I’m bringing my lifelong love of writing together with my love of music. Lyrics and musical direction is mine and beautifully delivered by AI. In time, I’ll cut these with my own vocals. Today, it’s about bringing words to life and growing in the process.

These Words I Have Written

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"No Ending" captures the ache of a love that didn’t explode—it simply faded. There were no final words, no slammed doors, no dramatic goodbye. Just silence. Distance. And a slow unraveling that hurt more than any breakup ever could.

With haunting vocals, ambient textures, and lyrics that feel like pages from an unsent letter, Astrul turns emotional limbo into a cinematic experience.
This is the sound of being ghosted by someone you still dream about.
A heartbreak with no timestamp.
A goodbye that never came.

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At eight I carved a hidden path
In graphite shadow script
Grew fluent in volatility
So I let silence slip

I prayed to God and sharpened lead
The lonely’s truest friends
Built castles only I could reach
No need for them to mend

The page became my secret flame
Where ghosts could speak their part
While louder voices turned me stone
Ink held my beating heart

So don’t ask why I disappear
Or why my voice won’t rise
I stitched my truth in starlight thread
Beneath a thousand eyes
I’m an unknowable fortress door
Don’t ask me for the key
I whispered every answer once
You never looked at me

The mirror cracked beneath their praise
Their love wore mirrored masks
I learned to dance on fault lines
And smile when silence asked

I buried language in the roots
Of trees that learned to sway
And found my breath in metaphors
That never looked away

I loathe the hours spent with those
Who tried to dim my flame
But paper lets me burn aloud
And never speaks my shame

So don’t ask why I disappear
Or why my voice won’t rise
I stitched my truth in starlight thread
Beneath a thousand eyes
I’m an unknowable fortress door
Don’t ask me for the key
I whispered every answer once
You never looked at me

Sticks and stones have bruised and bled
But words have made me stay
Retreat is not surrender
It’s just the wiser way
I spill my joy, my grief, my fire
On every fearless page
To map the cost of being whole
As woman, self, and sage

So don’t ask why I howl at night
And tend to hidden scars
I raised a self in shadow light
That danced beneath the stars
These words are where I plant my flag
Beyond your reach or fence
I won’t explain the cost again
I offer no defence

So don’t ask why I disappear
Or why I still fall quiet
I stitched my truth in starlight thread
Not born for your disquiet
I’m an unknowable fortress door
Don’t ask me for the key
I wrote it down so loud, so clear
You just refused to see

If it’s too much, then turn away
I’m done with earning depth
These words are mine, they hold my name
They’re all that I have left

These Words I’ve Written

So the dust has now settled
The fight’s over now
You’re out in the open baby
Can’t hide in the crowd
You’ve made all your moves
You’ve riddled out the game
It’s time to down regulate
It’s time now to be sane

But are you ready for the calm
The soft and gentle ease
You’ve grinded all your gears now
Are you formed for finding peace

I wanna believe
I wanna believe
That this pain had a point
I wanna believe
I wanna be seen
I wanna be seen
It’s my deepest greed
In peace I will be seen

The worst kind of lie 
Is the one you tell yourself
Can you countenance the win
Of the hand you dealt yourself
Some part of you enjoys
Your defensive strategies
Machiavellian discontent
Now must sue for peace 

But are you ready for the calm
The soft and gentle ease
Don’t grift yourself with answers
Part of you likes to bleed 

I wanna believe
I wanna believe
That this pain had a point
I wanna believe
I wanna be seen
I wanna be seen
It’s my deepest greed
In peace I will be seen

The call is coming from inside the house
Don’t let it go unanswered
The wisest contender knows themself
Rid yourself of the cancer
That caused you to fear the dark
When the light is plentiful 
Don’t let the battles define your peace 
This truth is fundamental 

Cuz I wanna have peace
I wanna just breathe
I want oxygen without the fire
I wanna find peace
I wanna be free
Lock the demons - toss the key

