming at you so hard
There’s a place for you here, just be true, and follow your heart

Playing cards
Of the acts and behaviors acceptable for me to do
Hold my guard
They’ll think highly of me and I’ll be well achieved when I’m through
Every day of my life I’ve been clutching this ache in my gut
Glory pacing the eyes of the people I know and I love

I wanna be just like everyone
I wanna break in these shoes
I wanna be fearless
I wanna be good as new
These strange hands on your body, that tear it apart
And you’re bringing it on with these pings in your heart
And you’ll shove your throat down and stay silent 
But you looked in the mirror and you sighed again

You don’t wanna grow up
You don’t wanna feel like this at all
You just wanna curl up
In an indestructible ball
When I’m older, I’ll see
I’ll become what I’m meant to be
When I can’t stand the change
I’ll hold on to my faith

And every time that I speak
Someone else comes out
So I’m letting him talk
And I’m shutting my mouth
And I’m looking so proud
As I get through my lines
And the stage lights are beaming
And the collar’s too tight
There’s no pill you can’t swallow
Or a pain you can’t stomach
You keep tasting that malice
You keep saying you love it
But then there comes a point
Where you can’t hold it anymore
You start spilling your guts
All over the floor

Don’t wanna be seen by anyone
I wish they’d all look away
It’s not okay to be like this
I still feel it all the same
I just wish I was beautiful (I just wish I was beautiful)
I’d do so much to be beautiful (They don’t want me to be beautiful)
Just please let me be beautiful (God why can’t I be beautiful?)
I just wish I was beautiful

They keep telling me to play my part
They keep saying it’s all for a reason
If this really is just the way things are
Why the hell is nobody screaming?

No dam could stop this river
No gag could muffle the shrieks
The path they carved him into for so long
You did everything
You feel the mask as it’s slipping
The seal is breaking apart
It’s peeling off until you cannot hide
From the beat of your heart

When the rain comes pouring
I’ll celebrate it’s elegance
When I’m older, which I’ll be
I’ll be thanking myself for this
Show me your horrors, and I will survive
I was a corpse, now I am alive

You did everything

me    again,     im doing  better im being honest with myself things  are turning up. 

thank you  for  being here.

jordan creek theater 2004 demo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5mVd9_45ro

who are you and i 
again i thought i made it right
idk u at all u 
break my heart and claim my life
who are you to cry
get outta here with ur disguises so like 
our mission compromised and
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

i dont even do this shit for myself anymore i do this for my family

but u 
look just like the girl of my dreams
so we can sit and talk about everything
i'm upset idk what happened 2 me
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

slow burning
i don't really care about your soul searching
eyes on the back of my skull turning the other way
you'll never figure me out
youre a big part of my odyssey
so i dont wanna restart can you promise me that youll
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me


save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love love love love love huh why you

sex love idgaf *mv in description

@gmodravemix
cover by @jachro

yea, huh? yea
rotating, can't feel the difference
shi i'm fkn fiending now
i been feelin different, shi
i been borderline screaming out
i pretend it's ok when they bite
if it was rlly ok i'd let u stay 2nite
it's not 2 late for u 2 go find urself
hating 4 no reason
why u on they ass n mine as well?

might as well see myself wit ya
i'm pissed u wont hit me up
i dont even want u 
i'd just rly love the option 2
baby, focus on the point
it's not bout the hypotenuse
trust me, i don't mean 2 piss u off
no, i'm not tryin 2

i'm not tryin 2, no i'm not at all
see nothing in ur eyes like an animal
why couldn't your text be digestible

wh- why?

rotating, can't feel the difference
shi i'm fkn fiending now
i been feelin different, shi
i been borderline screaming out
i pretend it's ok when they bite
if it was rlly ok i'd let u stay 2nite
it's not 2 late for u 2 go find urself
hating 4 no reason
why u on they ass n mine as well?

FUCK (x2) AKRZN 🗣
U GOT NO BACKBONE, BITCH 🔇
KNO THAT IMMA STAY ATTACKIN HIM 👧
PULL UP 2 MY CITY, BITCH 😃
WE GON SLIDE N GET 2 SMACKIN HIM 🙋‍♀️

rotating, can't feel the difference
shi i'm fkn fiending now
i been feelin different, shi
i been borderline screaming out
i pretend it's ok when they bite
if it was rlly ok i'd let u stay 2nite
it's not 2 late for u 2 go find urself
hating 4 no reason
why u on they ass n mine as well?

splurge @og #FCKAKRZN

Emulator Service.cpp:448: 𝐃𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐑𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐬

shout out the #sdd team for helping a great deal with this track.

we put so many hours into this, i tried alot of new things. enjoy.

c:
@yvesaoi: the middle part [0:45-1:14]
@outfed: mastering
@ssoh: vocals
@mmassi: cover
me: composing/ production

sdd sound kit in the buy link (7.50$)

forestday

lofi?? idrk.... i might start dropping consistently ,,, new stuff in the same style as 'u know' soon 

selfprod @3eight9 no samples

i see the real in you
i coulda said anything
but i bit my tongue for you
i coulda been anybody
but i know youd see right through
you said you wanted silence said youre good but thats not true
and i feel it 
please stop making that face (youre making that)
said you wanna talk but you dont show
please stop making that face (youre making that)

yeah
said u wanna talk but you dont show (now you act like you dont know) 
yeah
said you wanna talk but you dont show (now you act you dont -)


i dont care about those people
you step back and its all uneven 
you said youd stay but you dont mean it (oh-oh)
got your get back now you tripping
i saw you waiting, i saw you waiting

and i feel it 
please stop making that face (youre making that)
say you wanna talk but you dont show
please stop making that face 
said you wanna talk

said you wanna talk
y-yeah
said you wanna talk

real in you

Hush

Rise of Nebula

Dark Ambient Music inspired by the writings of HP Lovecraft and the Cthulhu Mythos cult. Be scared and enjoy!

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