i swear tho

target practice
im not good at this
need ur damn love
hate my damn mind
i cant mind a damn thing
same pill in my system
enamored in my head
nothing ever works
time moves 
i look higher
but its getting worse
no more, cant feel this one
but i need some
i cant feel

ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread


damn thought in my head
standing here without a damn
tongue tied
so tired, so tired of everything

something about you
isolate ur solitude 

someone like me
cant seem to feel good
i cant seem to find
girl i need u closer
bitch im losing time
wrapped, embezzled in my mind
intoxicating eyes
i cant get enough girl let me in ur mind
evanescence all black
lay down girl we not in a rush
let me eat that pussy let me get a taste
so obsessed wrapped around your finger
time will start to linger
girl i need u by my side
i cant live without you girl
you got me mesmerized
cut into me girl let me feel
doxy in my system bitch cant even feel
girl u make me feel better
geeked up i cant function, my body dont feel
girl i miss when i looked into your eyes
im so entranced
love blind
your face is so perfect
whats ever n ur hands
how you dont understand
I keep you in my head
i need u in my bed
i just need u ur the only one that fill my head

misery i dread
hate my skin since my birth
im just feeling worse

someone like me
cant seem to feel good
i cant seem to find
girl i need u closer
bitch im losing time
wrapped, embezzled in my mind
intoxicating eyes
i cant get enough girl let me in ur mind
evanescence all black
lay down girl we not in a rush
let me eat that pussy let me get a taste
so obsessed wrapped around your finger
too much thought to linger
girl i need u by my side
i cant live without you girl
you got me mesmerized
cut into me girl let me feel
doxy in my system bitch cant even feel
geeked up my body dont feel it

netrunner - your lovely skin / dont leave

2 much carbon bionic goddamn whip
bitch i doubt i will i feel again
got 2 geeked up bitch ill never feel again
every week is the goddamn same
not even finna trip
in that shit like cateleya
nightingale my face 
shoutout my bro veja
u a  corporate not no major
this bitch im in love with damn anesthesia
so enamored with the rain
bring me to fantasia
never gave a shit
walk up in this bitch geek tf up
got this k on me, im talking 3 Oxo PCE
bring me to goddamn fantasia

flying in this bitch going mach speeds into the unknown
rolling hard as fuck bitch im fully off my dome
eat this this .76 we dont see eye 2 eye
no no u cant follow where my go
i cant understand what u saying
i cant even see u
i just wanna see u
hollowpoint bullets make his ass see through
fly innat bitch in that fucking rain
dipyanone in my goddamn system
too much drugs i need 
too much in my lungs
never coming down no no

fantasia | galliano | dipyanone  ( miseryprism )

sampled https://soundcloud.com/dth95k/bye
ib broketeen & yoi (ty broke and tito for mix advice )

salicylic [⠎⠁⠇⠊⠉⠽⠇⠊⠉]

rework by @searingthrume

prod. @lilac + @190mph

wallpaper ripping off the walls 20 missed calls
thinkin bout u in the middle of fall
baby make me bawl make my tear drops fall
i don’t need a fucking crowd cus imma stand tall

everything you said stuck up in my head
blow that shit open see my brain hangin from a thread
bitch you left me dead bitch i left for bread
walking out late at night i needa watch where i tread

wallpaper ripping off the walls 20 missed calls
thinkin bout u in the middle of fall
baby make me bawl make my tear drops fall
i don’t need a fucking crowd cus imma stand tall

glass tear drops {rework} // nineteen x lilac

racket onn racket o(TヘTo)
prod by @jvckrxid nd @tommy7 
+++xtra frm moi .

ion fuckn need yu, if yu on mah nerves, get back
always tryn talk smack, its racket on racket
funny how yu talkin, yu aint on shit, step back
talkin on me? bitch, yu in tha loser bracket
so much to say, guess we aint the same
invadin my space, get out of my brain ho
think yu knowin pain? lesion gonna show yo
fuck yu think me talkin bout skinnin folk is? it aint fo show

i got rocks in my pocket, aim it at ya temple
i got blades on my hands, yea we scrapin metal
i got rocks in my pocket, aim it at ya temple
i got blades on my hands, bitch im scrapin metal

upp in my way? ima stomp ya shi
milwaukee boots, blood streaked sin
get ya skull crushed, i dont feel a thing
bloodlust, brainfucked, burnin cords singe.