I wanna believe
I wanna believe
That this pain had a point
I wanna believe
I wanna be seen
I wanna be seen
It’s my deepest greed
In peace I will be seen

You’ve been fighting for too long
Put down the rusted sword
Give space to what is good
Don’t fuel what is so flawed

I Wanna Believe

I can’t make it better
I can’t undig the grave
I can’t swallow your grief whole
And recover some better days
I can’t evolve what is past
That bell won’t be unrung
But I can hold you close
Inhale with all of my strength
And merge our hearts into one

What is the harbour without the sea
What is a tree without roots
What is it to be the love of your life
If not someone resolute

Because you’re a part of me now
My love, my life, my joy
My confidante and protector
And with all I am I’ll employ
Strength beyond what’s imagined
Let fall every solemn tear
To be the woman you need today
And for all our living years

These coming months will test you
They’ll ask more than you can give
They’ll invoke your fury in your grief
A shadow on the life you now live
But I don’t fear darkness not a bit
Because I am your shimmering light
I will walk where demons tread
I’ll never let you from my sight

What is the lighthouse without pitch of night
Or the rose adorned without thorns
What is the point of being your fire
If I’m crestfallen and worn

Because you’re a part of me now
My love, my life, my joy
My confidante and protector
And with all I am I’ll employ
Strength beyond what’s imagined
Let fall every solemn tear
To be the woman you need today
And for all our living years

I won’t let you stumble
I won’t let you break
I won’t let this living hell
Cost more than it already takes
I’ll carry this weight as much as I can
It’s never too much or enough
I’ll guard the light that lives in you
When going gets too tough

Because you’re a part of me now
No matter how the days unfold
I’ll be the ground you build upon
Your foundation firm and bold
So let your grief rise like a wave
I won’t flinch or disappear
Still the woman you need today
Still yours across the years

Because you’re a part of me now
My love, my life, my joy
My confidante and protector
And with all I am I’ll employ
Strength beyond what’s imagined
Let fall every solemn tear
To be the woman you need today
And for all our living years

So rest your weight on my chest
Let it press down so heavy
If you need love I have more to spare
And it’s there whenever you’re ready

Lighthouse

Check your faith at the door
This heat’s what we came here for
Hold me close, we’re moving tonight
Stop staring, you know that game
Your body lies when it says my name
Hold me close, keep that grip tight

No thought, just the beat
No faith and all belief

This dance is a demon - take my soul
Your body’s a magnet, I’ll pay the toll
I’m breaking in pieces you’ll never know
Your hands on my hips - I might let go

You breathe me in through my hair
Your hands say what you don’t dare
Let’s blame this moment, under the light
You hold me soft, but you burn me through
I’m bruised and shining next to you
Let’s blame this moment, under the light

This dance is a demon - take my soul
Your body’s a magnet, I lose control
I’m breaking in pieces you’ll never know
Your hands on my hips - I might let go

Tomorrow’s the dark unknown
Tonight, it’s the sin we condone
There’s fire in your grasp
I won’t hold back
We’re free in this trance
Lost in the dance

This dance is redemption - show me how
I’m giving my rhythm, take me now
I’m breaking in pieces you’ll never know
Your warmth makes me shiver - I let go

This dance is a demon - take my soul
Your body’s a magnet, I lose control
I’m breaking in pieces you’ll never know
Your hands on my hips - I let go

This dance is a demon - take my soul
Your body’s a magnet, I lose control
I’m breaking in pieces you’ll never know
Your hands on my hips - I let go

This dance is redemption baby
Ooooooh I might let go

This Dance Is A Demon

Im vibing astrology, Mercury’s in retrograde
Hippy witches tell of lovers past, none of which have stayed
I shape shift my mood each day, wrinkled by the past
Tormented that nothing is real and nothing’s safe to last

Frankenstein had his monster
The darkness had been born
Pick up the glue and staples
Let’s see what we can form

