AYAZRA - DAMN [HOSTED BY DJ ENZARA]

dirt

lets go

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Rewards serve to elicit approach and consummatory behaviors, increase the frequency and intensity of the behaviors, maintain the behaviors, prevent their extinction, and induce subjective feelings of pleasure or positive emotional states. Reward is therefore a key concept in assessing anhedonia, and the basis of the majority of animal studies devoted to its neurobiological mechanisms.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3181880/#sec-a.f.btitle

intimacy / CVE-2024-0762
youth / CVE-2024-6387
death figment / CVE-2024-42815
bulimia (my version) / CVE-2021-29465
chelsea / CVE-2020-8163

anhedonia

60951-19-1 [ 225.33 g/mol ]

netrunner @dancinginrainfall

im sedated bitch im paralyzed
cant move a damn thing, yeah im mesmerized
nmda antagonize, pure ephenidine
my breathing shallow like my heart
pop bout like 3 dexies just to start
miss ur skin so much i hate that we so far apart
i love ur damn anatomy let me up in your heart
nimetazepam mixed with gluthimide
6 lines of that phetamine
look me in my eyes
like 3 dexies just to start
stretch that pussy out while u look me in my eyes
isophenidine, bitch im losing time
eremin - 5

intoxicated with u
those damn eyes feel
my nose bleeding from this shit
dual wield akimbo .556 im finna spaz
goddamn bitch 556 iim on his ass
catalyst
4-HO-MET im moving fast
N-ethylpentedrone in my system im finna last

my nose bleeding, 
feel ur absen


ur presence feel like ecstasy
feel like reel steel bionic
 its iconic life is so ironic

banana clip on that bitch, we get him gone prosper
these hollows make his prosper
one of one im not like others
needles in my pale skin
so used to solitude
cant feel a damn thing
neurogenesis, i need more

lesions @searingthrume

brain movin too fast, needa sedate
im way too comfy with being uncomfortable
brain chems fucked up in so many ways
only feel sumn when i take shi
only feel sumn when im bouta sink
nd when i do i try to scale the pit nd never win
fallin down em rings wit my woes, know how we do it
feel like im cheli, cranked up, couldnt get so stupid
so fucked up, das jus how it is.
onlook while i singe, im on my own burnin bridge
ion even wanna think about it, why the fuck does it matter?
shit is never gonna get better
fuck allis shi im so fed up.
bouta start breakin shi, burn it all, rip it up
cauterize my life, i jus want it all to stop
or make me bleed out, either way it dont feel wrong

netrunner - eremin 5 [ nimetazepam ] w/ lesions

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/231565620_Further_SAR_Studies_of_Piperidine-Based_Analogues_of_Cocaine_2_Potent_Dopamine_and_Serotonin_Reuptake_Inhibitors

netrunner @dancinginrainfall

goddamn
goddamn

damn shame
put in in my damn veins
your love feel like cocaine
i dont think im okay
fill me with some lidocaine
barely breathing
find no reason
what my vitals say
they never break
surround me 
in all this pain
mdma
entangle me
mdma
too much amphetamine
make my brain decay

netrun innat goddamn bitch i cant feel a thing
too much in my gahdamn system bitch im in a trance
headshot, dual wield in that fucking bitch feel like max payne
fully auto on em clear dat bitch out i got deadshot aim

cut into me bitch
cut into me bitch 

no no, no no, no no

yeah
yeah

they cant reach us
i got wisdom
ghb my system
muerte el jefe hit em till he fucking gone
muerte bitch i hit em till he fucking gone
flunitrazolam
speaking tagalog
nitrazepam
walk up in that bitch im lookin hella gone
japanese leather boots 
up in my shit i got bromazolam 
im ruthless in this bitch i got gongini sandals 
2 much in me, bitch im unconscious with exotic leather

run down, no no
all ill i ever see is dread

clear that bitch out, not a trace
feel like cateleya
solitude, catatonic my visage 
so persuasive
GABAergics freeze my neurons up in place
rundown, up dat QBZ when i walk up innat place
death my ultimatum
this fye gon educate em 
ht [ hiromu takahara ] on my feet
tasting you my ultimatum
misery
this feeling, so inane
above high, above life, im above space

lesions @searingthrume

my insanity is so blatant
wanna make dat jawn vacant
all gone, not aimless
air it like im chevi
i want it all, want adrenaline
inject epinephrine, no sedatives
tryna take my whole existence to bed, dont wanna live
never get no rest, whole brain cradle turned dead head
caput mortuum i got red coke on my desk
bleedin out my face, ima turn my mind2 rust bitch
gotta find a way..
im so in love with all this dismay
all this dispathy, this apathy it all feel the same
fuck, fuck. FUCK.
this feelin so insane, feel so inane
it feel like im losing my way
so all i do is scream about it til it start2 make sense
start fuckin breakin shi, til it start2 make sense
my whole head hurt, all my nerves are bent

