into the void

b e g o t t e n 自杀

Hushwave

b e g o t t e n

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (life cycle) - 生命週期---

1. (longing) - 渴望 
2. (love) - 真愛 
3. (birth) - 分娩 
4. (life) - 生活 
5. (sickness) - 疾病 
6. (desperation) - 絕望 
7. (depression) - 蕭條 
8. (suffering) - 痛苦 
9. (bonus track) - 怎样 
10. (bonus track 2) - 切割

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (life cycle) - 生命週期

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (hushwave) - 治愈它---

01. (vast) - 广大 
02. (insomnia) - 失眠
03. (pain) - 翅膀 
04. (invisible) - 无形 
05. (heartfelt) - 沮丧的
06. (ghost) - 鬼白
07. (eternal) - 永恒
08. (hidden) - 隐藏
09. (bonus track) - 绝望

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (hushwave) - 治愈它

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (phantom psalms) - 幻影诗篇---

01. (disintegrate) - 瓦解
02. (calming) - 平静
03. (sagittarius) - 射手座 
04. (red) - 红色
05. (palpable) - 明显的
06. (neurotic) - 神经质
07. (unknown) - 未知 
08. (eloquent) - 雄辩 
09. (bonus track) - 宽容
10. (bonus track 2) - 遗忘

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (phantom psalms) - 幻

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (happy anniversary) - 周年快乐---

01. (amethyst) - 紫晶
02. (emerald) - 翠
03. (quartz) - 石英
04. (celestine) - 天青石
05. (fluorite) - 萤石
06. (malachite) - 孔雀石
07. (lapis lazuli) - 青金石 
08. (silicon) - 硅
09. (aquamarine) - 蓝晶
10. (diamond) - 钻石
11. (bonus track) - 缟玛瑙
12. (bonus track 2) - 红宝石
13. (bonus track 3) - 黄玉
14. (bonus track 4) - 家传宝钻

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (happy anniversary) - 周年快乐

---b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (forgive and forget) - 原谅和忘记---

01. (unprepared) - 措手不及
02. (unraveling) - 解开
03. (understanding) - 理解
04. (unfortunate) - 不幸的
05. (unending) - 无止境
06. (unconditional) - 无条件的
07. (undeserving) - 不值得
08. (unless...) - 除非...
09. (bonus track) - 同情

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (forgive and forget) - 原谅和忘记

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Label: Geometric Lullaby
Artist: b e g o t t e n 自杀
Album: (life cycle) - 生命週期
GEO - 005

我真的很想去杀我自己，因为没有人需要我在这里，没有人要我在这里，没人在乎，我没有在线离线的朋友，我不爱我的家人，没有任何人理解我，我是一个失败，只是浪费钱/食物，更多我可以列出 

所以我在这个旅行的合唱团，但是是夏天，但有像冬天般的天气。旅游地点有点糟糕，因为我曾经住过（约3000人，充满吸毒者）。我记得走到温迪的一个场所（没有我住过的地方），但这个标志就像“老兵酒吧”那样庆祝老将。我走进去，我没有钱，也没有我的朋友，但是一位老太太说：“哦，我不在乎，你还会在这么美好的一天去冰淇淋。”然后我被我的合唱团中的男中音拉开，我完全迷失在感觉像一个梦幻般的颜色和建筑物的模糊。 

我所说的是冬季天气的原因是因为在上一部分末尾的幽灵段下雨，我用身体遮挡我的东西在雨中不被弄湿。即使这次旅行持续了几个小时，我想（不记得有关旅行的细节，也没有看到我的老师或任何同学以外的男高音和男中音）。我终于得到了不公平的，在一条我很熟悉的街道上。我头脑里有一个想法：我要去这个城里的朋友家去拜访，这是我去过他们家的唯一的朋友，和他一起睡觉。所以当我到了他的房子（我像火影忍者那样跑了30分钟，而不是坐公共汽车），到了他的房子，他是真的不同。有意义的是，我想：“在3.5年的时间里，我们分开了，我发现了一种幽默幽默感，他有一种脚痛，痴迷于水獭” 
但等等还有更多 

我进了他的房子，他没有像上次那样的狗，但他比以前有5个兄弟姐妹。我记得的是，我问他的父母在哪里，他的父亲说“哦，Skyler发现如何把自己变成水獭，所以他在浴室里有一些”私人时间“，这对他来说非常伤心”，而我可以听到非常非常大声的浴室呻吟声。我在汗水中醒来，低声想死

(life cycle) - 生命週期

b e g o t t e n 自杀 - (life) - 生活

b e g o t t e n 自杀 - (longing) - 渴望

b e g o t t e n 自杀 - (insomnia) - 失眠

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

b e g o t t e n 自杀 : (forgive and forget) - 原谅和忘记

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