I’m a shapeshifting illusionist
Then I’m grounded and so real
The myth of chimera 
Patched by all I feel
Of course you shouldn’t trust me
I don’t even trust myself
But you made this sick chimera
You can only blame yourselves

I’ll be whatever you like now baby
Just pour another drink
Play a song and tell a joke
I’m void of what to think
Because it’s everything and nothing 
It’s laughter mixed with tears
It’s the violence of experience
Of living my truest fears

I’m a shapeshifting illusionist
Then I’m grounded and so real
The myth of chimera
Patched by all I feel
Of course you shouldn’t trust me
I don’t even trust myself
But you made this sick chimera
You can only blame yourselves

I expect no compassion
I expect no grace
Who wants to see survival
When looking at my face
Who wants to see the truth
Of what it’s all become
I’m just playing the victim
Of the shitty things they’ve done

I’m a chimera manifesting
I’ll live within your dreams
I’ll laugh at your every joke
I’ll stitch up loose seams
I’ll be fine in one minute
Then I’ll implode the next 
I’ll smile when it’s convenient 
Won’t trust what’s coming next 

(Woah hey! This bitch is crazy! This song is kinda catchy though!)

I’m a shapeshifting illusionist
I’m the light among the dark
The myth of the chimera
You’ll never hit the mark
Of course you shouldn’t trust me
I am done with trusting too
But you made this sweet chimera
And she wrote this song for you

No no I don’t mean it
Except maybe now I do
Who knows the answer
We know nothing is true

Chimera

I know the feeling love
It’s the acid in my bones
It’s words in sepia tones
The weight of what we chose
I know that tingling rage
The twitch of each slight
We write into the night
Leave the world out of sight

You spin a verse and create
But each word is a mistake
You’re crafting what you hate
that’s where hearts relate

It’s not a sad song baby
It’s the pulse that is fleeting
The spark of eyes meeting 
The circle that’s completing
It’s not a sad song baby 
We’re losing by being 
We’re living and breathing
Pen out what is fleeting

You’re making art in here
It’s hardly a cage
Where every new page
You feel yourself age
Cuz this song ain’t sad
It’s the fucking truth
A way to self soothe
All that you’ve been through 

Sing it with your chest
Get lost in that growl
Power it with your grief
Breathe it somehow
It’s not a sad song baby 
It’s you real and true
And when I hear your voice
I know its from you

Fuck em and their happy songs
Their words without meaning
Their postures competing
For all they’re not seeing
You and I - we’re living and breathing
Not once conceding
That this has no meaning 

It’s not a sad song baby
It’s the pulse that is fleeting
The spark of eyes meeting 
The circle that’s completing
We’re losing by being 
It’s not a sad song baby 
We’re here living and breathing
Pen out what is fleeting

Write sad songs honey
Shake off the dust
Don’t fear the dark
Go there if you must

It’s Not A Sad Song

The new album 'A Moment Apart’ out now: http://odesza.co/a-moment-apart
 
2017 A Moment Apart Tour 
Sun, Sep 3 - Seattle, WA - Bumbershoot
Thu, Sep 14 - Auckland, NZ - Great Hall@
Fri, Sep 15 - Melbourne, AU - Forum@
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Sat, Sep 30 - Paris, FR - Élysée Montmartre#
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Wed, Oct 4 - Amsterdam, NL - Paradiso#
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Sat, Oct 7 - Berlin, DE - Astra Kulturhaus#
Thu, Oct 19 - San Diego, CA - Valley View Casino Center*+
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Sat, Oct 21 - Las Vegas, NV - Downtown Las Vegas Events Center
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Tue, Oct, 24 - Santa Barbara, CA - Santa Barbara Bowl*+
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I’m an avid lyricist and a maturing vocalist. I don’t let that get in my way though. Pouring my thoughts, feels and giggles into lyrics without hesitation and bringing stories to life.

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