It feels as though my thoughts are a battlefield,
Such pain, the pain runs so deep.
Why do my thoughts torment me this way?
Is it a rite of passage everyone must endure?
Such pain, the pain runs so deep.
I hope this trial strengthens my resolve,
So I no longer have to bear this mental war.
When, oh when, will the calming time come?

Feelings Inside (Drum And Beat Power Mix I)

In the desert, a mirage shimmers briefly and fleetingly,
Vanishing at once when the light shifts ever so slightly.
Life often mirrors it: brief, transient, forever shifting,
With dreams and hopes that fade like fleeting shadows.

At times, we feel anchored in our identity,
Yet it can be as elusive as a reflection, hard to grasp.
Much like a mirage that transforms with time,
We too experience change in thoughts and deeds throughout life.

And just as the desert illusion might deceive,
People can wear facades, hiding behind crafted masks.
What they present is not always what they truly feel,
For deep within, a different truth often lies concealed.

Mirage (Good Morning Mix - B III)

In autumn, the leaves dance their farewell waltz. The year draws to a close, and with it, our present worries might also fade away. How desirable it would be if with each fall, our concerns would diminish? Oh, lovely autumn, you are so much more than just a dance of leaves!

Autumn ( September Mix IV)

EMOTIONALLY STRESSFUL CONTENT!

The War of Dark Thoughts

The War of Dark Thoughts resembles a battle where you initially seem to have lost the fight against your own thoughts.
It is a challenging yet immensely painful inner conflict,
often waged without the understanding of the social environment,
which further complicates the burden of the battle.
You are confronted with thoughts that have the power to deeply wound you. In many cases, it appears that in the end there are only few paths: a farewell to one’s own existence, a life only in one’s own beautiful dreams as a refuge, or emerging strengthened from a long, hard battle.
One can only hope for each individual that they can decide the second battle for themselves—with support, even if, unfortunately, it often comes from just a few people—for their own well-being and for that of others, who still have to fight this battle and are now reliant on your support.

Into The Darkness (Saturday Evening Mix)

In the first step, as you enter the silent sanctuary and your thoughts begin to unwind from the hustle and bustle of daily life, 
the magic starts to unfold. 
You take a deep breath, letting the scent of serenity wash over you, 
surrounded by the enchanting world of the forest. 
It feels as though all your worries are melting away, 
and you experience a profound sense of calm and tranquility.

With every step, you dive deeper into relaxation, 
fully present in the moment, losing track of time. 
You let yourself drift in your own beautiful thoughts, 
supported by the soothing surroundings that speak to you like a gentle friend.
Alas, I cannot linger here forever, you beautiful healing place. 
But I promise to return soon, my dear friend. 
Very soon indeed!

Through The Woods (Deep Dive Mix III)

Into The Darkness:

A war began,
whispered softly, without weapons,
felt like every battle was lost –
every thought hurt so much,
hurt so much.

Wars unseen,
no war to comprehend,
alone – as if forever –
thoughts hurt so much.

Thoughts declared the war,
pain – whispered, unseen.

Thoughts declared the war,
pain – whispered, unseen.

Dreams were the refuge,
where time cradled without pain,
dreaming and still dreaming,
dreaming or forever leaving.

Fought hard – the war is over,
many hands through many days,
your hands could hold –
give them in understanding.

Thoughts declared the war,
pain – whispered, unseen.

Your hands –
now your understanding.

Your hands –
now your understanding.

Into The Darkness 2025 - Vocal-Power-Mix Il

Into The Darkness 2025 - Vocal-Power-Choir Mix

Polar Night:

My gaze is inside and outside,
and silence overwhelming my mind,
memories in spectacular lights
in front of me, feelings kiss me softly.

The moments should remain, 
but reality remains the same - 
and sadly not the everlasting dream.

Deep in my thoughts,
lost in an everlasting dream,
nothing breaks at all,
when every day could be like this.

The moments should remain, 
but reality remains the same - 
and sadly the everlasting dream,
everlasting dream,
ever - lasting - dream.

Polar night 2025 (Dream-Mix) Pre Vocal Version VIII

DREAM WITH ME:

Could you dream with me?
Could you dream with me—understand my dreams?
Dreams that walk with me,
In moments when faith can't touch me anymore.
Dreams that walk with me,
In moments when faith can't touch me anymore.

Dream with me—  
see with me—
dream for me.
Dream with me—
see with me—
dream for me.

Who was willing to live in dreams only?
—me—just-me.
Touched too hard 
by dark melodies, 
day by day-day,
day by day-day.

Dream with me—  
see with me—
dream for me.
Dream with me—
see with me—
dream for me.

Dreams can breathe you peace—
may breathe you strength—soulfully.
Dreams that kiss my soul—my strength—so softly.

Strength—touch me—
again and again—
dream for me!

Dream With Me 2025 OB_NEW Clean Mix

Composed, arranged, mixed, and mastered entirely by me.

We may not remember every heartfelt and meaningful person, but when we always let our hearts speak, especially through music, it doesn't matter. It might have only been important to touch someone's heart. Sermocinor

A friend about me:

A life full of changes and contrasts, sometimes surrounded by dark canyons of thought.
Determined, versatile and enthusiastic. The poetry of Life expressed in painting and music.
This is how one can describe the individual newcomer Sermocinor of the Soundcloud composers' guild of the younger generation. 
The complexity of his charismatic yet empathetic nature, is also reflected in his unique sound creations.
With each new musical creation, the Cologne based artist is able to demonstrate that one can grow personally in and with music. 
Let your own inner melodies, harmonies, and rhythms be heard and experienced creatively with musical impressions of life.
Sermocinor proves his commitment and inspires excitement and expectation for the future creations in the sound workshop of this talented craftsman. Stay tuned...

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