thank you jugo for mel @ihatejugo

netrunner - this feeling, so inane w/ lesions jugowickd

u feel so familiar

yeah yeah yeah yeah
no no, no no
no no, no no
yeah yeah
yeah,  no no

muzzle on that qbz bitch i cannot feel a thing
walk up in that bitch with heavy carbon imma make it rain
SAGE-234
falling through the damn floor
gluthimide i need more
girl your love i cant ignore
nails in my damn skin|
ill never feel this way again
pierce through me

i think im crazy
coke up off your bare skin
baby in love with your safety
wake up on my damn skin
baby i just need u
tell me what to do
i dont have a damn clue
dont know how i found you
suffocating, i been waiting
kisses on my neck
entangled in this dread
cant get you out my head
cant get you out my head
3-CMC in my damn bloodstream
hope u dont leave me
entranced with them damn eyes girl
entranced with them damn eyes girl
baby please, i cant breathe 
i cant feel a damn thing

dual wield hanging out that jetta with that full clip
orinoco tucan beak up on that bitch u not finna win
dipyanone with that phenergen thats my medicine
flouroxetamine i cant feel a damn thing

56 make him twirl
hit him n his damn bitch
cant do to much this famine
acting like im insane
cause me mf pain hedi fucking slimane
girl you cure my migraines
i dont feel the same
drugs are my escape
always in dismay
lay down to decay

walk up in innat bitch with guidi boots he feeling shame
bitch im higher than space
pullup in that wraith, halo reach
shellac on me
too much damn wisdom put it in my system
you dont even know
psychosis

substances give me sustenance
tranquilize me, paraldehyde
he got no where to hide

eat that pussy for dinner
i cant ever find a reason
girl i need u in my system
i just need ur wisdom

goddamn
7.62 look like alligator tooth, crocodile boots
allocate dat 50 round drum for ur crew n u
insufflate that nep, nose aint vacant like the flu
in love with these canthinone 
eth-lad n my system mixed with dpt
burning like a furnace

psychotomimetic state peeling my epidermis
quick hands like in call of duty that boy kinda nervous
fucking off that 2cbdick right up in her cervix
her skin feel 2 perfect


silence, kilos
like cataleya
violence, we tote
he not gone say nun
make sure get that guala n that peso
i dont care bout nun

netrunner - bare skin

prestige agonism [ catalyst ]

i swear tho

target practice
im not good at this
need ur damn love
hate my damn mind
i cant mind a damn thing
same pill in my system
enamored in my head
nothing ever works
time moves 
i look higher
but its getting worse
no more, cant feel this one
but i need some
i cant feel

ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread


damn thought in my head
standing here without a damn
tongue tied
so tired, so tired of everything

something about you
isolate ur solitude 

someone like me
cant seem to feel good
i cant seem to find
girl i need u closer
bitch im losing time
wrapped, embezzled in my mind
intoxicating eyes
i cant get enough girl let me in ur mind
evanescence all black
lay down girl we not in a rush
let me eat that pussy let me get a taste
so obsessed wrapped around your finger
time will start to linger
girl i need u by my side
i cant live without you girl
you got me mesmerized
cut into me girl let me feel
doxy in my system bitch cant even feel
girl u make me feel better
geeked up i cant function, my body dont feel
girl i miss when i looked into your eyes
im so entranced
love blind
your face is so perfect
whats ever n ur hands
how you dont understand
I keep you in my head
i need u in my bed
i just need u ur the only one that fill my head

misery i dread
hate my skin since my birth
im just feeling worse

someone like me
cant seem to feel good
i cant seem to find
girl i need u closer
bitch im losing time
wrapped, embezzled in my mind
intoxicating eyes
i cant get enough girl let me in ur mind
evanescence all black
lay down girl we not in a rush
let me eat that pussy let me get a taste
so obsessed wrapped around your finger
too much thought to linger
girl i need u by my side
i cant live without you girl
you got me mesmerized
cut into me girl let me feel
doxy in my system bitch cant even feel
geeked up my body dont feel it

netrunner - your lovely skin / dont leave

https://youtu.be/6zP2dHzCy8c


0:00 Suicide in Praga
3:14 Pizarnik
6:20 Grouper Interlude
7:40 Bacardi (+ @sin1rostro)
11:33 Dallara Issues
15:18 Untitled (+ @visij)
17:46 Stigmata
21:36 Astrud 
25:07 Angeles
27:14 Varisela / Bordeaux (+ @ygti)
32:04 Réquiem

i think this is it


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netrunner - eremin 5 [ nimetazepam ] w/ lesions

miseryprism

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