I DONT WANNA BE MYSELF

Megan The Stallion Saved My Life

Lyrics


Verse 1

Always told me I'd be better
All on my own, what you tryna do?
Push me away? did you ever
think about all of the words you choose

Couldn't make it through the weather
Didn't know all that we had to lose
Never the play a fool, but that shit changed


Pre chorus

You're Lost, so lost
Yeah I know you wanna Cross,
Just Cross, me out your mind oh yeah I feel the same


Chorus

I'm ripping out the pages to this story
I'm finding out that true love's always wrong
I wish that I could go and say I'm sorry
But second chances never come along

Did my best, Made you cry
You talked less, and now I'm 

I'm ripping out the pages to this story
Guess I'll always find myself alone


Verse 2

Never told me that you meant it
When you said that you would just go and leave
Now all of the chapters are finished
All of the pages I'll never read

Guess you went and got all your wishes
Life without me that's your fantasy
Threw away all of the memories,
I can't believe you

Tore it all up, Did it for what
Only to find out it wasn't enough
Now you outta luck, caught in a rut
Don't try to call me when life getting tough

Cause I'm never ready for that my bad
Don't you ever go and try that
Do not get closer you looking for closure that's too bad cause you'll never find that


Pre chorus

You're Lost, so lost
Yeah I know you wanna Cross,
Just Cross, me out your mind oh yeah I feel the same


Chorus

I'm ripping out the pages to this story
I'm finding out that true love's always wrong
I wish that I could go and say I'm sorry
But second chances never come along

Did my best, Made you cry
You talked less, and now I'm 

I'm ripping out the pages to this story
Guess I'll always find myself alone

Bridge

I'm ripping up the pages
of this story

Chorus

I'm ripping out the pages to this story
I'm finding out that true love's always wrong
I wish that I could go and say I'm sorry
But second chances never come along

Did my best, Made you cry
You talked less, and now I'm 

I'm ripping out the pages to this story
Guess I'll always find myself alone

Ripping Out The Pages

Spotify

Prod. @boyfifty 

Featuring @jyoung5900 & @user-244515433-699106508

Lyrics:

I don’t wanna live right now 
And I don’t wanna live without you
Someone save me now 
Someone save her now 
Cause’ I don’t wanna live this way 
Now there’s nothing left to say
Cause’ we’ve been through everything
And you were here everyday

Someone save me from myself
I’m calling for help, because I can’t help myself
Hurt my friends, gain some fans 
Didn’t know it in advance
Never had a fucking plan 
I just went with it
Been focused on myself since we ended it 
Depressed as shit the way I’m living
Don’t wanna play a victim but it’s just the way I’m feeling, I’m too used to it
Lost my homie been thru thick and thin
But this time we can’t fix the shit
I fucked up like a lot a bit
And I ain’t too proud of it
You hear pain in my voice when I rap about it
Left a stain in your mind, you should’ve lived without it
And it doesn’t make a difference but I’m sorry that I did it
Forever I’ll miss ya

I don’t wanna live right now 
And I don’t wanna live without you
Someone save me now 
Someone save her now 
Cause’ I don’t wanna live this way 
Now there’s nothing left to say
Cause’ we’ve been through everything
And you were here everyday  

I been thru hell n back
Hole in my heart and I don’t kno how the fuck to live with that
Love was never for us shit I thought that we were meant for that
Meant it when i told you I could never love another
And I miss them times we had I sit n wish that I could get em back
Pool of regrets, I drown it all in alcohol cause I’m ashamed
The money n fame’ll never heal the fuckin pain
I pray to god he take this shit away
I can’t, yeah, listen 
You the only one I’m ever missing
And everyday I’ll love you until I’m no longer living
I wish I could go back in time to days where you were all mine
But now it’s time to you let you go jus know it’s gon’ be alright 

I don’t wanna live right now 
And I don’t wanna live without you
Someone save me now 
Someone save her now 
Cause’ I don’t wanna live this way 
Now there’s nothing left to say
Cause’ we’ve been through everything
And you were here everyday

Save Me (w/ SNM & J. Young)

Trying a lil something new

https://youtube.com/c/ProdMist3r

Sunrise prod. Mist3R Beats

Take It All

Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there in a hurry 
Life just ain't fair 
But it still goes on 
Even if it's all wrong 
Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there for you 

Was it the first night that we got high 
When I saw peace in them blue eyes
In the same night that we did fight 
Was the first time that you did lie
Cause you told me you never wanted love 
Cause you never thought that you would be enough
But it takes time we can learn to trust 
I just wanna know if you’re gon give us up  
And see 
I’ve always been trying to be 
The person you need to be clean  
But you don’t believe 
I shown you I love you 
And gave you my promise that I’d never leave  
I know you been hurt 
And left there with need
Your parents abandoned a person to bleed 
But life had a mission to water a seed 
A journey im hoping you’re taking with me 

Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there in a hurry 
Life just ain't fair 
But it still goes on 
Even if it's all wrong 
Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there for you 

You wanna leave 
You wanna go 
Don’t gotta deal w the trauma alone
I’m wanting peace 
I wanna cope 
You are the reason that I feel at home 
Cause I feel the same 
I’ve melted away 
It’s due to the issues & all of the shame 
I hope you can love me before i can change  
Hope you forgive me for all the mistakes  

You had to see shit watch em leave quick 
They ain’t love you like I do
I'd give my whole life just to make sure 
That you knew that & that’s truth 
I watch these night pass as you fade away 
And it’s getting worse when you use 
While I’m knowing that it’s on you 
But I promised that we won’t lose  

Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there in a hurry 
Life just ain't fair 
But it still goes on 
Even if it's all wrong 
Oh don't you worry 
I'm gon be there for you

Don't Worry(feat. Kado)

sevenforty (2023)

If you want to take my life (feat. SadBoyProlific) 

Loved making this one, I hope you all enjoy.

If You Want To Take My Life (feat. SadBoyProlific)

Song is available everywhere, Spotify, Apple Ausic, YouTube, etc.

Drowning

Rxseboy - Memory (ft. SadBoyProlific)

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Daniel Javan