[ bullshit outro whtvrr ]

POCKET ROCKZz 🪨🩸 [Prod Jv nd Tommy7]

Thank you to everyone who's been showing me support the past couple years, I appreciate each and everyone of you. Doing music has been my dream since I was a young one, I'm really glad I'm here today and I have all the support I got. Shout out Yoi , Avi, Mari, yrsci, ruka, survival, snuzi, vexxodus, Ronan, Finn, Jake, Jayce, Vao, Guapslayrr, Styro, Kaiserr, Shynee, Fr3rax and everyone else ❤️❤️. You all mean the world to me. Here's to another year of music!!! 🍺🍺🍺

1. Indulge
2. FactoryReset
3. Cya
4. Okay 👌
5. Based God tribute (+ @holygen)
6. Suffering
7. Casted (+ @aviants)

eighteen (+ holygen, avi77)

netrunner - cocaine | mephedrone

Avexa Cortexa [ Wisdom Research Evolution ] 1:1

netrunner @dancinginrainfall

i cant even feel
need your body i cant fucking lie
too much i cant heal
in that bitch im walking hella nice
netrun in that bitch 
i cant feel a damn thing anymore
got no reason to be living on this earth i dont adore
my blood gone pour
hold on to me that boy getting switched
always fully clipped
cant name one emotion i felt since a kid
goddamn
goddamn
i cant follow bitch i cant
sedate me, till i cant breath
no one even cares
bitch i cannot stand
bitch im fucking worthless
everyday is torment
feel like im stuck in orbit
556 in my mouth take my organs
got no purpose
gahdamn

all your messages bitch im ignoring
trapped in my head, i just feel so dormant

bitch i cannot feel
yeah yeah
no no
fully carbon on me
bitch walk in like own that bitch, yeah
korshunova on that runway bitch i walk in
put that stick up make that boy body hiccup
told that bitch suck that dick up
tell me you need more i cant get enough
i cant even feel shit but
all of these drugs n i still feel so bland 

i cant cope with this pain that i bare
i swear, feel like my brain is fucking broken
i cannot see no end
feel like dying in the end
isolation, solitude, im entangled up with sin
it never ends, it never ends
bitch i need more drugs getting fucked up in the head
bitch i pop too much till i cannot feel a thing
my body filled with MXPCP
lying on the floor i cannot feel a thing

lesions @searingthrume

stress buildin up, i can't feel nun
rust covered temple, 'roded water run
issa flood up in ya sector, yu can't return2 sender
yo bitch want me2 bend her, i'm good off rendered failure
ion play that bullshit, i'll really get yu severed up
grind yu down fo kicks 2dust
netrunnin innis jawn, type yo shit in, clickn run
makin money off the proxy, avx gon have yu done

so much pressure, inhibition, this my agony
cut a bitch off if she lie bout she been feelin me
pure anguish up in the plaza, das the fuckn team
fuck yu mean? talkin down on us, we stickin yu wit beams
chemmies in my upper seams, only this high in yo dreams
stupid lil kiddies innat bubble, they wan be like prism, be like me
fuck a scene, woadie not no menace, rob his fuckin green
skin his body blank luh ho, gon make him bleed

netrunner lesions - pure anguish | inhibition [ miseryprism ]

