lifes a fucking bummer
if he ever talk he gon end up 6 feet under
lifeless fucking summer
hanging from the trees like
cant find thoughts to fathom
i fucking hate this autumn
restless bitch im fallen

hate my skin im mauling
tell that bitch im all in

i cant feel the things i should
if u talking bands i would

never, never
hate my life bitch i hate me
bitch i feel shit onna daily

no no no no

bitch u breaking my heart wit ur alchemy
bitch u breaking my heart when u talk to me
no no no, wit ur anatomy, song
wit ur anatomy, girl

neural alchemy (netrunner)

Avexa Cortexa Pharmeceutical & Biotech Research Facility

Wisdom Research Evolution

|  @avexacortexa
|  @traumacatalyst

1:1

I've always felt alone. My whole life. For as long as I can remember. I don't know if I like it or if I'm used to it, but I know this; being lonely does things to you.

gummonster1 on Discord, let me know if u want something removed or downloaded. I don't really do collabs, but if you send me something I like, I can ruin it, and send it back to you, I guess...

Started on Vegas Pro 14.0 as an ambient beat producer. I currently use cracked FL Studio 20, self taught, and I always end up deleting all my project files after completing and uploading them, so don't ask about my stems. 

I have no idea what I am doing so if I make something people like, I probably can't recreate it, but I always try to make similar sounding tracks to those ones people like the most. 

My mixes are muddy, EQ'd to shit, and gross, but idgaf. I use 4 kits: Eochi's (@eochi) "ULTIMA KIT", CDR's (@cdr123456789) "CAN I GET AN AMEN BREAK FREE SAMPLE PACK .ZIP?", Toke's (@liltokesmoke) "STASH" kit, and Prem's (@0n8) Free Drum Kit. All other samples/drums are downloaded direct off youtube or soundcloud with third party downloading software. I also play guitar sometimes and record it for some tracks. 


For plugins, I am all stock FL Studio 20, but I did used to have SERUM, which I downloaded a Russian cracked version, installed, used for a bit, deleted it, installed it again for a few more tracks, deleted it again, and installed it again for a third time, used it for a little while, and deleted it and the zipped serum crack in the downloads folder and now I don't have my Russian SERUM crack anymore, so if anyone has a FL Studio 20 SERUM crack, the Russian one I had, I would really like it again because I'm broke as fuck.

I don't use studio monitors so all my tracks are mixed with studio headphones in a USB audio interface. 

I am also going deaf from making all this music at max volume so my low frequencies are often off tune and I make many mistakes in general.

I also often change the titles and images for my tracks because I get bored of the old ones. Sorry if that bothers you.

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ilsm my friends
@ayrie
@layne18k
@74three
@scrvz
@oyabe
@david-mckeda
@metal_zack
@archivedforum
@archangel0000
@01000001-00110000
@counterlove

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captain save a hoe 

neural alchemy (netrunner)

miseryprism