3.5 (w DNAFEEN)

art - @riley-rand
prod. - @fiftysix000

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

While I know the moments placed
Never know if it's the space
Kicked me down and left with haste
Picked up new like its a race

Can I get more weed, garçon?
Maybe some dom perignon
Waste my time in space, Elon
No one ever knows what’s wrong

That’s my greatest fear
I run with no one there
Lost without you here
Said you’d love me, insincere

There’s no one who cares
I’m beyond repair
I miss your stare
Endless despair

Need some food or I'll probably die soon
Sadness showers raining down like a typhoon
McCree ult hitting, coming in at high noon
I run the shit, yeah, they call me zoo tycoon

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

Flower petals fall to floor
Seeking who I am some more
No one knows, I don't for sure
Painted me as wall decor, I’m sore

Broken beyond repair
Choking, smoking with no one there
You’re gone now, where you’d sit, and now I stare
Forgot when two together one heart shared

Seeping sorrow and depression
Baby girl was my obsession
Let that teach you all a lesson
Do not follow your heart guessin’

Listen to your mind
It will do you well in time
Do not stop hitting the grind
Rise above and make the climb

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

music video

hope (prod. fiftysix x lil heartbreak)

Cover art: Aly Moon (aka @ moon.x.lust on instagram)


LYRICS

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

I been grinding, finding out that time is what it takes
to mend these wounds that make us break
feels like each day is another love/hate
keep biting my tongue till I taste blood
use that same blood to cure my ink
sometimes I fear we're faking fate
but I can't tell you anything I think
I'm starting to drink
I'm starting to pour
I'm feeling my face
Don't feel it no more
I lost my way
I lost true north
you shred my sails
but I'm pressing forward
eye of the storm
girl, why do you storm?
Lord, get me ashore for I need reformed
or maybe I'm born to suffer great fortunes
I can't pay more dues if you so fore-choose

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

Love is deaf
love is dumb
love is blind
you and i

x2
Love is blind and you don't see a thing
I'm turning out the lights tryna fall asleep
I don't wanna fight are you hearing me?
I never knew that love was deaf too

x2
Love is deaf, love is dumb, love is blind
I try to fight, try to run, try to hide
I'm getting numb, getting drunk, getting high
I fell in love when true love was a lie

but it's been a long night
been a long day
and you play the right games
yeah, you play the right games
so I'm rolling the dice tryna say the right things
shit, it's sunny outside but she make me feel rain

you and i (prod. blade901)

Cover art by @ tks_100 on instagram


LYRICS

she a busy body
naughty when she talking
got me on the ropes
she fold like origami
sippin' sake
got no clothes on
she a kamikaze writing suicidal love notes
she a love nazi
I don't wanna know what it would cost me
not a breath
not a heartbeat
tears written down in sharpie
I'm new but she want me
and she use that shit to taunt me
I'm used, she a harpy
it's never gonna stop me
I'm a fool for a girl who converses over coffee but...
love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

and I know I don't wanna let her go
easy cum ain't easy go
(I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want pain, she want the agony)

I could hit it all day
I could hit it all day
all my vision gone grey
fifty if she wants shades
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she want the pain she the want the agony
but love is dead, what's the point?
over it, all you get
punishment
so she says "punish me, I'm no good"
I'll be thinkin bout it days and weeks
she wants the pain, she wants the agony
I could hit it all day

fifty shades (prod. blade901)

ty @alainite for the featuring <3 

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

[verse: alainite]
Yeah every time I do I cry
'Cause I’ve been staying up so late at night and I’m just burning
'Cause I can’t find another way to kill the pain
And I’ve been crawling down this lonely road yeah I been wasted
Just tryna find a place where I can hide my pain

'Cause you’re everything I want and more, oh
Yeah you got me so bored of everybody else I'm sure, oh
That you got me ignored like everybody else I’m sure

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

STREAM

Faking a Smile ft. Alainite [prod. yunny goldz]

Music Video

☆ medicine (prod. nicolas sales) ☆

“Chemicals” by dESPAIN. Available now on all streaming platforms:

https://onerpm.lnk.to/despain

LYRICS: 

Chemicals
Running through my head again
Telling me that you’d forget me
Forget all we said

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

When I dream
I see these fucked up things
Feeling of death
At the tip of my feet 
Like a haunted fool
I Never could see
My soul to fade to black
Take a hit 
Do I react?
To the drugs in my mouth
Or do I need some more of these

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

I don’t know what trip I’ve been on
Did I fuck up again?
Tell me what really happened
Sorry for all my sins
Smoke one for me when Im dead

Feeling too faded
Maybe fucked up
I would say sorry but that’s not enough
Add this to the list of reasons why I 
Can’t sleep at night, so I hide

Chemicals
Running through my head
Driving me insane
Have we been mislead
I thought
You were watching over me
When I sleep
Saw you in my dreams

All these chemicals be in my head
When i dream I see you again
I could get fast car bae 
Act like we nascar bae
Why we gotta end this way
Why we gotta end this way

Instrumental: ProdbyKG
Recorded & Mixed/Mastered: dESPAIN

WØNDERLVND

Chemicals

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daniel silver - bad light (prod. balloon beats)

Heartless PART II

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Lyrics:
I honestly tried to fit in
To the life you want to be living
But I could never be enough
And I’ll never be enough
You’d rather throw away your love
Into the heavens above
You tell me that I’m not alone
I got no doubt I’m on my own
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

My picture waits in your closet
As my colours fade, I can’t stop it
Got me blind in thе dark
While I’m searching for the stars
And I’m covеred in dust
Locked up and living with these scars
And if you ever change your mind
Don’t think I’ll ever call you mine
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

Fall

fall

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Lyrics:

[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse1]
fuckin' hell
Im not well
Trusted you
And then I fell

So afraid
I'm awake
Friends' like who?
Cause ya'll so fake

I might break
Then remake
Save my heart
From all the ache

Got my blade
I might fade
3 more lines
I wish you stayed


I'm so fed, no longer full
On every lie that you pull
Strings from above I'm their fool
Mastermind drowned in the pool 


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse2]
You hate the way I numb my pain
I've hung myself inside your brain
An ornament for severing
The insecurities I'll bring

Bestow upon me gifts in vein
I'd follow you into the rain
But now you've gone and I'm insane
And you're the reason I'm to blame

It's suffocating not knowing where you lie
Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right
It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright
I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

Health Issues (prod. Bartes)

if you wanna collab (for free) just send me a song with a free space in it, my email is 
daniel-silver@hotmail.com 
<3everyone sending me love i actually love you<3

daniel silver - bad light (prod. balloon beats)

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