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waking sad I gotta get off my back
into my life 
but so contrived is this walk
but I have to do it
i hope i made you proud!
i stick around because i know
there's gotta be some meaning that i missed out on 
that makes the bad all worth the good
i bide my time and pay the tool
i'm another human getting old

waking sad final 1

Lyrics:
I live in the walls of this house
No one's seen me these past few months
I don't feel lonely or look for attention
But sometimes I wish they'd ask where I went

I stand in the bedroom doorway
Playing music with no enjoyment
I sing songs to help me cope with
My aloneness and nothing more than that

Do you hear the noise coming out the vents
It's so faint, so sweet
The same words just keep repeating
Are you gonna leave are you gonna leave

Hey!
I'm an alien to my hometown
The freaks all died or left me behind
I hate change but something needs to happen
Before I'm completely forgotten

I can dream of a better life
I could be anything I like
It's a shame I just waste my time
Playing songs, hating what I write
I can dream of a better life
I could be anything I like
It's a shame I just waste my time
Playing songs, hating what I write

Oh someone's got a new appointment
With the rats living in our basement
We negotiate terms for a new deal
To trade roles in civilization

Do you hear the noise coming out the vents
It's so faint, so sweet
The same words just keep repeating
Are you gonna leave are you gonna leave

Ghost In These Parts

You swing your arms a lot
A slight hop when you walk
To your car
You work pretty far

I can't even stand
Without someone holding me up
And I can't crawl away
Without sinking into the dirt

And I"m a little dumb
I'm a bit afraid of what I don't know 
And how do people live
How does everyone else know their worth

I don't know if I can sell myself
To the people who own my wealth
Counting numbers and building shapes
Can't have life without a little rain

I'll be fine
I'll leave the mountain when I can
I'll be fine
I'll leave the mountain when I can
I'll be fine
I'll leave the mountain when I can
I'll be fine
I'll leave the mountain when I can

How To Walk Properly

can't decide if its better stripped or not
 sweatshirt left untouched
im getting cold
and theres no more kindle left
to burn

and i can feel the kick
from my long lost friend
when i can get it stitched
my friend

she is on the beach
stitching up someone else’s seams 
so i talk to myself
again

and i can feel the lips
from my long lost friend
when can i get it stitched
my friend

my heart is shitting bricks
cuz she’s ready to leave
so i look to the left
and breathe

and i can feel a crack
from my long lost friend
when will you be back
my friend
when can you stitch my heart
up again

How To Walk Properly

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