Avexa Cortexa [ Wisdom Research Evolution ] 1:1

prod @searingthrume + additional from me

baby im far gone off that roxy 
my blood need embutrimide
feels just like euthanasia 
your not by my side, never felt so alone
your nails in my skin, never felt so alive
drowning in agony i cant survive

dextromoamoride, glutethimide
burn me with your ciggerettes 
miss that look in your eyes 
girl im so sorry that i made a mess
556s flying through his ass imma make a mess

always seldom, hate my self, filled up with regret
dont care bout anything, idk if u could tell
i might end it all, love it when i fall
imma pop a perc and forget about it all
i cant it feel at all, i understand it all
dipyanone, in my body
god i need her effection, feels like ecstasy
GABAergics freezing all my neurons up in place
dissociative anesthetia, my brain filled with MXPCP 
how these drugs have my body, thats just my ambrosia
walk in that bitch like pivarova, he gon fall like ruslana korshunova
i cant ever sleep, all i want for us is u to talk to me
762 rip through bone put his ass straight to sleep

wish you could come over
when will all of this be over
dont ever think im sober
all i ever do is mourn her
he gon be on that stretcher cause 
i got that keltec ripping shoulders

netrunner - isolation paranoia | isotonitazene [ lesions miseryprism ]

miseryprism [ @dancinginrainfall ]

we dont fool around
im not from this goddamn place
keep that pressure on that bitch, let go, no no
wet the whole damn block up
mxpcp in my goddamn blood, today
got that fucking primidone in my blood, no no
keep that fye safe on me, if u talk immma spaz
sniff that coke off ur skin, lil bitch so bad
my instincts touch my body baby this the only way



yeah right
in that bitch, gung-ho
woah woah,no no
aim right between his eyes
walk in that bitch too high
right up in my eye
hate my fucking life
im the main thing u despise
oripavine
hate my fucking life
they all know when im outside
rail that fucking line
bitch dont ask me twice
walk in that bitch too high
red dot right between his eyes
i know u fucking lying
too much gluthimide
move to the right
too much primidone bitch im falling through the damn floor
fuck that bitch like a whore
too much amphetamine, head spinning
itching like a dope fiend
iv up that etorphine
nmda antagonize me
got my own damn paparazzi 
tell that bitch to tranquilize me
dont act like u know me
deadman walking, beware we roaming
wrapped in balmain
keltec on my shoulder
i could feel the water
moving fucking boulders
choose the hard way, imma martyr
he gon fall like korshunova, walk like pivarova
no no no no put me comatose 
just dont understand it
dick in her, dont dont even love her
life getting harder
that bitch in my covers
speak again, put u under
all these mfs foes to me
take ur hands, just feel me, goddamn
dual wield drum mag onnat bitch kick em dead
fully redrum onnat bitch left 4 dead
we dont fool around
im not from this goddamn place
keep that pressure on that bitch, let go, no no
wet the whole damn block up
mxpcp in my goddamn blood, today
got that fucking primidone in my blood, no no
keep that fye safe on me, if u touch immma spaz
sniff that coke off ur skin, lil bitch so bad
my instincts touch my body baby this the only way
to cope with this pain
dual wield look like max payne
all these drugs in my system, cure my migraine
love that look in ur eyes when you say my name
when you call im in pain

netrunner - tranquilize me [ miseryprism ]

been vaulted too long lol fuckit
produced by yurs truly <3

feel anemic, bitch i'm bleedn.
quell the bleedn, can yu feel it?
tell me i'ma be fine, baby i need it. ://
leakn frm my head too much, i conceal it.
so many problems that i can't even on my own.
think i feel it in my bones, how i'm gonna choke.
when i'ma go? i don't evn fuckn know.
think all i want is for yu to keep me close.

weight so heavy. feel so empty.
can't rest no more. can't feel my core.
i'm faceless.. he gone, erased.
don't wanna feel inane [i don't wanna feel inane..]
feelin like a painting, but nobody tryn frame.
i feel so insane, baby i know i'm insane.
ion een wanna talk. fuckd my head up, get away.

FEEL SO ANEMIC 🩸 Prod 𝓛es

Avexa Cortexa Pharmeceutical & Biotech Research Facility

Wisdom Research Evolution

|  @avexacortexa
|  @traumacatalyst

1:1

 [  https://miseryprism.bandcamp.com/   ]